Zhao Jun left, as the pink walls slowly closed, there were two lonely men and widows left in the room. Let’s call it that way, now I am still a man?

Jingye, who had a slightly blushing face, suddenly became energetic, turned his head and said viciously: "It's really inappropriate. He dared to contradict Brigadier General Zhao Jun!"

So what if I love to contradict it? Do you have any control? Who are you from him? Could it be your little wife?

I thought viciously, turning my head aside and saying nothing.

"Hehe." Jingye suddenly laughed, and a fragrance came to his nose. "Do you know? You look very cute..."

I looked down and suddenly felt that Jingye was getting more and more annoying. She made such strange moves to me all day long. Didn’t she treat me as a man at all? Or did she already treat me as a woman?

"Hey, I said you're even more cute with a stern face." Jingye turned her head and looked at me.

"Do you understand whether men and women can teach or not?" I said in a low voice, and turned my head aside again.

"Oh, are you still a man?" Jingye said mercilessly, which aroused the pain in my heart again. At this time, I suddenly realized that my mentality of resisting this body was getting weaker and weaker. I felt panic again. Could that crystal change the body and also change people's thoughts?

Even if it will change people's minds, it will definitely not work. What I am doing is myself, not someone else!

"What are you thinking about?" Jingye put his face in front of me unyieldingly. His clear eyes suddenly made me feel guilty. It's a pity that such a girl is with me, a monster...

"Can you be happier? Is it okay to smile?" Jingye stretched out his hands and pinched my face, pulling it around, feeling extremely uncomfortable. But I was too lazy to slap these little hands. With my appearance, I might be pushed by myself again.

"It's really, so dirty!" Jingye let go of his hand, and a layer of light yellow secretion was stained on his fair fingers. I sneered: "It's good to know it's dirty, it's better not to touch me."

"Forget it, I'll accept you, it'll be fine in a few months." Jingye sighed, as if he was having a headache for my stubbornness. "Go take a shower with me." After saying that, he waved his hand and his body was tightly surrounded by the biological force field. He got up under Jingye's control, got out of bed, and then walked to the curtain in the corner...

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I can guarantee that this is the greatest shame I have encountered in my life.

Jingye helped me take off my pajamas and then put water into the pool made of jelly-like substances. When I stood naked in front of Jingye, I wanted to find a hole to crawl in. At that time, my resistance to this body was actually thrown aside by me.

As Jingye took off her clothes, the shame of being a virgin, the sadness of taking a bath and the inexplicable passion hit my nerves all the time. I even wanted to just faint.

I don’t know if Jingye is too pure or how much I see something. Not only did I hold some of my things in my hand that are already the same as a seven or eight-year-old child, I occasionally pop it and sigh and said, “Why haven’t you shrunk yet…”

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In the following period, I was forced to eat by Jingye using the biological force field or take a shameful bath. I almost became a puppet who was randomly tricked with. Maybe I didn't want to move, maybe I gave up on myself.

Zhao Jun has not seen me a lot, but he always quarreled with me every time. But after a while, I calmed down because I found that my voice was getting louder and thinner, and no matter how much I lowered my voice, it would be useless.

I once told Zhao Jun that I would bite my tongue and commit suicide, but I didn't take action. Because I was afraid of death. I would rather die than become a woman. It suddenly became a joke for me, which was a very ridiculous joke. At that time, I laughed and laughed at myself. The sharp laughter echoed in my ears, and waves of impact on my eardrums.

Let's fall, it's good to fall down like this...Aren't I just a lowly creature who wants to survive?

Hair grows rapidly like weeds on the roadside, but its texture and luster are much better than the weeds on the roadside. In half a month, the hair has passed through the ears, and in another two months, it will be enough to carry it. At this speed, it may take less than a year to grow to the ankle.

My hair will never be messy, because Jingye is tirelessly caring for me. I have never seen the texture and color of my hair. I don’t want to see it or know. I just want a hair that can cover the top of my bare head. Too beautiful hair may attract attention than a smooth and translucent top of my head. I don’t know why, I am becoming more and more afraid of strangers looking at me. When Zhao Jun brought an expert to check my body, or check the test papers, I always feel that my past is as naked as a woman who has been stripped naked for people to appreciate.

I hate this feeling, and I hate this feeling. I want to die, but I don’t have the courage to die, nor can I die. When it’s late at night, Jingye is sleeping on the big bed, I always find a corner to sit with my legs tightly, so that I can find the warmth of a long time ago. There is no familiar person around me who can get close to me, even Jingye, who has been with me for a long time, I don’t treat her as a friend. Everything in this world does not belong to me.

There is no moonlight in the cage. At night, there is only the light of dim lights that emit dark lights. The pink soft carpet also turns gray at this moment. At this moment, I quietly look at the ground, tightly next to the corner of the wall, and take out the memories of the past one by one, occasionally pulling away the hair that falls in front of me. I think this is the happiest time.

When you are tired or don’t want to think about it anymore. When your heart is quiet, you can feel every subtle rhythm of bones, muscles, and blood in your body. Close your eyes and feel this feeling quietly, and you will find that each cell divides and differentiates quickly under the radiation of crystals, and then expels cells that should or no longer belong to me as waste. Or break it down and treat it as nutrients to support the next step of division.

The bones in the whole body will not stop, and the new bones are constantly replacing the original bone cells. Like the cells in the whole body, waste will be excreted and can be decomposed by...

Over time, I have changed a lot. Although I don’t know how long I haven’t looked in the mirror, I know no friends can recognize me anymore. My skeleton has shrunk a lot, but my pelvis has not shrunk much. My chin has become sharper, and the lines on my face have become much softer. My nose is no longer as straight as before, but has become small and cute. If nothing unexpected happens, it is slightly upturned. My mouth has become smaller, which can be felt from the process of being forced to feed every day. My teeth have become much neat and my tongue has also been shrunk.

My eyes have become bigger and my eyelashes have become longer. Sometimes when I look up, I can actually see the slightly curly tips of my eyelashes. The only benefit is that myopia of more than 100 degrees has disappeared, but what's the use? I would rather be the same as before. Similarly, my tear glands have developed. If Jingye pinched his cheek twice, he would involuntarily leave tears. This is a great shame!

Compared to the development of the tear glands, there are even more shameful things. I found that my height was shrinking a long time ago, but I didn’t expect it to shrink so much. It turned out that I was one third of my head, but now I am only as high as Jingye’s nose tip. My sense of height is not good, and I hope it will not fall below 1.6 meters.

So many places have changed, and the figure is inevitably feminine. The fat on my body is accumulated on my chest and buttocks. What makes me feel a little relieved is that I didn’t have a lot of fat in the past, and I didn’t have a lot of fat on my buttocks and breasts. But Jingye didn’t complain much about this, and often heard her say: “A very standard figure…perfect 0.618…”

The male characteristics have disappeared, from the appearance of a five or six-year-old child at the beginning to a small tube. After a while, the small tube disappeared, leaving a small hole. As the small hole slowly cracked, it finally slowly became an organ I had never seen before. Maybe I had seen it, and I had seen it when I was grabbed by Jingye while taking a shower.

As some of the male things disappear, some of the female things appear. The feeling of the lower body is also very strange, with a sense of incompleteness, especially when the majesty blows in, the feeling becomes stronger and stronger. I really want to take a closer look at what that place looks like, but the only remaining consciousness can become the male mind but does not allow me to do so. So, my curiosity becomes stronger and stronger.

Time is really a strange thing, and it is also an unrivaled force. It is like a huge millstone, spinning in every corner of the world. No matter how strong a human consciousness is, it is not the opponent of a huge millstone in time. No matter how powerful the male consciousness is, it gradually disappears. I have no original resistance to this body, and all I have left is curiosity. The memories of the past seem to have become external products, and everything is passing by. Is this considered a new life? I don’t know...

Suddenly I began to consider my gender. I was confused. I was considered a man or a woman. Three months have passed, and except for the fact that women did not have trouble every month, every cell in my body belongs to a woman. Sometimes under the influence of estrogen, I would occasionally make a feminine move. When I discovered it, I could only sigh slightly, because these things were not something I could control.

In fact, it is the soul that adapts to the body, not the body that adapts to the soul. I know that the wheel of time will continue to roll, and the soul and thoughts that follow the changes of the body are never reversed. Why, why do I have to stay at this canoe that has risen and fall in the lonely sea?

Look at your current body, the tender and delicate skin is as pure and tender as lilies, and you cannot see the traces of the skin. The chest is round and full but not vulgar and exaggerated, as if it is a crystal peach. If you stretch out your hands and put it in front of you, you will find that this is a perfect pair of hands, which can make any hands dull. The ten fingers are slender and delicate, and every joint and every curve grows accurately on your seat like a careful calculation. The perfect and smooth lines are amazing. Ten pink gem shells are embedded at the top of your fingers, like butterflies flying, and like cherry blossoms blooming...

Actually...I think...it should be a good girl in such a body...

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