Chapter 181 Her thoughts
Seeing Li Xinju waving to them, Jiang Zuilan suppressed his complicated expression and stepped forward to find out that Qin Yuanming was going to take them to eat Western food.
Several people got into Qin Yuanming's car and arrived at a Western restaurant.
Facing a table full of delicious food, Jiang Zuilan only focused on Li Xinju and Qin Yuanming.
"Alan, try this." Luo Han cut a piece of steak and put it next to Jiang Zuilan's mouth. Jiang Zuilan shook his head, "You can eat it."
Opposite me, Qin Yuanming was still talking about the past, and his tone sounded full of old affection, "Think about the time when we went to climb Xiangshan Mountain, visit Wangfujing, and see Tiananmen Square... Thinking about it now, it's like
It was yesterday."
After hearing this, Li Xinju's face suddenly became ugly.
After eating, Qin Yuanming sent the three of them home again.
When leaving, Qin Yuanming stopped Li Xinju, said softly: "Let me know when you think about it." Then he waved and left.
Luo Han pulled Jiang Zuilan to his cabin and said with a gossipy face, "I think that Uncle Qin probably wants to be your stepfather."
Luo Han knew this even if he didn't tell Jiang Zuilan.
Luo Han saw that Jiang Zuilan had no reaction, and then said, "Alan, if Uncle Qin really becomes your stepfather, would you be happy?"
Jiang Zuilan shook his head.
Luo Han asked in surprise, "Why?"
"That Qin Yuanming is such a scumbag." Jiang Zuilan curled her lips and said.
"Slag?" Luo Han didn't know why.
"It's just too fussy and unreliable." Jiang Zuilan explained.
"Well, you are right to think so. I think Qin Yuanming is not as reliable as my godfather. I support my godfather with all my hands and feet!" Luo Han saw it quite clearly. Since the first day when Li Xinju came back,
He then understood what his godfather was thinking.
Just as the two of them were saying this, there was a knock on the door outside Li Xinju's house.
She got up and opened the door and saw Yang Fan. She quickly asked him to come in and sit down, and poured him water.
The two sat facing each other. Yang Fan took a sip from the cup and held it tightly in his hand, not knowing how to speak.
In the end, it was Li Xinju who spoke first, "Do you want to ask about Qin Yuanming?"
"You two... went out together at night?" Yang Fan gritted his teeth, lowered his head and asked softly.
Li Xinju nodded, "Well, let's go out to have a meal with him."
Hearing this, Yang Fan panicked, and the expression on his face suddenly collapsed, "It's so sudden... have you really thought it through?"
"Think it through."
"Xinju, I didn't want to stop you," Yang Fan began to speak incoherently, "Just... Qin Yuanming... before, he, you..."
Yang Fan was afraid of hurting Li Xinju if he spoke too seriously, so he had to express his feelings vaguely.
Li Xinju raised her head and looked at Yang Fan, her usually gentle eyes changed: "I'm not afraid of being wronged again."
When Yang Fan heard this, he was stunned: "What do you mean?"
"Qin Yuanming said that he couldn't help himself back then, he was sorry for me and wanted to make it up to me.
He also said that he divorced a few years ago and his ex-wife went to the United States.
He has no children, and he wants to treat Xiaolan as his biological son, so that Xiaolan can transfer to the best school and study abroad in college."
Li Xinju's slightly trembling voice rang in Yang Fan's ears, making him feel as if he had been struck by thunder.
"Brother Yang Fan, I'm done with this life a long time ago. I've already failed once in my life with unrealistic things like love and love. I've stopped coveting them long ago.
But I still have Xiaolan. As long as Qin Yuanming is willing to help, Xiaolan can live a better life. Therefore, I don’t care whether Qin Yuanming is sincere or not, whether he wants to make up for it or because of guilt or other reasons.
...As long as Xiao Lan can be well in the future, I can die."
After hearing what Li Xinju said, Yang Fan was so choked that he could no longer say anything.
It turns out that it’s not that she doesn’t understand, but that she understands too much.
Comparing him with Qin Yuanming, they are indeed far apart. Li Xinju cannot live a better life by following him. She has been suffering for more than ten years. She can choose to live a better life, and he should help her.
Yang Fan lowered his eyes and forced himself to collect his thoughts. After a long time, he asked: "Then what are your next plans?"
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