Her words made his body tremble suddenly, as if he couldn't believe what he heard.

After driving the car again, Jun Jinyan stared straight ahead, as if he was driving intently or thinking about something. After a while, he suddenly said, "But, I am glad that we have made a ten-year agreement.

Otherwise, you may never fall in love with me."

Xia Qi was stunned, was it because he didn't want her to see the most embarrassing side of him at that time? He didn't want her to know that he had vomited until he was skinny and skinny? Or was he afraid that she... without that agreement, would

Are you always rejecting him and resisting him?

The car drove all the way to the parking lot of the apartment, and Xia Qi and Jun Jinyan got out of the car. Jun Jinyan habitually intertwined their fingers with Xia Qi and walked into the elevator.

Xia Qi was in a daze, feeling the warmth in her hands and heart. It wasn't until the elevator reached the floor, the elevator door opened, and he took her into the apartment that she suddenly came back to reality.

He let go of her hand and said, "I'll get you some hot water for a bath. You can take a bath first."

The warmth in the palm of her hand suddenly disappeared, and Xia Qi suddenly felt empty. Most of the time when she got along with him, she would always let go of his hand first.

Will he feel the same way when she lets go?

"Jinyan, can't you still get used to hugging?" Xia Qi's voice suddenly sounded in the room.

Jun Jinyan paused and hummed softly. Even though he tried hard to go to customer service, a vomiting reaction would surge up in his body every time he was hugged. Although, in his heart,

I understand that it has nothing to do with the body, but more of a neurological reaction, but he has no way to control it. Not pushing her away is his greatest limit.

Jun Jinyan walked into the bathroom, turned on the faucet, and warm water poured into the bathtub.

Xia Qi followed Jun Jinyan into the bathroom. Looking at his tall back, she said, "Can you try again?"

His body froze slightly, understanding what she was referring to. He turned around, his face was facing her, and he stared at her steadily, "Okay."

Only then did she lift her steps, walk up to him, open her arms, wrap her arms around his waist, and hug him tightly. But, just like the previous times, his whole body suddenly stiffened and his face turned pale.

The hands hanging down by his sides were tightly clenched into fists. There were veins on the back of his hands, forehead, and neck. He was obviously using all his strength to restrain his body's instinctive impulses.

Xia Qi held Jun Jinyan tightly with both hands and rested her head on his chest. Through the thin shirt, she could hear the sound of his heartbeat.

One after another, so urgently!

"Jinyan, do you know? I have never thought that there would be a man in this world who could give up his self-esteem and pride and endure the humiliation that ordinary people cannot bear for me." Deeply.

Taking a deep breath, Xia Qi said, "Moreover, I didn't think enough about it. This man did these things for me, but he never said a word to me, and he kept this matter a secret for ten years.

."

The soft voice spoke as if telling a story, but his body became stiffer and stiffer as she told it.

"You... know?" His voice had a trembling tone, and his body began to shrink back, trying to break away from the embrace of her hands.

"No, Jin Yan! Don't hide from me, and don't be afraid that I will know!" She refused to let go of her hands at all. When he took a few steps back, she took a few steps forward until his body was pressed against the side of the bathroom.

wall.

"I know." Xia Qi said, raising her head and looking steadily at the face that was so pale that it was almost bloodless. "I know that medicine. You gave it to me to keep me safe."

After drinking it, I also learned that those photos were taken because you were trying to protect me." Everything he did was for her.

He looked at him without saying a word. At this moment, it was not so much that his body was still resisting the hug, but that his whole body was immersed in the surprise and astonishment that he knew the truth of the matter.

From the moment he took the medicine from Bai Zhuyun's hand, he made up his mind that he would never let her know this fact for the rest of his life. He was afraid that she would sympathize with him and pity him, and he was also afraid that she would use disgust to

She looked at him with eyes, but what he was most afraid of was that she would feel guilty about this, and then she would never smile again when she looked at him.

He wanted to see her smile. Every time he saw her smile, he would be happy. It was she who taught him what joy is, what pleasure is, and what joy is.

To him, those words were just words in a dictionary.

"Why are you so stupid? Why do you want to go to the appointment? Why do you have to sit back and wait for death?" She asked. He had the Jun family behind him. If he used the power of the Jun family to deal with Bai Zhuyun, things might be different.

result.

"Because - I don't dare." He answered her hoarsely. He had no way to bet on that possibility. He couldn't bear the thought of her getting hurt.

Xia Qi's nose was sore, and tears suddenly rolled down from her eyes. It seemed that she was particularly fond of crying today, and her tears always fell down in clusters.

She knew that his fear was also because of her!

He raised his stiff hand and wiped her tears, "It's just this body. I can exchange it for your peace. To me, it's worth more than anything else."

Her tears fell even more fiercely, "It's not just that. To me, you are very important... very important... so don't think of yourself as 'just' anymore!" She almost didn't dare to think about what would happen if

At that time, if Aunt Haixin had not rushed over in time to rescue Jinyan and send him to the hospital, or if his nervous vomiting had become more severe, would she have really lost him forever?

Is it important? He only felt that the tears on his fingers were so hot that they were almost burning his fingers. So, were she shedding these tears for him?

"Don't cry, Qiqi, don't cry anymore..." He murmured, her tears would make his heart hurt so much, and it was even more unbearable than the nausea in his body.

"Jinyan!" Her hands hugged him harder, as if they wanted to blend into each other, "Don't bear it alone in the future. No matter what happens, we will bear it together, okay!

"

"Together?" he murmured.
Chapter completed!