The table lamp on the table exudes a dim light. This small amount of light is obviously not enough for such a large room, so that the room always looks gloomy, just like Yao Yao's face at the moment.

Pieces of clothes are scattered on the ground. Not long ago, these clothes were worn on Chang Yao, making her look so beautiful. Perhaps these clothes belong to my era and are more real to me.

, so when she put on the clothes of this era, she suddenly became real, at least with a sense of intimacy.

But at this moment, these feelings of intimacy have long since disappeared, and she has returned to her former appearance, with high black hair and a bright red dress covering her curvy body, with various elegant and complex lines engraved on it.

Just looking at the complexity of her clothes, I'm afraid it's even more complicated than a coat, but it also makes her lose her sense of reality. Just like the sculpture of Sanqing Taoist sitting cross-legged in the main hall, it is always overlooking the worshipers, with its face

There is an everlasting look of compassion on his face, but it makes people unable to get close to him. The sense of distance is related to time and space, as if they are not in the same dimension, so they can only keep a respectful distance from each other.

She just sat there with an expressionless face, her eyes were a little dull, and she didn't know what she was thinking, but the previous rage and murderous intention she showed when she was extremely angry had long since disappeared.

I suddenly felt that instead of watching her sit there expressionless, it would be better to just ride on me like before and let her beat me like a drum.

This is definitely a very mean idea, but it just pops up out of nowhere and is out of control, making it difficult to suppress it.

"that……"

I scratched my head and wanted to say something, but I didn't know what to say.

Zhao Yao was obviously interested in hearing what I had to say. After she came to her senses, she looked at me deeply. That look made me restless. I had never seen her look like this before.

The focus was completely locked on me, and the feeling of being focused made me feel a thorn in my back, but her eyes were dark, just like the water of the black abyss, and all the emotions were contained in the endless darkness.

In the end, she didn't say another word. After withdrawing her eyes, her whole body turned into a black light and escaped into the wind chime.

"Why……"

I subconsciously stretched out my hand to stop him, but I only caught the air, the flowers in the mirror and the moon in the water.

The house was not big, but it suddenly became empty and empty, which made people feel palpitating.

"What has actually happened……"

I lowered my head. The place where I was beaten was burning, but I didn't seem to realize it. In a daze, I felt like I had lost something, but I didn't know what it was. For the first time in my life, a baby was born.

This kind of indescribable emotion is indescribable, and it is so strange to me. I have never experienced it before. It even makes me feel strange, as if I have never experienced this body that has been with me for more than twenty years.

Really understand it.

"Obviously he just hated me for saying something I shouldn't have said to the old ghost, and seeing that I was dying, he couldn't do anything, so he came to test me. When he saw that I was distracted and exposed, he immediately confirmed that my illness was not that serious, and he gave me a pass after he came up.

A brutal beating.

I was beaten and scolded, but in the end it was so weird that I really couldn’t figure out what you were going to do!”

I scratched my head and resolutely suppressed the strange emotion in my heart. It was very uncomfortable. If I allowed it to spread, I thought it would destroy my Taoist heart. I sat alone on the ground in silence for a moment.

Finally, he sighed secretly, stood up and silently packed up the clothes scattered on the floor.

There was still a faint residual warmth on those clothes, which reminded me of the feeling I had when I hugged Chang Yao's thigh before. She had exactly the same characteristics as a living person at that time.

She definitely didn't have such an ability before I was kidnapped by the common people. Could it be that... is this the change brought about by completely digesting that drop of Black Bird's true blood?

Thinking about these things, I picked up the items scattered on the ground one by one and neatly stacked them together. When the two thin stockings fell on the top, I suddenly became a little distracted again, but then I

I thought of that extremely complicated and unreadable look in Zhang Yao's eyes, and in an instant, I felt as if I had been hit by a basin of cold water, and all my damn thoughts were extinguished.

This made me inexplicably irritable. I grabbed the clothes and opened the window to throw them out. I kept cursing: "What kind of crazy dog ​​thief invented this kind of thing? Isn't this sincerity to let the veteran cadres make mistakes?"

Grandpa was killed by you today, and from now on, he will be with Huang..."

The words "death and fate" came to my lips, but I couldn't say them out several times. I threw the clothes in my hands several times, but finally I didn't throw them out. I struggled for a long time, and finally sighed and silently put the clothes in the cabinet.

Then I lay down on the kang enduring the severe pain all over my body, and it took a long, long time to fall asleep with difficulty, and my sleep was extremely unstable.

Sometimes I dream of the man I saw in Chang Yao's heart, and sometimes I dream of the woman with the scent of tea flowers who appeared when I was dying. I even dream of the old ghost on the altar, who chatters endlessly.

The words were repeated in my ears:

"People, when you have been in darkness for a long time, suddenly a ray of white moonlight shines through the window, you think that it is that ray of white moonlight that illuminates your whole world, and you naively think that it is true love, but you ignore the person beside you who spends time with you day and night.

Looking at you shivering in the dark...

So, he abandoned the people around him and chased the moon with all his strength.

He caught up, but found that a person who has been in darkness for a long time is not used to the overwhelming light. When the light fills the eyes and there are no other colors in the world, light and darkness actually make people feel equally uncomfortable.

After realizing this, he turned back, but the person who had been trembling with him in the darkness was long gone."

This sentence was repeated over and over again in the dream, and the old ghost's face gradually became clear, looking at me very viciously, like an old witch cursing others.

So, when it was dark, I woke up.

The door that was locked from the outside opened at some point, and the warm breath was flowing through the veins in my body. Needless to say, Wei Rong must have come back secretly...

I called him several times, but he didn't respond at all. I guess he was preparing to avoid me for a while after escaping last night.

The aroma of steamed buns floated outside the window, and the voices of Brother Yaozi and Wushuang could be heard faintly from the yard.

It's breakfast time.

"After all the fuss last night, I'm afraid they all know that I'm pretending to be sick. What should I do?"

I scratched my head and touched my growling stomach. I secretly hated myself for being too pretentious yesterday. In order to pretend to be sick, Zhang Xinya and the others always couldn't take a few mouthfuls when they fed me.

There was no extra food, so he was naturally hungry: "Are you going to go out to eat like this? No way, I said so many bad things about them before, and pretended to be dead and cried when I came back. Now it has been completely exposed, and I am embarrassed to go out to see them.

How embarrassing for them...

How about...continue to act like a turtle? If they don't call me, I won't go out to eat. Considering that I suffered so much in Guixu, they will definitely feel distressed when they see me not going out to eat, and they will definitely call me when the time comes.

Have a meal.

The first time they called me to eat, they must have looked bad. I must not go out to eat at that time. I had to be stubborn and continue the hunger strike. After they called me a few more times and saw my decisive attitude towards the hunger strike, they should relent and say nice things.

, then I will definitely not be entangled in that matter anymore.

Well, just do it like this. When you make a mistake, if you lower your head and prepare to be scolded, you will definitely get scolded. The correct operation is - before the other person scolds me, I will get angry first and bite back!!"

Thinking of this, I felt relieved and stopped looking out the window. I was lying on the bed waiting for them to call me for dinner. As a result, I waited and waited and waited until it was early morning...

I stared straight at the ceiling and murmured: "Assholes, you really don't come to call me for dinner? Is the relationship in the past so easy to break? Forget it, I'll wait a little longer. If before noon

If you call me, I will forgive you, and if you call me three times, I will go out to eat."

Time passed by noon, but they still hadn't come.

I gritted my teeth and continued to wait. Soon, it was night.

The lights were brightly lit in the yard, and they started eating again. I lay at the window and watched them walking around in the yard, but no one even looked at me. I silently wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes and whispered

: "You don't have to do it three times. Just call me and I will go out. Are you human? Can you please give me a step down..."

Life in the Zhenwu Temple is peaceful and busy. There is always my master's lessons every day, and everyone has to train every day, so everyone is very busy. However, there are no swords and swords here, and there is no need to struggle to survive, so everyone

They are all very leisurely.

No matter whether they are free or busy, everyone seems to have forgotten that there is me in this room, and I am more transparent than the air...

They...everyone is so hard-hearted that they actually starved me alive for three days!!!

Hunger is the crusher of shame.

On the morning of the fourth day, when the smell of rice wafted out of the window again, I silently walked out of the room with my hungry stomach...

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