After a while, Jun Haixin finally spoke first, "What else do you want to say to me? I thought I had finished saying everything I should say."

Bai Zhuyun's body shook slightly, yes, she had finished speaking. When she was in that village, she told him her true thoughts so frankly for the first time, or... it should be the last time.

She said that she didn't hate him, but she didn't love him either.

Therefore, to her, he was just an ordinary outsider, and he had no other feelings. However, he couldn't be happy.

Instead of the rest of her treating him indifferently, he would rather she hate him than she hates him. Although her hatred will make him feel suffocated when it hurts so much, it at least means that he has a place in her emotions.

Instead of, like now, when she passed by him, she didn't even look at him.

"Are you doing well these days?" he murmured, his voice actually having a desolate hoarseness.

Jun Haixin pursed her lips slightly, trying to shake off Bai Zhuyun's hand, but the expression on his face and his voice made her feel unbearable.

I can't bear it... so strange that she actually used the word "can't bear" to Bai Zhuyun.

"I'm fine." She finally answered him.

"Where is that child? Are you messing with you?" He glanced at her bigger belly than when she was in the village at that time, so big that he even suddenly became a little scared. Will her childbirth go smoothly? Seeing the nurse just now holding out the baby and Xia Qi was pushed out of the delivery room, this feeling of fear suddenly spread throughout his body.

Her age...if there is any danger when giving birth... Suddenly, he began to hate himself. Because he wanted to tie her up, he designed to make her pregnant, but forgot to consider the risks brought by her childbirth.

"He (she) is very well-behaved and didn't make much trouble for me." Jun Haixin replied. Strictly speaking, except for the inconvenience of mobility, the child in her belly did not make any trouble for her.

But occasionally, she would have insomnia, think of him inadvertently, and think of him and her scenes over the years. She knew that although the child in her belly did not make trouble for her, her thoughts were not calm.

After hearing this, he was silent again and said nothing, but his hands still did not let go, obviously he did not intend to let her leave.

Jun Haixin twisted her wrist, but Bai Zhuyun tightened her tighter.

"I... miss you very much." He said hoarsely, "I know, you may not have thought about me at all, and I know, you have never loved me before, but... even if you sympathize with me, even if you have loved you for so many years, sympathize with me and use all my efforts, you can't get your heart. Haixin, don't turn a blind eye to me, okay?"

The man who was once full of energy once said that he never wanted a man of sympathy, but now even if he had sympathy, he was begging for him to have it.

Jun Haixin was stunned. Is this still Bai Zhuyun, or the one she knew and the one she knew?

Or maybe she had never really understood him, never knew that he loved her, and she was so deep. What he said could be said to have completely put his dignity under her feet, and she could step on it and completely shatter his dignity.

"But what's the point?" Jun Hai thought to himself. She had lived a life of a few years. If this continues, he will sink deeper and deeper. Will he really want him to die with him after she dies?

He smiled bitterly, "Maybe it doesn't mean anything to you, but for me, it can keep me alive."

Jun Haixin remained silent because she didn't know what to say. She had already said all of her words, and if she continued to say it, she was just repeating the previous words.

Bai Zhuyun's lips were bitter. He knew that he might not be able to get the woman in front of him in this life, but he could not let go no matter what.

He held the fingers of her wrist and slowly moved downwards, holding her hand, "Hold your hand and grow old with me." He said softly, "Haixin, you are here, I am here, you live for a year, I live for a year, you live for a day, I live for a day. Even if you don't love me, I will give you my life in this life. I only ask you to let me see you occasionally, even if..." He paused, "It's for the sake of the child." Now, the only thing that can move her is the child in her belly.

Jun Haixin still didn't speak, her eyes drooped gently, and her long eyelashes covered most of her phoenix eyes, making him unable to see and guess what she was thinking at the moment.

At this moment, her skin was so white that it had a sense of transparency, and her expression was erratic, as if he was clearly holding her hand, but in fact he didn't catch anything.

His hand couldn't help but stroke her cheek, and the next moment, he hugged her into his arms. Because she was pregnant with a child, he didn't dare to hug her too tightly. But she let her face press tightly against his chest, and she truly felt her existence.

Jun Haixin struggled, wanting to leave Bai Zhuyun's arms.

"Haixin, let me hug you for a while, for a while." He begged, his voice seemed so humble.

Her struggle slowly became smaller, and then she stayed quietly in his arms, with his nose full of breath, and the left ear against his chest, and he could easily hear his heartbeat at this moment.

Jun Haixin didn't know why he asked him to hug him because of Bai Zhuyun's words, using such an intimate posture. It was because he wanted it and she couldn't afford it, so could he only make up for it in this way?

After a while, Jun Hai thought to himself, "It's time for me to go back." She broke free from his arms slightly.

And this time, he followed her intention and let go of his hand, just watched her turn around, and watched her carefully, step by step, slowly walked down the stairs.

When Jun Haixin walked downstairs, Jun Jinxiu leaned against the entrance of the stairs. When he saw her, he smiled slightly, greeted her, and held her and said, "Does my aunt want to go back to Jun's house directly?"

"When I passed by People's Square, I stopped the car and I wanted to buy some baby things." Jun Hai thought to myself. Somehow, she suddenly wanted to walk and relax. Perhaps the meeting with Bai Zhuyun just now made her mood messy and suddenly felt very depressed.

"Okay." Jun Jinxiu responded, took Jun Haixin into the car and drove all the way to People's Square, but along the way, he didn't mention a word about what Bai Zhuyun had just happened.
Chapter completed!