【624】His determination
Jun Haixin had seen a man's tears. In the Jun family, Jinyan had cried in front of her because of Xia Qi. At that time, she looked at Jinyan's tears and felt a sense of distress in her heart. She wanted to do more for Jinyan and wanted that child to live happily, instead of just opening her empty eyes, like a puppet.
But now, when she saw Bai Zhuyun's tears, she was stunned, her heart contracted, and there was more of a sadness.
This man has always been cold and hard. Even if she was slapped again and again and again, and had three fingers broken by her, he could smile slightly and not care at all, but now, he was crying in front of her...
It seemed as if something was hitting the heart one by one, and the sour feeling continued to spread.
Bai Zhuyun suddenly wrapped his arms around his body and kept smiling.
"Haha...haha..." He was like crazy, his legs could no longer support his body, and he staggered to his knees on the ground, smiling constantly.
He was laughing, but his tears were still flowing. She was stunned. For the first time, she knew that when a man cried and laughed, he could be so beautiful and so beautiful.
I don’t know how long it took, but he struggled to stand up, staggered to her side, looked at her with a staid, "Tell me, it’s true... what you said just now is true!"
His tears fell on her face, extremely hot.
"Well, really." She answered him, raised her fingers and gently wiped the tears on his face. In just a moment, his hands were covered with his tears. Every wipe made her fingertips feel like a severe pain.
"So you can live until you're old?" he murmured.
"Yeah." She responded softly again.
He looked at her, his lips trembled violently, for a long time, as if he had made up his mind, and he spoke, "Will you always let me be with you?" When he asked this again, his voice was trembling violently.
It wasn't her stay with him, but he was with her.
Until old age, until death!
Jun Haixin sighed. The relationship between this man and her was already extremely close. They were husband and wife and the father of the child.
He made her a mother and even more so that she could find her fate.
Her life in this way appeared in her life, which she never thought. Therefore, when she was pregnant, she never had any pain. Her previous doubts can be explained now.
If she had really aborted the child, would her fate never have appeared?
She glanced at her daughter who had eaten her fill and fell asleep again, then raised her eyes, "The people in the Jun family have never fallen in love with their own life." She said, and when this sentence was spit out of her mouth, she could clearly feel his body stiffening.
"But..." He stared at her, but he didn't say anything further.
But she understood what he wanted to say, "Yueran is my life dependence, so the person I love the most in my life should be her, not the love between men and women, but a kind of maternal love. I think, in my life, I will probably turn all my love into maternal love and love Yueran well."
After a pause, Jun Haixin felt that the rest of the words were stuck in her throat and could hardly say them. But even though she felt a lot of guilt, even though she knew that she might hurt him again, she still wanted to tell him clearly, "Even if I promised you that I would try to fall in love with you, it may not be too extra affection to love you in the end... In this way, will you still stay by my side?"
She was afraid that his hope was too great, but she could not afford anything in the end.
There was still a mist in Bai Zhuyun's dark eyes. After listening to her words, he slowly closed his eyes. In an instant, tears rolled down from the corners of his eyes and dripped onto her fingertips.
It was hot, with a tingling pain.
The scenes of the past flashed through his mind. At that young and frivolous age, he met her, fell in love with her, and then chased her hard, using all his means and gave all his sincerity. And she, even though she was just because of her child, finally married him and gave him hope.
Regardless of whether this hope will eventually become a reality, she will have him in her heart! And he doesn't have to let her hate him to gain a place in her heart.
Over the past ten years, he understood better than anyone else that he would only love her in his life.
So... the eyes slowly raised, and in the narrow and long eyes, there was deep affection!
"Yes, even if that's the case, I'll still stay by your side." He said with great certainty, her face was printed in his pupils. He raised his hand, pressed her hand, rubbed her cheek gently, then pulled her hand down, and pulled it to his heart. "Even if it's ten, twenty, thirty years... when you and I'm old, it doesn't matter that you can't fall in love with me, because you can live, and I can be by your side for so long, it's an extremely happy thing for me."
Yes, she can live, and he can guard her until the moment of death comes. This is enough for him! Enough!
Their children are her fate and are already the greatest gift given by fate. Although he was extremely eager for her to fall in love with him one day, all this is so insignificant than she can survive like this.
"Haixin, I love you, and I will always love you like this in the future." Bai Zhuyun pressed the back of Jun Haixin's hand tightly, and his voice felt hoarse, "I have enough time and patience to wait, and wait until you give all the love to Yue, and then see if there is still a little extra love to share with me. Even if I still get nothing in the end, I will not regret the decision I made today."
Jun Haixin felt that her hands were about to burn, and his voice echoed in her ears like a vow. He was handing her to her hands completely for the rest of her life.
This man is her husband and the person she wants to spend her whole life with! This kind of cognition was the first time in her mind.
In the past, she always thought that she had only had a few years to live, but now the appearance of her life suddenly became longer.
Chapter completed!