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Chapter 136 My Love

The period after I sent the love letter was the most difficult and anxious date in my life. I was looking forward to Ling Yuya’s reply every day, and I hoped to get Ling Yuya’s recognition every day. However, after a week, there was no news. The love letter I handed to Ling Yuya with my own hands had no reply, as if mud was penetrated into a deep pool and there was no trace.

Could it be that Ling Yuya has no feelings for me? Is it just my wishful thinking that Ling Yuya has a good impression of me? The result of no news makes me uncomfortable, but I can't give up easily like this. I still have the hard work to pursue Ling Yuya.

For me, although Ling Yuya did not reply to me, the news that there was no news was not bad news. At least Ling Yuya did not reject me.

Unfortunately, during the future contact, Ling Yuya was uncomfortable every time she saw me. She either lowered her head and didn't speak, or hurriedly avoided her shyly, which made me even more confused about her thoughts. I could no longer bear this torture, so I decided to explain it to her in person.

Just when I asked to make an appointment with Ling Yuya and tell her my feelings in person, Ling Yuya actually left Huaxia University and I could no longer contact her.

Ling Yuya has no feelings for me. She is running away from me and even unwilling to talk to me. What a big blow to me who is loving her crazy. Ling Yuya usually has close contact with me, but she just treats me as an ordinary friend, but I want to raise this relationship so that she can't get along with me happily and can't maintain this friend relationship.

A bullshit friend relationship, for Ling Yuya, what I want is love, I want to give her my love, I want to get her love, but unfortunately it turned out to be empty, and I couldn't get Ling Yuya's recognition and appreciation.

I was young and arrogant, and I always thought that Ling Yuya would definitely agree to me, thinking that no one except me could match her, but I actually waited for this result. As an arrogant and passionate boy, how could I stand this result?

In anger, I made a childish and ridiculous decision. I wanted to find a beautiful beauty as soon as possible. I must be even better than Ling Yuya. I must make Ling Yuya realize my excellence and make her regret rejecting such an excellent me. I actually regarded love as a bet just to prove my boredom and self-righteous value and existence.

Unfortunately, at that time, I didn't realize that since Ling Yuya didn't love me and didn't care about me, even if I found ten or hundreds of girls who were better than Ling Yuya, what would it have to do with Ling Yuya? She still didn't care.

I was heartbroken, my first love came so crazy and so quickly, but because it was too fast, there was not enough time for her to grow, blossom and bear fruit, and it withered.

Just when I was about to find a girl to attack Ling Yuya, I met the four brothers of the eldest brother Wang Aolong, the second brother Huang Lei, the fourth brother Ling Yun and the fifth brother Chen Feng in the basketball team, and also met the eldest brother Wang Aolong's sister, Wang Mengxue, the most well-behaved and beloved girl among the four major school beauties of China University.

The eldest brother Wang Aolong and the second brother Huang Lei are one level higher than me, the fourth brother Ling Yun, the fifth brother Chen Feng, and my Xueer are of the same level.

At that time, I was frustrated and inevitably felt a little irritable, but Wang Mengxue's sudden appearance was like a precious gift given to me by God. God actually pity me so much that he actually allowed such an excellent girl to appear in my world.

The beautiful, quiet, well-behaved and loving Xueer appeared beside me at the most difficult time. In three months, Xueer was like an angel, healing my first love, comforting my wounds, warming my love, allowing me to come out of Ling Yuya's frustration and sadness, allowing me to come out of Ling Yuya's crazy love, and incurring hopelessly in love with her.

Of course, the main thing is that since Xueer saw me, she has regarded me as her only support. Her heart is full of my shadow, which has made me who just broke up and gained great happiness and satisfaction. The self-esteem of a big man is fully reflected, so that I can't resist falling in love with her and treat her as my baby.

It was my Xueer that made my life wonderful and brilliant again, making me completely forget to hit Ling Yuya, forget to find a beauty to prove my existence and value to Ling Yuya, forget the bitterness of my first love, but devoted myself to Xueer's deep affection, and completely transferred the helpless love for Ling Yuya to Xueer, who was only me and tender to me.

Five months later, Ling Yuya returned to school. I had buried that bitter first love in the deepest part of my heart. I had sealed the relationship of crazy love for Ling Yuya. My relationship with Ling Yuya, just as she wished, became a good friend.

But the damn family, the damn family style, the damn nobles and civilians forced me to break up with Xueer. My sincere love with Xueer didn't have a fulcrum or a foothold under the huge force.

Thinking about the love I experienced, my love for Ling Yuya was so crazy and violent, so fast. This is my first love, the first love of a young and frivolous, arrogant boy. He completely ignored the other person's feelings and just wanted to have each other. Unfortunately, it became a bitter memory, just like many first loves, it came quickly and left quietly.

Next is the love between me and Xueer. Xueer and I have a passionate relationship. We have experienced the happiness of men and women in love, and the romance and passion of love. For three years, we have been so passionate and sincere, so simple and sincere. There is nothing else in our head except the other person. We just want the two to be together and never separate. Unfortunately, it ended like this. This was a result that no one expected and could not accept.

Now, it is the love between Li Tong and me. The love between me and Li Tong is not as crazy and violent as the first love, more tranquility and simplicity as the romance and passion of me and Xueer, more touching and cherishing each other, because our love is a hard-earned sweet fruit, and it is hard work that makes a clear spring dig.

But the love between Li Tong and I is like flowing water, gentle and plump, unable to stop it, full of resilience, and more elastic. No matter what happens or causes, it cannot be separated. The most important thing is that under this calmness and simplicity, there is the great power of flowing water. The power of dripping water through the stone is a portrayal of my Li Tong's love. The continuous feelings and feelings between each other, trust and tacit understanding between each other, bit by bit, although it is impossible to see these, but when they gather together, the world will never change.

Because flowing water can penetrate all stumbling blocks that prevent it from moving forward.
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