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Two days passed quickly, and the symptoms of concussion had completely disappeared. I have to say that the injection Monina forced me to give me was really effective.

It seemed that Yue Liuyan had never happened when he came to my ward in the middle of the night, and everything was running according to the trajectory arranged by fate. I was not anxious about finding the secret of Amethyst. First, the illness was not cured during that period and I didn’t want to use my brain. Second, it was not convenient to ask Zhao Jun for things. During this extraordinary period of days after the attack, Zhao Jun probably didn’t have a chance to run around…

In boredom, I remembered the last sentence Shen Jun said to me: "You must read my diary..."

Shen Jun must have written something to me in his diary and dared not tell me... So, I asked Monina to bring Shen Jun's diary, and I wanted to know what Shen Jun wanted to say to me. At the same time, it was also considered to be abiding by this promise...

This morning, the diary was delivered to me. This is an exquisite white red-patterned notebook with an exquisite password lock on the side of the notebook. I really didn't expect that the cold Shen Jun would actually use such a little girl's stuff.

When I took this notebook, it was heavy. This seemed to be Shen Jun’s most precious thing.

At night, all the people who came to visit me left. On the blue transparent and deep night sky like the sea, sporadic light and bright moon were quietly accompanying me. I turned off the headlights of the room, leaned against the head of the bed, thinking about how to open this diary.

After pressing the start button, a delicate password disk popped up, and the cursor on the screen flashed, urging me to open it quickly and find the secret inside. I thought about it and entered Shen Jun’s birthday, but the password was wrong. I tried several possible things in a row, but none of them succeeded.

Since what Shen Jun wrote in his diary was about telling me, can't the content of the password be related to me? I thought about it and clicked on the date of birth on my identity card on the keyboard, but unfortunately I failed. Finally, I vaguely remembered the day when I first met Shen Jun and lost...

With a "click...", the lock actually opened.

I was stunned for a moment, and suddenly I didn't have the courage to turn the first side. My heart was pounding, nervous and somewhat expectant. After a while, I swallowed, took the initiative, and opened the first page with trembling...

The two names "Shen Jun" were written shyly in the lower right corner of the white paper, and there was nothing else. I turned on the second page...

"I don't know that my mind is full of the shadow of that girl. I really want to see her. Am I gay? This is a bad sign. I suddenly felt that I was impulsive and actually picked up a pen to write a diary for the first time..."

"Today I was the mecha driving training class as usual. I have used the Grave Zero Model very easily, but I don't know why, but I always feel that there are some shortcomings. After changing my clothes, I saw the long-winded teacher waving to me, and the girl was standing next to me. Although it was just a glance from afar, the face was immediately imprinted in my mind..."

"This girl is so beautiful!"

"That long-winded teacher actually asked me to take her to drive the Purple Zero. I really don't know if she is crazy. Everyone knows my driving style. She still lets her be with me? How could this little girl withstand it?"

"Forget it, I don't care about her anymore. Anyway, I can't die. I took her to the simulation cabin and soon entered the battle. Today I was still the same, in good condition, but I always felt that something was not done enough. I met the lunatic Loms again on the battlefield, and I rushed up to beat him without thinking."

"In the end, I shot the madman with a tail-shaking shot. I realized if I had done it too much, but the girl was fine and scolded me in turn. Oh my god, I was still dizzy at that time, and she actually returned to normal. What a terrible guy."

"Later she asked me for the operation rights of beam machine guns and missiles. I was too lazy to argue with her, so let her play. But I didn't expect that she could use it so easily. She wiped out many enemies in one breath. I really doubted whether she had used these things, but looking at which operation method was not the same, it felt like she was playing a game..."

"However, after being troubled by her, I seemed to find out where my shortcomings were. What exactly was it?"

The first page is over. I suddenly felt a little proud. It turned out that all the indifference that Shen Jun put on at that time was pretending. It seems that I am quite strong, haha...

I opened the third page with a smile...

"It's been a few days. Why am I still loving to the girl named Meng Yexi? What's wrong with me? Xiao Fei asked me if I'm in love, and I'm too lazy to pay attention to him. But I have to consider whether I'm really interested in Meng Yexi?"

"Oh my God, I dare not think about it anymore. I'm really crazy..."

"I have practiced the win-win situation as usual these days, and occasionally used a few words to send off that girl Meng Yexi. My life seemed quite dull. Only one thing that surprised me a lot. Meng Yexi's progress speed is too terrifying? Is it just a few days that I can abuse the junior computer. Isn't this a human?"

"That's probably what the legendary genius is. I have to feel inferior..."

"Damn it, after writing the diary, why is that girl's face still shaking in front of me? I won't really fall in love with her, right?"

"It's absolutely impossible. How can a woman be with a woman? It's too ridiculous. It must be that I'm too tired recently and have hallucinations..." A few short sentences, but I was a little shocked - Shen Jun won't really love me, right? Will the subsequent diary be confessed?

I opened the fourth page slowly...

"I really can't figure it out, why does Meng Yexi always like to pester me? I'm not a handsome guy or a beautiful girl. Is she that kind of person?"

"It probably won't be. Such a pure girl... doesn't look like me. She's so complicated. It seems that I can't forget that thing..."

"It's another boring training. I've been busy all morning and I'm about to go home. But Meng Yexi actually asked me to have Chinese food. I wanted to refuse her, but for some reason I agreed..."

"The little girl didn't stop at all when she was having a meal, and she talked from beginning to end. It was all trivial and interesting things. I was quite relish, but I didn't say anything. In the end, she seemed to feel bored and lowered her head to make the rice. But why did she look at me every few bites, and I glared back over and over again. Later, I found this very fun..."

"Go back to the dormitory, look in the mirror, there are a few rice on your cheeks... Damn, the little girl actually laughs at me!!"

After reading the fifth page, I laughed loudly, and the happy scene appeared before my eyes again.

Then, I turned down the sixth page, the seventh page...

The middle of the story is about the trivial matters about Mr. Shen and me, including happy, sad, and friendship. My emotions are sometimes happy, sometimes low, sometimes full of faint friendship, and at the same time, there is also a faint warmth.

The way Shen Jun called me gradually changed from "Meng Yexi" and "Little Nizi" to "Yexi" and "her". The words slowly revealed a little love between the lines. Although they always refused to admit it at the end, who couldn't see it? Finally, it was not until he discovered Shen Jun's shy confession in his diary...

"Ye Xi, since I saw you, I can't forget you. I'm very happy in the past six months with you. I really want to tell you that I love you, but I just can't say it. Courage, who can give me courage? Forget it, I'll write it in this diary: Ye Xi! I love you!"

At the end, there is also a small heart, with two girls holding hands.

Looking at this shy confession, I smiled slightly first, then my face became hot. Finally, two lines of tears flowed down my cheeks uncontrollably, leaving two scattered splashes on the white paper...

Mr. Shen, I also have my own secret... We can't be together...

Finally, I wish you to find your true love in the Kingdom of Heaven...

Turning on the next page, the content ended abruptly. I looked back and saw that shy confession was the day before Shen Jun left...

I tried hard to suppress the pain of my heartache, held this diary, turned off the light at the head of the bed, and fell asleep slowly...
Chapter completed!