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Her teeth bit her lips and tried harder, picked up the bag on the table and walked towards the door. When she was about to reach the door, she suddenly stopped and put the bag in her hand on the ground.
He shook, then turned around and rushed towards him.
Jun Jinchen was stunned. He could avoid it, but when he looked at her rushing towards him, he didn't want to avoid it.
Her body hit him hard, and with a sturdy relationship, he staggered back and was crushed by her on the sofa behind him.
He clearly felt her weight pressing on him, which was a very familiar feeling. In the past, she always liked to press on him, looking at him, kissing him, and touching him in a slut
He was in her words, it was oil.
He liked her actions, which made him feel that she was obsessed with him and needed him.
But now, she was still pressing on him, but her face was filled with anger, sadness and sadness.
"Do you hate me coming to you?" she shouted loudly.
"No." He returned, his voice was indifferent, and his hands, which were placed flat beside him, kept holding tightly, restraining the urge to hug her.
I was afraid that if I hug her, I would be unable to let her leave, and would break all his patience, and even force her to stay by my side by any means.
"If not, why should I rush to let me go?" she asked.
"You probably haven't sorted it out yet. Now you, looking at me will only increase your pain, right?" His voice drifted heavily in the room.
She was suffocated, and suddenly she looked like a deflated ball, her head was pressed down low, and her shoulders were twitching, "Jinchen, I hate this now."
"I know." He said, because he hated this too, "But... Xiaoxu, what do you want me to do?" he asked, his dark phoenix eyes fixedly looking at her, with a look in his expression.
A kind of unprecedented depression, "What should I do to make you feel better? As long as you say, I will do it. Even if I sacrifice my life, I will do it."
Her body trembled, looking at his eyes, her throat felt like it was burned by something, so hot that she could not say a word.
"Xiao Xu, I have never regretted it. My life is still you. So as long as you make a decision, no matter what the decision is, I will follow it." He told her like this.
She knew that it was him who put everything in her hands for the rest of his life, allowing her to decide the fate of the two of them.
———
What exactly does she... want? What kind of result does she want? And want such an explanation?
Lu Xiaoxu didn't know that she had never had such a conflict, so she didn't know what to do next. She loved Jun Jinchen, but if she was too happy with Jinchen, she would feel sorry for her death.
younger brother.
Standing in front of the tombs of parents and brother, Lu Xiaoxu looked at the photo of his younger brother smiling on the tombstone. If the younger brother had not died that day... but she also knew that at that time, Jinchen was also seriously injured, if
If the doctor chose his younger brother, then Jinchen would...
She had no way to imagine that possibility, just thinking about the beginning, made her heart feel unrelenting.
"I love that person very much...but your death is precisely because of that person." Lu Xiaoxu murmured, "Although I know he is nothing wrong, but... I can be as happy as him...
Go down?"
However, the only response to her was the wind blowing through her ears.
Some people are asleep underground, while others are still alive.
When Xia Qi saw Lu Xiaoxu, she was shocked. It took so long since she saw her, but her friend lost a lot of weight and looked haggard. If it was because she was too busy preparing for marriage.
If so, there was no feeling of joy on the other person's face.
"What's going on? Is it happening?" Xia Qi asked.
Lu Xiaoxu knew that Jun Jinchen had not told anyone about this. Just as she was called over by Jun Jinxiu that day, Jun Jinxiu also didn't know the whole story.
"What did you ask me to come out for?" Lu Xiaoxu asked back without answering.
"Oh, by the way, it's this." Xia Qi took out a wedding photo booklet from her bag, which contained wedding photos of different styles taken by different photographers. "Mother-in-law asked me to show you this.
, let you see which style you like, and then arrange the photography team to shoot."
Of course, the photography team above is definitely top-notch. In Lu Xiaoxu's opinion, each of the samples taken is very beautiful and seems to be filled with happiness.
Lu Xiaoxu flipped through pages. At present, everyone around him thought that she and Jinchen were now prospective newcomers about to enter the auditorium and were extremely happy.
The more you look at these wedding photos, the more you feel, the more you feel. If she didn't know about her brother, she would definitely look at these photos happily, and would also call Jinchen and let him see them together.
Or at night, I stayed in his arms and discussed with him about the better style and what special postures I need to take when taking pictures...
But now...
"Qiqi, what would you do if one day your relatives lose their lives because of the person you love the most?" Lu Xiaoxu asked suddenly.
Xia Qi was stunned, but then she felt that this question from her friend was not asked casually.
"It depends on what the situation is." Xia Qi thought about it and replied seriously, "It depends on whether it was intentional or unintentional."
"It was unintentional." Lu Xiaoxu murmured.
"Then I will choose to forgive." Xia Qi said, looking at his friend, "So, what really happened between you and your elder brother, right?"
This time, Lu Xiaoxu did not avoid this question, but nodded, "Yes."
Lifting his head, Lu Xiaoxu looked at Xia Qi and smiled bitterly, "Qiqi, I have always felt that compared to the love between you and Jinyan, there is much more smooth between me and Jinchen.
There is no misunderstanding, there is no such thing as I love you, you don’t love me, I am his fate, just like he said, we are destined to be together, so it is so natural to love each other
Something about it.”
After a pause, Lu Xiaoxu told Xia Qi about what happened back then, with bitterness on the corners of his lips, "I know this, I can't blame Jinchen. The person who made the decision was not Jinchen.
Chapter completed!