Alicia left first, and her back disappeared into the orange-red sunshine of the setting sun. I didn't know this just now, but she was like a friend who was about to go to the battlefield. She rushed up and hugged her. She blushed a little, but it made people feel relieved.

It was almost winter, and it was dark in Casamilos in late autumn. Looking at the time on the phone screen, it was almost time to eat. But it was strange that I haven't seen a maid in Monina's palace yet. Maybe Monina won't allow them to come in.

It is because of this that the atmosphere today is very depressing. But one thing I feel is very strange, why did Monina talk about that kind of thing with Mr. Bai in her palace, and why did she dismiss all the outsiders? This always makes people feel like there is no silver here. I believe that Sister Monina would not do this.

However, when I think of this, when I think of what Monina and Mr. Bai are talking about, I feel a pain again. It seems that because time eases up little by little, the pain is no longer so unbearable. But after all... it is still painful, it is just not pressing it down with force. Just like everyone will feel severe pain after being injured. Over time, the brain will regulate information and reduce the pain by a truth.

The pain in my heart may never be cured. If you don’t want it to hurt, just don’t touch him again.

Looking at the sunset in the sky, and looking at the plants in the garden that are golden-coated by the sunset, a tranquility gradually healed the trauma in my heart. I don’t want to think about so many things anymore. I don’t know what Sister Monina or others are going to do. I don’t care what will happen, but at least I know one thing-My sister’s words that betrayed my loyalty and used 200,000 lives as a war weight made me desperate

This is absolutely untolerable, no matter what happens!

There was no one in the whole palace. I returned to Monina's bedroom myself, not to the previous room. Sitting on the bed with golden sand emblems and luxurious blue sheets, the silky silk and softness seemed to make people feel at ease, making people feel anxious to lie on it and roll.

But I didn't do this after all, just sat here quietly. I lowered my head, and the hair that was originally hanging on my shoulders slid down again, blocking part of my sight. I didn't push them away, just staring at the floor blankly. I admit that I am the only one left now. I suddenly felt very lonely, so lonely that it made people breathless. I wonder if this would be like this in the future...

The floor not far away in front of me slowly turned into a hole, dark, making people unable to see everything inside. Just like I don’t know how to go in the future, I am so confused. But there is a force in my heart that is particularly stubborn and sued me: Even if I can’t bear to leave here and Monina, I have to leave.

I don't know why I am so stubborn. I can leave just by finding an excuse to numb myself - for example, frame it, joke, or even dreaming... I would definitely do this a month ago, but today I don't have the courage to do this. I stubbornly think that no matter what the reason is, I have to grit my teeth and make that kind of decision.

One step back is the joy of being with Monina. One step forward stubbornly is darkness, or boundless confusion. Look, I am now confused, if only someone could give me a direction...

...

Sitting quietly, I have forgotten the passage of time and just want to leave every detail of this room. The air here, the smell here, the sunshine here, every piece of furniture, every corner of me want them to seal it into my mind. Maybe I can take it out and take a look in the future and feel the warmth here again...

There was a sound outside, which was the voice of the maids talking. I was shocked and started to get nervous, and my heart was beating slowly. I knew what this meant. Monina must have allowed the maids to enter the palace.

I'm about to... see Sister Monina? What should I do... Can I have the courage to say those things to Sister Monina? Sweat is soaked in the palm of my hand. Now all I can do is lower my head and pinch the corner of my skirt.

Suddenly... a black shadow rushed to my face and jumped directly into my arms. I was frightened and hurriedly blocked the thing in panic. But the familiar feeling of a certain cat made me feel at ease. I looked down and saw that it was a cat with a black body. The big and cute cat eyes were looking at me curiously, as if there was still some comforting light.

It turned out to be Kuku, but why is it here? I suddenly remembered that when I went out to meet Shi Yu, I put Kuku in the palace. I thought it should have gone out with the maids before. Until now, when the maids followed in, it also ran in.

If she hadn't found me by herself, I might have forgotten it. I picked up Kuku in my arms and gently touched its hair. Looking at Kuku's enjoyment, I suddenly felt satisfied and seemed not so uncomfortable.

Actually, someone always cares about me...

I smiled with satisfaction. At this time, the door of the room was opened with a "bang!", and the sound was like a thunderclap in my ears. My good mood was interrupted immediately. Inexplicable panic occupied my heart, and the Kukumao in my arms also stood up.

I couldn't help but bury my head lower, and I didn't dare to look at the person I walked over - even if she had a familiar breath and warmth. I was afraid that I would betray my beliefs after seeing Sister Monina...

Sister Monina...

"Ye Xi... are you back?" This is the voice of Sister Monina, and it is still the same as after the conflict yesterday. Although I care about my meaning, it is always a little estranged. This voice entered my ears, and my heart was waving again, wave after wave made me continue to be unable to control my own consciousness...

After suffering a lot of grievances, I wanted to find a hug, Sister Monina in front of me... But she is the culprit, which makes me not have the courage. Hope and faith are another sleepless confrontation in my heart...

"Ye Xi, what's wrong with you?" Monina asked me in a low voice, but stood in front of me for a distance, without walking up to me like the past, holding my body to check. Her voice seemed a little panic, a feeling that I couldn't say.

I really want to raise my head and smile at Monina and answer: "No? I'm fine?". But this is a shattered dream after all, and my eyes are a little blurred. I lowered my head and said in a low voice: "I...is very good..."

I wanted to continue speaking and directly question why Monina said in the secret room before, but I still didn't have the courage...

"Really? It's good..." Monina breathed a sigh of relief, then walked up slowly, letting her calves, which were increasingly sexy and slender against the black stockings, enter my sight, and then elegantly stepped over the floor in front of me and sat down beside me. The fragrance was thrilling, and the familiar smell hit my brain nerves again, tugging at the fragile strings. If... if possible, it would be great to lie in Sister Monina's arms...

I cruelly rejected myself again, and resisted my trembling body, and I squeezed the edge of my skirt tightly.

"Ye Xi, have the maids gone out just now? I just asked Come, saying that my mother asked them to go over and now she is back." Monina said next to me, saying helplessly. I didn't look at her face. Monina's words suddenly made me feel a little shaken. Maybe it wasn't for Sister Monina's absence...

However, the content of the secret meeting was also a stern fact. Perhaps it was because Her Majesty the Queen wanted to break up and we did this method, but I couldn't be angry with her at all. I don't know if I want to thank her? Or rather - congratulations on her success...

I smiled mockingly, and the liquid in my eyes suddenly broke through, and a trace of cold flowed down the corners of my eyes...

"Ye Xi... Why don't you talk anymore? Is there anything unhappy?" Monina asked me again: "Who is still bullying you? I'll vent your anger!"

Monina said this, but I felt guilty, uneasy, and panic...

"No one bullies me." I took a breath, and tears soaked in my eyes. I continued, "It's just that I feel uncomfortable..."

"Why……"

"Because..." I wanted to say it, but an invisible force held me and made me unable to speak. This is a farewell, I don't know how many things will happen... I was scared again, and the cold and bone-black ice water wrapped around my whole body again, tingling my nerves and frozen my mind...

Can anyone tell me what to do? There is a storm on the left, a huge wave on the right, and despair in any direction...

But, in the center of the storm ocean, a trembling voice told me the answer. It was Monina's trembling words: "Ye Xi... what did you... hear?"

This sentence is particularly pale.
Chapter completed!