Chapter 37: Hardness and Endurance
ps: Today is the College Entrance Examination Day. I wish all the students from all over the country who are taking the College Entrance Examination good results! Well, the World Cup is also about to start. Don’t just watch the football. It’s just as exciting here!
When I asked her this question, Tan Xiaoyan lost her composure and said flatly, "Of course, it's just natural development, don't you know?"
Dizzy! I said, "How do I know? Why don't you let me see it? How can I prove it without pictures and the truth?" I admit, I am evil again.
Tan Xiaoyan was teased by me so much that she stamped her feet, then turned around and walked away. I quickly chased after her and coaxed her and said, "Oh, I'm teasing you, why are you angry?"
Tan Xiaoyan said: "I'm not angry, I'm in a hurry to go to the underwear store."
Damn it! It’s weird if she’s not angry. Her tone has changed. I’m a man, so I endure it.
After arriving at the underwear store, Xiaoyan chose a plain white bra and went to the fitting room to try it on.
I stood in the underwear store and felt uncomfortable all over because the customers here were all women and I was the only man. Of course, women are very open-minded now. It’s not a big deal if a man shows up in the underwear store occasionally. He’s just a buddy.
I am a conservative person and I feel weird about myself.
After Xiaoyan tried it, she came back and told the salesperson that she wanted this.
As soon as I paid the bill, I almost pissed myself because I asked for a small hood)9, okay, buddy, I'll swipe my card.
After buying clothes, Xiaoyan and I had some fast food and went for a walk in the park. Sitting on the bench in the park, I remembered again the incident of hugging Xiaoyan and reacting.
Maybe Xiaoyan also remembered it and deliberately didn't sit next to me. But she kept looking at me secretly. I thought she wanted me to get closer to her and take the initiative to hug her.
I didn't do that. Although I wanted to do that, I always felt that I was not worthy of her now. Just like her mother said, if I don't have the ability to let her have a good life in the future, I have to stay away from her.
I began to face my current situation and consider the future. Before I have a considerable financial foundation, I can't let her get too deep. The same goes for me.
We sat like this all afternoon again, and it wasn't until almost five o'clock that she said, "Should we go back to the company to take a look?"
I said, "No, what did you see about Brother Dapeng and Sister Xiaofeng today? Are you embarrassed to go back and see them? Anyway, they can just lock the office after get off work."
Xiaoyan hummed, and this time she didn't pretend that she didn't see anything at all. I sent Xiaoyan home, and this time she didn't invite me to sit upstairs.
I felt that maybe my performance today was not proactive enough. Girls are sensitive and may think that I don't like her anymore. I was a little uneasy, and I felt a little tired when I got home.
I went on QQ when I was lying in bed at night, but I found that Xiaoyan's profile picture was gray and it seemed that she was not online.
But her QQ signature changed again, "Youth is always filled with throbbing and uneasiness, and I feel anxious and afraid of losing it!"
Since we were not face to face, I felt much bolder to speak. And since she was not online, I left her a message, "Your signature is really interesting. Are you talking about me? In fact, you understand my heart."
Not long after I sent this message, Xiaoyan's profile picture suddenly lit up, and a message notification sound came from my phone.
Damn it! It turns out she is online and just keeps diving.
She replied: "But I feel that although you are by my side every day, there is always a little distance between us. Can you eliminate this distance?"
Oh my God! I know Tan Xiaoyan wants me to take the initiative to break this layer of window paper. What should I do?
I know, I really know that as long as I say a word, she is mine. But now I am really entangled in my heart. Later I realized that older boys of my age will more or less do some things that are difficult to catch.
A stupid thing to take a chance on.
I thought for a long time and replied, "Distance brings beauty. You will always be the most beautiful in my heart and a goddess that cannot be blasphemed."
Tan Xiaoyan replied again, "Are you telling me that we will always be friends, or are you confessing to me and letting me know that I am the goddess in your heart?"
Well……
I was confused again. Was this being passive instead of proactive? She was forcing me to confess my feelings.
I thought about it again and replied: "We have only known each other for more than a month. We need more time to understand each other. It is enough for you to know that you are the goddess in my heart."
This sentence is not a rejection, but it also expresses my heart. I think girls should be moved if I say this!
But I was wrong. Girls are always more sensitive than men, especially girls like Tan Xiaoyan who have a well-behaved and innocent personality.
After a long time, she replied, "Go to bed early, good night."
The next day, Sunday, I wanted to go out with Tan Xiaoyan, but her phone was turned off. Later, when I called QQ, she was not online either. At this time, I felt a little upset.
What's even more annoying is that bad girl in my family. After my dad went to work in the morning, Zhang Lan sat in front of me and said, "Datang, you paid your salary a few days ago. How much did you pay?"
I said absentmindedly: "It's 800, which happens to be the whole month."
Zhang Lan smiled and said: "Datang, Mom wants to buy a set of h2o cosmetics, but there is still five hundred yuan left. Can you lend Mom five hundred?"
As soon as I heard this, I got angry and said: "A set of h2o costs more than 1,700, right? You are still 500 short, where did you get the 1,200? What is the situation of our family? Are you embarrassed to use it?"
Such expensive cosmetics?”
Zhang Lan was choked and rolled her eyes before saying: "My money was not deducted from my household income. It was given to me by my mother when I returned to my parents' home a while ago."
When I heard that Zhang Lan was just making it up, her mother was over sixty years old and an old rural lady without a pension. How could I just give her a thousand and two dollars to buy cosmetics?
"I don't have any money, so don't bother with me." I didn't care whether she deducted the money or not, and I didn't understand the matter, but if she wanted me to get money for her, there was no way.
Zhang Lan rolled his eyes, stood up in a hurry, pointed at my nose and said: "You said you are such an adult and you eat and live in the house for free. Is it easy for the family to point at your dad to make money alone?
?Why can’t you take the initiative to provide some household income?”
She wanted to defraud me of my money, but I didn’t give it to her. She got angry first. You bad bitch, do you really think I’m easy to bully?
I also stood up, pointed at her nose and said: "Don't fart with me. You think the family is not enough, so you go out to make money? You work at home for food and shelter, are you so embarrassed? I don't contribute much to the family, but you do?"
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I thought my words would definitely silence Zhang Lan, but I underestimated the shame of this bad bitch. She said like a tigress: "Why don't I contribute anything? At least I, you and your dad eat it."
I cooked the food, right? Your dad came here in the evening to get excited, so he rode on me to vent his anger, right? What about you, what can you do?"
Damn it! I really want to slap Zhang Lan to death. It is really embarrassing to have such a stepmother in the family.
I said: "Fuck you, you shameless thing, I feel embarrassed even talking to you!" After saying this, I left, and when I went out, I heard Zhang Lan yelling at me.
Really, if she wasn't my father's wife, I would really hit her. Although I don't have the habit of hitting women, Zhang Lan is no longer a woman in my eyes, just a motherly thing.
I was so angry that I called Dong Yuan and wanted to hang out together to relieve my anger. But Dong Yuan told me that he was negotiating with a client and had no time to accompany me, so he asked me to have an affair with Xiaoyan.
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Damn it, if Xiaoyan talks to me, will I think of you, brother?
There was nothing I could do, my good brother was in trouble, Xiaoyan's phone was turned off, what should I do? I walked on the street, under the bright sun, and the further I walked, the more angry I became.
As I walked, I arrived at the Pink Beauty Beauty Shop.
This beauty shop has been completely renovated. The word "Beauty Shop" on the top is covered by red cloth. It seems that it was opened when it was ready to open.
Wang Tingting's Mazda was parked outside the store, and it looked like she was in the store. I was so angry because I had a big head in the morning, and when I thought of Wang Tingting, I suddenly had the evil intention of using her to vent my anger, so
I entered Pink Beauty.
Wang Tingting was indeed there, and with her was the decoration foreman. Wang Tingting was calculating the accounts with a calculator, checked with the foreman, and finally handed the foreman a bundle of banknotes.
The foreman who took the money walked away with a smile. Wang Tingting looked at me at this moment, raised the corner of her mouth slightly and said, "You little heartless boy, you just thought of visiting me today?"
I walked up to her and gently sniffed the fragrance on her hair. I found that smelling a woman's fragrance can easily calm down the mood. This really works.
"I was very angry this morning and had no place to stay, so I thought of coming to see you. You won't welcome me, right?" When I spoke, I was actually a little unhappy, not because of Wang Tingting, but because of my relationship with Zhang Lan.
Bad woman is angry.
Wang Tingting asked me, "What's wrong?"
I told her what had just made me angry at home. Wang Tingting raised her little hand and drew circles on my chest. She changed from her usual bad temper and said very gently: "So your family is so fucked up. Fortunately, you have
A good father, otherwise he would be worse than me."
I said: "Yes, I found that I am actually quite lonely. If you hadn't appeared in my life, I would have had to walk on the road by myself today. By the way, how are your feet?"
Wang Tingting said: "The nail was so deep, how can it be healed so quickly? Do you think it was nailed with your toothpick?"
Wipe it, she said it was a toothpick, I stared into her eyes and said, "Can you let me prick it now?"
Wang Tingting burst into laughter, raised her hand and touched my cheek and said, "Are you here to make me feel angry? Okay, my dear, I have to satisfy you."
I knew Wang Tingting could satisfy me, so I locked the door of the beauty shop and then carried her up to the third floor.
It was the same room with a double bed, and I got angry, bang bang bang...
I stayed at Wang Tingting's place for a whole day, and I was beaten three times that day. In the end, Wang Tingting begged for mercy.
After I finished venting, we both lay on the bed panting for a long time. Wang Tingting said feebly: "Did you take some medicine today? I will make you faint."
I said: "I've eaten gunpowder, but I haven't eaten anything else. By the way, I don't even have a toothpick. How do you feel?"
Wang Tingting said: "I'm right, you only have a toothpick, so you're not really a big guy. But you men have a kind of psychological misunderstanding. You always think that older women are more comfortable, but that's not the case."
I said, "What would be just right?"
Wang Tingting said: "It must have enough hardness and durability. Your toothpick completely meets these two standards. This is what women are most satisfied with."
Chapter completed!