048 Break, the prison of the soul!
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Wail, despair, pain, sob, anger, regret, unwillingness, resentment...
When Zhou Feng calmed down and began to face his soul, he realized that his heart was actually filled with such huge and complicated negative emotions.
Faces, either desperate, angry, painful, or resentful, began to emerge in his mind. The extraordinary memory he had after becoming a god became an accomplice of "assisting the evil and committing abuse", making these faces clearer. Zhou Feng could even remember their curses and wails before their death.
It is all these negative emotions that constitute the indestructible prison in front of him, trapping him firmly in it and not being able to transcend.
"Did I do something wrong?"
For the first time, Zhou Feng's originally firm heart completely faced the negative emotions in his mind, and a hint of hesitation and confusion arose.
Especially when he recalled what happened in YN and RB, this hesitation and confusion became even stronger. He clearly remembered that in that devastating disaster, some kind people would rather give up their vitality than save their closest relatives and loved ones, or even some strangers. Of course, these people died in the end.
But should they die?
Like the father who would rather make several bloody mouths on himself and use his life to drive away the zombies in order to protect his daughter from being poisoned by zombies. Should he die?
Like the officer who led his few comrades to the end in order to let the elderly, weak, women and children evacuate first, should he die?
Or should he die like a filial son who would use his arms to block the door before dying and win a little chance for his old mother and never die?
With so many good people and so many innocent people, should they all die?
Thinking of this, Zhou Feng seemed to hear a voice in his mind shouting at him - these people shouldn't die, they are innocent, you did it wrong! They are not enemies on your mercenary battlefield, they don't even have the qualifications to be your enemy, you are killing innocent people indiscriminately!
It would be fine if you don't face some problems, but once you face them, you will find that this problem is even more serious than you think. Zhou Feng is like this at this moment. He has been for a long time to force himself not to face the guilt and sympathy in his heart, but when he has to face them today, he realized that this negative emotion has reached an extremely dangerous level.
As this negative emotion erupted, the scenes of the victims that appeared in Zhou Feng's mind became clearer and clearer. He could even hear the wailings and questions of the wronged souls - of course this was an illusion, but for a strong man of his level, once the illusion appeared, it would be thousands of times more terrifying than the real wronged soul.
The painful expression and wailing voice made Zhou Feng's originally straight back hunched over. At this moment, his mood became extremely poor, and even his body couldn't help trembling, and a lot of cold sweat oozed out.
This is what people call the inner demon tribulation in their practice. This inner demon tribulation is not a thunder tribulation or a divine tribulation, but it is the hardship that all the peak powerhouses of the main gods must go through to break through to the quasi-supreme god level. It is just that Zhou Feng has passed the tribulation in advance next time under the guidance of Bian.
For some people, it is more terrifying than thunder tribulation and divine tribulation. Because if you want to overcome the inner demon tribulation, the only way is to face your original heart and use the power of your mind to break the cage. Once you fail, the person who passes the tribulation will be trapped in the inner demon forever, becoming a madman, or a useless person.
At this moment, Zhou Feng has reached an extremely dangerous level.
With the complete outbreak of Zhou Feng's negative emotions, he finally completely fell into the illusion caused by the inner demon calamity. At this moment, in front of him, countless desperate faces finally condensed into a gathering and roared anger at him. Although this roar was similar to a beast's roar, Zhou Feng could clearly feel the pain, unwillingness and anger contained in it. Moreover, this emotion seemed to pierce his heart, causing his body to shake, and he couldn't help but spit out a mouthful of blood.
"Do we die?"
In a trance, Zhou Feng seemed to see the huge assembly stretching its constantly changing face in front of him, and gritted his teeth and asked, "You said, if it weren't for your cruelty, would we die in this terrible way to establish our authority?"
"If it weren't me..."
When Zhou Feng's eyes suddenly became even dimmer when he heard the giant monster's words.
Yes, if he had changed to a relatively gentle method, he would have been afraid that these people would not have died...
wrong!
However, when he thought of this, Zhou Feng's body suddenly trembled, and the originally chaotic mind also flashed like a flash of inspiration, and he returned to a moment of tranquility.
If we did not use this violent means to establish our authority, but exchanged for other more moderate means, would the outcome of things become better?
No, no, absolutely not!
Thinking of this, Zhou Feng's mind became clearer and clearer, and at the same time, his originally dim and dead eyes also brightened.
At that time, the Celestial Empire had been forced to a dead end by the alliance of all countries, and had even reached the point of falling apart externally and internally. If at that critical moment, he used some moderate means to show some of his strength to intimidate the alliance of all countries, rather than using violent or even cruel means to establish his authority like now, what would be the result?
Then there are only two results.
First, the alliance of all countries recognized and feared his power, and then, because of fear of the Celestial Empire and his revenge, he would go all out and fight against the Celestial Empire and him, and even develop into the situation of using nuclear weapons.
Second, the Alliance of Nations was not intimidated by his power, and in that case, the Celestial Empire and the Alliance of Nations would inevitably officially start a battle. In the end, nuclear war was inevitable.
And these two results, no matter which one is, will only be worse than the current situation. After all, nuclear war is not as controllable as virus weapons. Once the power of nuclear radiation reaches the earth, even Zhou Feng and others will have to spend a lot of effort to restore the earth to its original state. By then, the deaths will not be 100 to 200 million, but more than 102 billion!
Thinking of this, Zhou Feng's mind finally returned to the clarity, and his eyes became firmer again.
Yes, his choice was correct. He used the Demolition RB to let the people of the Alliance of Nations know the terribleness of the virus weapons, and made them dare not take a single bet to start a war. Then, he used the Demolition Chad to let the people of the Alliance of Nations know his cruelty and madness, and further shocked them. After all, compared with a normal enemy, a crazy and powerful enemy will undoubtedly make people more afraid and fear.
Although he did this cruelly, he really sacrificed the small to take the big one. He sacrificed a small number of innocent people to save most of the innocent people, and it can even be said that he saved the earth and saved the earth from the disaster of nuclear war.
So, after confirming what he thought, Zhou Feng's original guilt suddenly disappeared, and his heart became extremely firm again.
Pure mind does not simply mean a person being kind or simple, but rather a person having a firm belief in his own behavior and being sure that his behavior is correct. At this moment, Zhou Feng, who has confirmed his true heart, finally passed the most difficult level.
After stabilizing his thoughts, Zhou Feng's face also regained his relaxed smile, then opened his eyes, stood up, raised his right fist and smashed it towards the seemingly strong black cage in front of him.
Crack-boom!
As expected, after breaking free from the shackles of his heart, the cage in front of him also became so fragile. With the sound of wood breaking and explosion, the black cage in front of Zhou Feng also collapsed under his punch and turned into countless pieces and scattered everywhere.
After shattering the black cage, Zhou Feng's eyes also froze, and then he attacked the eyes with a hint of astonishment without saying a word.
Chapter completed!