Chapter 95: Don’t you want to sing? [Please order first]

Overnight, almost everyone in Xilian Club knew what happened to Xibao. Everyone thought that Xibao had not been chosen, and it was inevitable that there would be some discussion.

She is said to be the type who can't get on stage. Some people are like that. No matter how good they are, they get stage fright when they get on stage.

Some people simply said that she was a loser and that she would probably not be able to sing in the future.

But such discussions did not last long. After one day, everyone in the troupe became silent again.

Because the two most powerful people in the imperial court and the two biggest opera fans died one after another, the prosperous times of the opera world in the capital, which had just recovered, became dim overnight, and everyone could no longer sing operas.

Everyone began to think about their future and didn't even bother to chat. The normally bustling practice ground was also crowded with people, but everyone was practicing in their own way and there was almost no sound.

Of course, the one that has changed the most is Xibao.

Counting today, she has not practiced Kung Fu for five days, has not shown up for morning classes, has not thought about food and drinks, and has almost never gotten out of bed.

There were several times when Song Youzhen was really worried, so he went in with food and force-fed her, but she vomited it out without leaving any trace.

When Tan Xiaofu came over to see her, he happened to see Song Youzhen coming out of her room angrily with a full rice bowl, and complained helplessly and helplessly: "I have never seen anything like this! Even the gods can't save their lives and want to die.

I can’t control people, I can’t control them anymore!”

The four of them, Mei Lan, Zhu Ju, were standing at the window to peek at Xi Bao. When they heard this, Xi Zhu cried.

"Is Xibao going to die? What should I do? He was fine a few days ago, why has this happened? I'll go to the troupe and ask them to compensate me for Xibao!"

Ximei hurriedly pulled him and stamped her feet: "I have already returned to Songjiang Mansion. Where are you going?"

Ximei couldn't help crying as she spoke.

On the one hand, he felt sad for Xibao, and on the other hand, he felt sad for himself.

I heard that the fashionable opera troupe sang "Butterfly Dream" during the Hungry Ghost Festival and became so famous that they were specially invited back by the Dayuanzi of Songjiang Prefecture.

Even the fashionable opera troupe has opera singers, but he, who came from a serious academic background, has not yet become famous as a singer, so he has no opera singers again.

When Ximei cried, the other two children also cried together.

Tan Xiaofu didn't like them being like this, so he rushed forward to drive them away.

"Go, go, go! Even if I'm fine, I'll make you cry out."

Ximei and the others glanced at him and wanted to say it had nothing to do with him, but then they thought about it and realized that he and Xibao were indeed getting closer. Although it was one-sided, at this time, familiar people could be by their side to comfort them.

, maybe it will have some effect.

So he took the others and left together.

Tan Xiaofu looked at Xibao through the door and saw that she was lying with her back to the door, motionless. If there hadn't been a commotion inside when Song Youzhen came, he was really afraid that Xibao would die now.

He wanted to go in and get closer to Xibao to see how she was doing, but he had so many worries that he couldn't move forward, so he had to stand in front of the door and chat like he did when he was a child.

"I know there must be something big in your heart that can't be solved, but you can't hide it in your heart all the time. It's better to say it. Even if it can't be solved, it will be easier to say it. I promise I will never tell anyone else."

As he spoke, he looked at Xibao again, but Xibao was still motionless.

He couldn't bear it any longer, and tears flowed down his face unsatisfactorily.

"Can you please stop doing this? I'm afraid if you do this."

Xibao still didn't move.

Tan Xiaofu's heart dropped, and he simply gave up. He closed his eyes and mustered up the courage to say, "You may not know that I have always regarded you as the way forward."

Xibao kept her eyes closed feebly. Although she heard everything happening around her clearly, she didn't want to care anymore. But after hearing this sentence, she couldn't help but open her eyes, but she didn't look back.

Tan Xiaofu kept his eyes closed, unaware of Xibao's changes, but continued: "Whenever I am so tired from practicing that I can no longer continue, I will come to see you.

Whenever I am ignored on stage and watch the fans leave the theater early because they are dissatisfied with my performance, I will come to see you.

Whenever I feel satisfied and want to indulge, I will come to see you.

I came to see you, and when I thought that you had reached such a great level of achievement, and that as long as you had an opportunity, you would flourish and overshadow all of us, I didn't dare to slack off, become decadent, or indulge.

What should I do if I don't have you anymore?

I'm scared, so can you please stop being like this and pick yourself up again. At worst, I'll be nicer to you and never speak ill of you again. I won't be angry with you. I'll give you half of my good things - my good things, okay?

?”

It was rare to hear Tan Xiaofu say such words. Xibao slightly raised the corners of his lips, but still closed his eyes.

After all, he wanted her to live for himself, but she didn't owe him anything.

Even if she owed him, so what, she even owed Song Youzhen.

After Tan Xiaofu said those words, he opened his eyes nervously. Just now when he thought about losing Xibao's existence in his life forever, he felt unprecedented fear.

When he said those words, his whole body was trembling. He wished Xibao could take pity on him. After he opened his eyes, he could see that she had already sat up. Even if she could say a word to him,

It's a bit of progress.

But nothing happened.

There was no response, Xibao didn't even move.

Tan Xiaofu's entire figure shrank downwards. At this moment, he was as desperate as Xibao.

At this moment, he felt a gust of wind blowing past his eyes. When he looked closely, he saw that it was Mei Zilan.

I didn't know what he had in his hand, but he rushed into Xibao's house without even knocking on the door.

"You don't sing opera anymore? Don't you like singing opera anymore?"

play?

Xibao couldn't help but open his eyes again.

How could she not love drama?

In the play, there is this vast world, a glimpse of ten thousand years, many famous people's deeds and principles of life, as well as colorful art and ultimate beauty.

Who doesn't like theater?

If it weren't for her love of acting, her life would have been lost long ago.

But if it weren't for the drama, would she have reunited with her family and live happily together?

Faced with this problem, Liu Xibao's eyes that had just been illuminated dimmed again.

She lowered her head silently, lowering it lower and lower, and finally curled up into a ball.

But at least she moved, Mei Zilan saw it, and couldn't help but clenched her fists and continued: "Four years, one thousand four hundred and sixty days, seventeen thousand five hundred and twenty hours.

As long as I am singing in the front yard, I can always see you practicing in the backyard. You learned acting earlier than me, and you formed the habit earlier than me. If it weren't for your love for acting, how could you, a girl, work so hard?

You have paid so much, do you think it was all in vain just because you received a blow?"

Seeing that Xibao still made no move, Mei Zilan did not flinch and continued to approach:

"I know you want to enter the palace and perform for your ancestors. Now that your ancestors and the emperor are gone, you may not be able to accept it.

But even though the ancestor is gone, aren’t there still new ancestors and a new emperor in the palace?

Do they always stop listening to the show?

As long as we sing well and sing hard, won't they be able to hear us?"

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