Extra: I have long been disappointed with this world(2/2)
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At that time, I naively thought that this was an inspirational story, but I never expected it to be a poisonous soup.
It's hard to swallow and it's extremely nauseous.
In the end, the 'boss' knelt at my doorstep for two days, but he didn't get any benefits. The police took him away, and then I never saw him again.
When you think you have become an upper-class capitalism, you must be aware of being appreciated and destroyed by a larger existence as a joke when you think you are in the law of the jungle.
Since I was three years old, the world has spent ten years fully proving to me that the evil of this world is the inferiority of human nature.
I think I may be part of this despicable and evil.
I deeply disliked myself like this, and I desperately hoped to end this myself, so I did so.
He jumped down without any nostalgia and closed his eyes without any nostalgia.
but···
At this moment, I clearly realized that the scene in my dream did not happen in reality. After all, I knew that when I was about to put down my phone and give up changing direction with a certain greedy and stupid theory, and try not to leave an unforgettable psychological shadow on passers-by on the summer night, he jumped down.
Extremely grateful, but afraid.
Can I really be his beloved by living in such a decadent world?
I dare not think, even though I love him so deeply, I never dared to mention "meet parents" once, and did not dare to bring him into the world of drinking and drinking that I once belonged to.
I know that I am afraid.
I am afraid that he will become that person, I am afraid that the hope I love deeply will disappear.
Even... As far as I know, he is not such a person.
I really can't trust anyone anymore.
In my dream, I cried unconsciously with such thoughts.
It was strange that there was a warm touch on my face inexplicably, as if I was really crying.
I know this is not far from sobering.
At the last moment, I thought so.
Because it's in a dream, it doesn't matter if you say something to you...'
Chapter completed!