(These two chapters have racked their brains. Finally, I finished writing this turning point, and I will write a lot more in the future. Well... I took a break and resumed a stable update of two updates a day tomorrow. That's it.)

The cab was still trembling violently. Under the heavy rain and lightning struck by the darkness before dawn, the cold light of the magnetic sword on the screen and the armor bathed by light and water droplets were so thrilling. I found that I was not crazy now, I was excited, yes, just as excited as in the game.

This may be just a game. What is this bond that I am entangled with? After a brief merger, my thinking separates again. It seems that I have found the true meaning of my true self through the bond, but I can't untie this knot. What has I covered up now?

"Sometimes, concealment is done in the subconscious mind. Although you have not discovered it yourself, you have to do it deliberately. Just like a habit, you are always revealed inadvertently in front of others and you have never discovered it..."

The voice was born in response to questions, as if the will of the gods always lingered in my mind at critical moments. I know that sometimes concealment is exposed unintentionally, and even I have not discovered it now. Didn’t it mean that as long as you cut off the bond, you can discover your true self?

Looking back on the past, looking at the present, I vaguely seemed to find that I had changed, a little out of touch with the past, as if I wanted to integrate into this society and identity. But just because I wanted to integrate into this world and identity, I seemed to be forcibly changing myself...

I used to kill myself in my dream, but it seemed that I had left a curse. Until now, I seem to know what this curse is...

In another field of view, after Balst and Kers were entangled, the missiles fired by Kers followed. Seeing the prompt sounds on the screen getting louder and louder, I just swept down a few missiles with a pulse machine gun and fired all the missiles in the missile bay, allowing them to explode head-on and offset them.

But at this moment, Kers' leg had already kicked up, and the remaining six floating cannons rushed behind Balst to set up a killing formation, ready to go. It seemed that he could not dodge...

When I was playing games in the past, I always followed a policy that even if I died, I would make the person who died disgusted. Of course, now I cannot die. I ignored the pressure again and retreated violently, and threw a beam sword at close range. The moment the floating cannon was about to attack, the moment the beam sword reached the gate of Caesarue, Balst's winged blade and laser rifle, one of the floating cannons, and the other shot towards the beam sword rotating tangentially towards the cab.

Another explosion sounded, and Kers' chest was buried in the flames of the explosion, but Balst was also injured and was shot through the folding wings by the floating cannon's beams that seemed to come from all directions, hurting Balst's armor and interior. In an instant, several red and yellow marks appeared on the mecha structure diagram.

I don't need to care about these things. To defeat someone, there will always be a price. I backed back a few dozen meters wildly, and I ignored the pressure again, rushed over against the increasingly broken fuselage, and slashed the magnetic sword without hesitation...

Maybe there is really a bonding line in front of me, and I can cut it off with just one knife. Because, I found that I grabbed the other end of the line.

"I once killed myself before, but I was naked at that time; I once said that this was a real self, but it was indeed a concealed self. What did I find here?"

Yes, I killed myself before, and I still remember when I pushed "me" into the abyss. At that time, because I was afraid that others knew my identity and that kind of gaze. But what is there to be afraid of? No matter what, I am myself. With such a cover-up, I am another person...

If I can, I want to go back to the starting point and do whatever I like as I want...

At this time, the sword edge of the magnetic sword was held by a beam sword, and then another beam suddenly drew a beam from Kers' left back hand, and finally picked it up. I wanted Balst to stretch out his left hand and block it with the beam sword, but it was too late.

However, I can only do this crazy - since I will suffer a great loss here, I will also disgust you. Without hesitation, I started part of Balst's self-destruction program, disconnected my arm in form B, threw it directly at Caesarwalk in the form of a bomb, and then pulled it away.

With a loud "boom!", a fire broke out in front of the screen, which directly dyed the screen white, and the alarm sounded, and the structural diagram trembled even more, and the white area turned orange--the explosion at such a close range, the shrapnel of the explosion on the Balst arm was more than comparable to that of a micro missile...

The aftermath of the explosion shocked Balst, but before being forced back, I staggered Caesarwave's beam sword. With my feelings, I was about to sacrifice Balst's right arm and slashed into Kers' cab, and then I exploded the program again...

With a louder explosion, the cockpit became light and dark in the alarm...

There is a bond in front of me. I seemed to see that thread. As long as I cut it off, I could return to myself. There is no concealment, no artificiality, or even fearlessness, the world... let me play with it...

This is my true self, maybe I want to say goodbye to now...

At this time, the explosion shock wave bounced Balst to the back. I don't know how Kers was, but I still couldn't suppress the yu look to finish the attack, turned Balst into a G form, and accelerated violently. Looking at the occasionally mosaic screen, I looked at the explosive fireball in front, avoided the attack of the floating cannon, and rushed over...

The explosion of fire did not disappear, as if it was like the light of heaven. The rain at dawn seemed to stop, and the red light of sunrise instantly appeared on the broken screen of the entire sky in the cockpit. In front of me was the figure of Kers vaguely in the smoke, just crash into it like this...

With a "bang...", through the smoke of gunpowder, the abdomen of Kers having been cut a large hole on the screen. Through the big scratch, I saw Caesarwalk sitting in the cab. At this time, his eyes were full of madness...

The blood curtain heavier as I saw, as if it was the last struggle of this inner demon. I smiled, and the blood-red thin dusk slowly pulled into a line, which was the line of bondage.

When I stepped on the pedal and hit KES's nose, I accelerated without hesitation by detonating the engine, and pushed KES's body hard to negotiate and smashed it on the ground.

This is a suicide-style play, but so what? Grindam said, I have an infinite rebirth bug, what's the point of dying once? I just need to cut off my previous bonds and be myself, even if it's just a symbolic cut... Just like in the game, prove myself...

"Have you found your former self? Congratulations..."

Yes, I have found it, just be happy if you play life...

Just like now, Kers' floating cannon came over, and four beams penetrated through Balst's fuselage without any suspense, but I still activated Balst's self-destruction system without any mind and pulled down the emergency ejection pull rod...

There is a boss in front of me. Since it is a boss, then I will fight to the end, right? What's more, he is a bond line...

The seat trembled suddenly, and the scenery I saw became particularly real. The whistling air flow came towards me, and the clear morning after the rain made me feel particularly comfortable. There was a huge red sun in front of me, and the mountains and ridges dyed red below. It was so magnificent that I seemed to open my arms and shout loudly. But now is not the time to do such a thing...

I need to cut off that bond with my own hands...

Without hesitation, I broke away from my seat belt, spread my wings, quickly accelerated and fell down, pulled out my dagger, infused my biological force field, surpassing Balst's fuselage, aimed at the Caesarwalk, which was cut in the big crack on Kers' body, and slashed over with a knife...

Cut off...this bond...

"This is the real self. Congratulations, the highest authority is enabled..." The voice faintly entered his ears when the sword was about to hit Caesar's neck, and the red line in front of him broke.

But at this time, the sword in his hand stopped moving, leaving behind Caesarwei's eyes that were astonished in madness...

"Why stop?" I suddenly said to me in my heart.

"Because, since the bond has been cut off, I still have the agreement of Caesarvah..."

"That's how..."

"so……"

With a "boom...", Balst behind me exploded, and I supported the bioforce field like a conditioned reflex. This was a purple bioforce field...but this was supported for Caesarwei.

I can survive if I die, but if Caesarwalk dies, I will lose a thug...

The hot smoke swallowed the body, and in the light of the sun, slowly lost consciousness in Caesarwald's shocked eyes...

Now, this is to find my previous sleep. When I wake up again, I have to realize my ideals and agreements...
Chapter completed!