Chapter 1023 Guilty
Not to mention five million per person, even if each person is 50 million, it is not a big deal for the Canglang Gang. There are only a few billion in total. However, for an ordinary family, five million is tantamount to a huge number. This money is enough for their family to eat, drink, defecate and urinate for the rest of their lives!
"This is no problem, I'll do it right away!" Li Si and Li Yanjun left the room together.
Absolutely obeyed without any hesitation. This is Li Si, who put all his emotions in his heart, whether it was missing or sad, he put everything in his heart.
Seeing Li Si and Li Yanjun retreating, Lu Ziyu was still in a heavy mood. It’s okay to have money, but can any more money be exchanged for the lives of those fifty elite shadow soldiers? No!
Among the girls, Ye Mei is the one who knows Lu Ziyu the most. He has fought side by side countless times, and Ye Mei can better understand Lu Ziyu's grief at this moment. He frowned:
"A Yu, things have come to this point. Don't think too much. No matter how sad you are, you can't replace them. You have to get well sooner, avenge them, and also avenge ourselves! This is what you should do."
Shaking his head, Lu Ziyu said sadly: "But they all died because of me. How can I not blame myself? They just fell down one by one, but what about me? I can do nothing!"
"'Military God'? The bullshit military God! Now it seems that it's a joke, that's a self-deception!" Lu Ziyu became more and more excited as he spoke, "Shouldn't the 'Military God' be omnipotent? Isn't it saving the people? But what about me, what did I do? I did nothing, I can't do anything. I am a waste!"
"Bang"! I don't know where Lu Ziyu got so much strength at this time, so he slapped himself hard! Tears just flowed down.
A man doesn’t cry easily, but he hasn’t reached the sad place.
It was not that Lu Ziyu was weak, but just watching the brothers fall down one by one in front of him, but he was powerless and sad.
"Ayu, what are you doing?" Ye Mei choked and said, grabbing Lu Ziyu's wrist.
Lu Ziyu is now seriously injured, and his true energy is repeatedly consumed in his body. In addition, he has been hit by Shangguan Yi for a lot of heavy blows and even sneak attacks! It is already very good to be able to save his life. Now he can survive and has the hope of regaining 100% of his strength. I have to say that this is a miracle!
"Everyone finally rescued you and snatched you from the gate of hell. Do you do this and deliberately make your brothers' efforts in vain? Or are you willing to be a coward, unwilling, and dare not face this fact?" Ye Mei's voice became louder.
Lu Ziyu was stunned for a moment, his eyes were lost, and he suddenly looked at Ye Mei like an idiot. In the end, he didn't say much, but his sad mood did not improve at all.
"Give up on oneself and belittle yourself! Is this Lu Ziyu I love?" Ye Mei's yelling still did not stop. "Do you want to tell us that our choice was wrong? If this is true, I announce: You have succeeded. Lu Ziyu, you have disappointed me so much."
Upon hearing this, not only Lu Ziyu's expression changed drastically, but even Xiong Fang and Ge Hui were frightened on their faces. He touched Ye Mei with his elbow, and Ge Hui said lightly:
"Sister Ye Mei, Ayu just woke up, you'd better let him have a good rest. Now, it's a bit......" Although he didn't say the following words, Ye Mei and Lu Ziyu both understood.
But Ye Mei didn't buy it! He said coldly:
"What's a little bit? Well? Shouldn't a real man be responsible? Can't even bear this little sadness? Lu Ziyu, have you forgotten how much separation and death left us with the bullets? But today you really disappointed me!"
"Ye Mei, you were wrong." Lu Ziyu finally spoke slowly, with a solemn expression and said seriously: "Danger, I'm not afraid! I can bear the pain no matter how great it is! But, do you know? These fifty shadow brigade elites have almost nothing to do with me. They just died for my private affairs for no reason, and died in front of me. Do you think I feel good?"
"How should I explain to their family, to their friends, and even to the old leader Li Yuan?" As the emotions fluctuated, Lu Ziyu's face gradually flushed and he coughed twice.
Ye Mei hurriedly stepped forward and stroked Lu Ziyu's chest. Xiong Fang even held a cup of hot water from the side, while Ge Hui stared at the medical instrument and carefully observed the changes above.
His emotions gradually stabilized and his breathing calmed down. Lu Ziyu waved his hand and signaled that he was fine, continuing:
"Please believe that I was not defeated by pain, did not give up, and was not afraid. But I was sad, I was for the fifty shadow brigade elites who died for me. They had nothing to do with this war!"
"And, I was thinking just now that if I had found out that we were plotted and then quit, the ending would probably be much better than now. At least, the fifty elites would not end like this! You guys, should I blame myself? A large part of their death is my responsibility!"
Ye Mei didn't say anything anymore. She just nodded secretly.
I am used to seeing big scenes and have been reborn under artillery countless times. These are not legends, but only accidental and lucky ones accumulated. However, command ability can largely determine the direction of a war. Sometimes sacrifice is worth it and inevitable. But sometimes it is not the case. Avoiding its edge and retaining its strength is the best choice.
There is no doubt that Lu Ziyu made a big mistake in this action plan. First, the most important problem is that he did not do well in keeping the planned actions confidential; second, after discovering that he was deceived, he should quickly lead the team to evacuate instead of fighting with the enemy!
It is these two reasons that lead to today's situation. If it weren't for Ye Mei and Liu Xiahui, Shangguan Yin would have felt the rescue in time, the ending of the matter would have been even more unbearable. Therefore, Lu Ziyu said this!
"There are iron laws in war, and there will be casualties when war is there!" Ye Mei lost the previous rebuke, but the coldness never changed. She said directly: "Ayu, you have to pay the price for your wrong command. Although you are seriously injured, you have to take this responsibility. Stand up like a man!"
Lu Ziyu nodded in shame, sighed, and said in a deep voice:
"I will do this naturally. Ye Mei, you go and find Liu Xiaofei now. I have to apologize to him first for this matter. If possible, today I am going to apologize to all the soldiers of the Shadow Brigade! Go and sit at the graves of the fifty heroes and see them."
Ye Mei frowned when she heard this. It is understandable to have such thoughts at this time, but Lu Ziyu's injuries are still very serious now. She was unconscious for seven days before she woke up. If the wound is infected and the internal injury is affected, it is not impossible to fall into a coma again.
"This...why wait until your injury is better before you talk about it." Ge Hui said that the deceased had passed away. Since the injured was not dead, let's live well.
Lu Ziyu said stubbornly: "No! I want to give you an explanation! I am wrong about this matter, so I have to apologize to everyone. That is human life, not a joke!"
If I hadn't been lost in my mind by hatred, if I hadn't been competitive, why would I end up like this? Not only had the revenge not been repaid, but I also had so many brothers who had lost their minds, I could not stand it if I changed my sleep.
Ge Hui looked at Ye Mei with anticipation, and her expression was very clear. When Li Yan County was away, the girls vaguely regarded Ye Mei as their backbone. After all, this cold woman had been with Lu Ziyu the longest.
Chapter completed!