(I couldn't sleep last night... I was so mentally distressed... I didn't have any energy at all in class this morning. It would be better to code at noon and put down my psychological burden and study hard. The number of words will be reduced every day. I won't code after I came back from evening study. I hope everyone understands it.)

Outside the elevator door, several pairs of eyes were all concentrated on my face. Two of the fat men showed a vulgar expression, and saliva was faintly hanging on the corners of their mouths. I couldn't help but blush when so many people stared at me attentively.

In fact, my skin is indeed very thin. In the past, whether I was staring at my face by men or women, I would blush. Now, I was stared at by several pairs of hot eyes, how could I remain calm?

I pretended to be dissatisfied with it and lifted my hair, touched my face, and then broke out with a tough bullet.

Really, why are you blushing? Isn’t it just for someone to show it? What’s the point? I comforted myself and walked towards the hotel gate. The men on the road all looked greedy and obscene, and occasionally a few people dodge and shy glanced at me.

"Sedule... Meng Yexi, be sure to calm down. Just treat them as if they are wood!" I pretended to be no one around, and I hypnotized myself while walking. After a while, I was frustrated and found that it would be better to face thousands of troops to calm down...

A few beauties walked past me, the faint fragrance was fascinating, and at the same time attracted the eyes of some men. But they did not blush or be timid, but instead raised their heads and chests, raised their faces, and walked on their own with a proud look. Of course, if you look carefully at their faces, there seemed to be a smug smile... and - from time to time, jealous and contemptuous gaze...

Seeing these beauties performing, I was particularly frustrated. I don’t know when I can enjoy those gazes calmly. This is really a long way to go. I suddenly understood the truth: it’s hard to be a woman, and it’s even harder to be a beautiful woman.

Turning over the elevator hall and passing through the aisle next to it, the hall of Beihai Paradise was presented to me. Compared to the side door next to the elevator, this place is obviously a place where only the upper class dares to enter and exit. Standing here, I couldn't help feeling inferior. The only one here is the most casually dressed, and even the little girl in the princess dress is more upright than me.

The hotel lobby of Beihai Paradise is very magnificent, with shiny people everywhere, and many men with shiny suits and ties bring their female companions in and out. Of course, I have a good impression of these guys. After all, the eyes they cast are appreciative, and the ladies' eyes are not jealous or contempt. Similarly, their eyes are only faint appreciation and praise. I couldn't help but relax a lot, looking around looking for the hotel restaurant.

"aiiehuwsjihudiedi?" A nice male voice came from the side. I turned my head and saw that it was a boy about 1.70 meters tall. His hair was well-treated and he looked very natural. He was not very handsome, but he was not bad either, but his face was a bit feminine and elegant. The sign on the right chest of the waiter's suit was the logo of Beihai Paradise Hotel, and he must be the waiter in the hall.

I couldn't understand what he said, so I had to show a puzzled look. He thought I didn't hear it clearly, so he slowed down and said one more article, but unfortunately I could only understand half of it. I didn't teach me much Kuran, but most of them were common words. According to my judgment, I should be asking me if I need help.

I was embarrassed and didn't know how to answer, so it was hard to leave. After thinking about it, I decided to act deaf and dumb...

I pointed my finger at my mouth and ears, and then shook my hand. The waiter looked surprised. It took a while to recover and smiled and made an apology expression.

I also gave it back with a smile, then took out the room key and shook it in front of him, then pointed to a place next to the hall that I thought was a restaurant, and then made a move to stew rice. I think my current move must be very funny, but I have to do this for the sake of my livelihood.

The waiter nodded and made a call to me. After I moved my steps, he immediately walked in front and led the way. He did not take me to the place where I pointed, but took me from the spiral ladder to the second floor, which turned out to be the restaurant.

After finding a seat to sit down, the waiter in the restaurant immediately brought the menu. Just as he was about to ask me what to order, he was stopped by the waiter who brought me up. Two people lowered their heads and whispered. The waiter in the restaurant looked at me, smiled maliciously at the waiter in the hall, and then put down the menu and went to work elsewhere.

It turned out that this guy wanted to pick up girls too! I looked at the waiter with less friendly eyes, and at the same time I was secretly wary.

He made a call to me and pushed the menu in front of me.

The menu has corresponding color pictures, and what surprised me was that there were even English subscripts. But this is not bad, at least I don’t have to worry about not being able to understand it.

I ordered a few dishes that I liked, and then ordered a drink I had never seen before, and handed it to the waiter. But he handed it to the waiter beside me, but he stood beside me. Although he stood upright, I could still see his gaze looking down.

I reached out my hand unhappily and squeezed a piece of meat on his waist, then rotated it 360° until he showed a painful grin and then happily let go of his hand. I suddenly realized that doing this was fun, and I couldn't help but cover my mouth and laughed. It turned out that women like to twist men's meat, and it was really fun...

As I smiled, I suddenly felt a little unnatural: Shouldn’t such an “intimate” action be done to a man I don’t know? Is it not good to have such a “intimate” action? I looked at the waiter who was also holding back pain and pretended to be serious. It was so funny that the muscles on my face were sucking.

Just laugh, anyway, just live happily, let the rest go with the flow! I relaxed my facial muscles and burst into laughter, but I laughed a little painfully. I had to suppress my voice because I am a deaf and mute girl now... But, looking at the waiter grinning and giggling, I also felt that it was worth doing this.

I suddenly felt that this waiter was pretty good, a little silly, and his eyes were pure and without any impurities. I had a desire to be friends with him. Actually, I am a person who likes to make friends very much...

I patted the opposite side of the table and made a gesture of inviting him to sit down. He was a little surprised, but his body was slightly stiff and still sat down. Because of his movement, the waiters nearby showed a surprised expression, as if it was something earth-shaking to sit down.

I looked at him, then at the people around me, and gave a puzzled expression. He waved his hand at me and said it was okay, but his expression was a little weird, and his smiling face twitched a little, like a piece of flesh falling off. I think, it must be because I was twisting it just now and haven't recovered... But it's strange, this kid's waist muscles are so soft? And when did my hand strength become so big?

I sat quietly for a while and the dishes came on, and the efficiency was really high. The waiter who served the dishes was the guy who had hooked up with the guy in front for a while. He showed an incredible expression on his face, just like a ghost, and then he admired him and gave him a thumbs up.

Is there any problem with him sitting here? I patted the chair next to me and signaled the guy who served the food to sit down. But the guy didn't appreciate it, waved his hand and walked away, then brought two pairs of tableware and patted the boy on the shoulder.

There is something wrong with the rules of this hotel. Can't the waiter sit and eat with the customer? Looking at the guy's painful expression, I think it's not wrong... I suddenly felt very guilty. Maybe the person would lose his salary for a month and even lose his job after sitting.

I decided to give him some money, after all, I was wrong. I took out my wallet from my backpack, searched for it, and took out three notes marked 1,000 and handed them to him. I don’t know what the prices are now. The dishes I ordered just now were almost hundreds of times, maybe it was the same as the currency value of the yen 300 years ago.

He looked at me in shock, then shook his hand. I looked at him in confusion, and he gestured a few Arabic numerals in the air: 300, and then pointed to the electronic panel clipped on the dining table card. It turned out that he thought I was going to pay.

I stubbornly stopped my hand in the air and did not retract it, staring at his eyes hard. The latter finally blushed and pulled out a 1,000 bill and put it in his pocket.

Is it only 1000? If you don’t have anything else, don’t blame me. I knocked on the table, picked up the rice bowl and ate it. He hesitated a little. It took a long time to pick up a piece of meat and put it in his mouth, swallowing it slowly, showing his enjoyment. The food in this restaurant is indeed delicious, but I don’t eat much. I ate half of the rice, and after eating a few bites of the food, I can’t eat it anymore.

Looking at the leftovers on the table, I couldn't help but feel regretful. I wasted so much delicious food. It seems that I will become a sinner.

At this time, I noticed his movements. He was just eating. Occasionally, he picked up a piece of meat and stuffed it into his mouth to show an expression of enjoyment. When he wanted to pick it up again, he hesitated and continued to stew the rice...

Is he a poor man? I looked at his movements and suddenly felt that he was very pitiful. I pushed the plate of beef in front of him, he raised his head and looked at me. I smiled and made a call for him.

He was stunned, his eyes turned red, and then, with my encouragement, swept the things on the table in large mouthfuls. Looking at the 18-year-old young waiter in front of him, it gradually coincided with a certain scene in his memory...

In a corner of the city that turned into ruins, a gentle face was the smile of Sister Luo who had gradually disappeared. At that time, I had just lost my family and sat in the corner hungry and waited for death silently. Sister Luo saved me. Back then, I was eating even better than the boy in front of me.

Before I knew it, tears flowed down. I sniffed and wiped away my tears. At this time, a tissue was handed to me. It was the young waiter. I took the tissue and looked at him and smiled. In a vague way, his face inevitably reflected in the depths of my heart...

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