Chapter 114: On stage and off stage
When we face certain embarrassment or shyness in certain scenes, we usually suddenly point to the sky, TV, or even behind the person, and say loudly that there are flying saucers, the potato chips in the supermarket next door are half price, and the like. Of course, the purpose of doing this is not because of how important it is to take a look, but because the topic is really hard to stick to now.
Because of the difficulty, I gave up.
If it were the past, no matter which of them had such a blunt trick to change the topic, they would definitely be ridiculed by the other party, teasing the other party's guilt and timidity.
However, this time it is different.
This time they were all guilty.
They were all cowardly this time.
The most important thing is that this excuse is not entirely an excuse this time.
After all, the purpose of their trip was to be invited to see Xiaoyanga on stage, but they were about to start, but they were still struggling with the shyness of who said something first, and leaving the people aside was too much.
So although Nanami Hashimoto's hope was brought from the top of the mountain to the bottom of the valley by Baiyun Mountain's words, she could only put her hands behind her back back to her knees in disappointment, and then looked at the stage.
Her slender and tender fingers were white and red because of her nervous pinching, but her eyes were still calm. Only the hope that had just surged in her heart turned into a silent sigh because of the passing spring breeze.
On the stage, although the fourteen-year-old Kawago Yona is a little immature, she is not as timid and tender as an average fourteen-year-old junior high school student, with a calm and joyful look. Obviously, the life of Notuan has obviously changed some parts of her life. Facing such a scene standing on the stage, she will not be stage frightened, because in the past few months, she has experienced many times more grander than this.
But the little girl is a little girl. Like all the little girls in the world, Xiao Yanga, who stepped onto the stage, subconsciously glanced at Baiyun Mountain and the others, but found that the person she was looking forward to was still not able to arrive. Only the two waved their hands hard to respond when they saw her eyes sweeping over.
This is a gentle act. Both of them are very gentle people, but neither of them is the gentleness she wants to see.
Xiaoyanga felt a warmth in her heart, and she tried hard to show a smile, tearing the corners of her mouth that was frozen due to the gradually nervousness and disappointment, then took a deep breath and started her performance.
As an agent, Baiyunshan knew that Nogizaka prohibited members from accepting commercial performances privately through the operation team's permission, which was a very serious violation in Nogizaka.
Needless to say, the various disadvantages brought about by violations are different from several other important rules, so no member wants to try to violate them because the cost is too high.
Of course, the stage of the school academy festival is not a commercial performance. It would be even more commercial performance when it comes to the stage of the academy festival as a student. However, considering the strictness of this layer of rules and the mentality of not causing trouble for Shiratsuka, Koyona thought about it over and over again, and finally canceled the song Nogizaka, which may cause controversy, and changed to a song that would not cause controversy.
The song selection was based on Baiyunshan's opinions, and a song from six years ago was selected, "The Insider" by Matsuyasaki in 2006.
This is a gentle and long song. From the moment Xiao Yangcai opened her mouth, countless pairs of eyes were staring quietly at the audience.
Her singing level is not very high. As a young idol, she just passed the exam. It is just amazing that when the song is paired with a bit of awkward sound, there is a kind of ice-like chemical reaction in the summer plum wine, which completely forgets the shortcomings in singing skills and becomes immersed in the tenderness of the song itself.
"Who is the neighbor who is in love with her heart"
(Everyone is looking for the neighbors in his heart)
"どこかに exists してるとじてる"
(I believe it is in some place)
"Who is far away and near"? Why do you see someone?"
(It's farther and closer than anyone else but I can't see that person at all)
"The secret is the secret of the art of seeing it"
(Can't find it in the darkness)
......
The meaning of being able to sing a gentle song itself is of course because you have a gentle person in your heart.
That person is like this song, like a trickle of streams, flowing calmly and gently, not deliberately or noticeably, and is always the person who stands behind the spotlight to silently protect and comfort you. As long as you think of her name, you can even warmth from the bottom of your heart. This is its unique charm.
This is Koyona's performance.
Baiyunshan's thoughts were not limited to this. He thought of the reason for recommending this song to girls, and then thought of the whole story he heard the song for the first time six years ago, the ceiling, the tape player, a lot, and a cat.
His expression gradually became cold and complex, like an overexposed rainbow photo. The beautiful and gorgeous colors were left with only black and white, which seemed lonely and terrifying. But even if the gorgeous appearance was stripped away, the rainbow was still gentle, because the color itself did not have emotions, and emotions existed in the person who gave it.
So this complexity presents his most primitive confusion.
......
The boy gradually recovered his strength and got up from the bed. The cat on the windowsill was still snoring in a low voice, staring at him vigilantly, as if staring at a monster.
Being regarded as a monster by a cat must not be a happy thing.
The boy laughed at himself in his heart, and then gently tapped his head. The chaotic thoughts and memories inside were too complicated. He could not remember many things clearly, and he could only rely on the instinct of this body to act.
He stood in the windowsill with sunlight falling, and was stunned for dozens of seconds before slowly moving his tired body and walked towards the living room step by step.
The cat jumped down from the windowsill with agility and followed him from a distance, as if the tiger encountered in the wilderness was entangled with its prey, cold and rational.
The fur that was blown all over its body failed to soothe, and it still had strong aggressiveness, giving people the feeling of being on their backs.
The boy seemed to feel it at all. He was the loneliest person in the world, with no source, and naturally nowhere to go. The system that was regarded as hope was fleeting and everything was about to begin again.
This is the most confused thing.
He came to the living room based on his memory, but did not turn into the kitchen next to him. Although he was already hungry and was tortured by the pain just now, he was full of sweat and stuck to his clothes. He felt very uncomfortable, but he stubbornly came to a corner of the living room and stubbornly took something from the cabinet.
The cat stubbornly followed him to the living room.
What he removed was a tape player.
The cat not far away saw this scene and no longer snores in his mouth, but roars, as if he was angry, and as if he was warning.
The young man smiled lightly, and his memory told him that the cat liked the music played by the tape player.
Sure enough, there is nothing wrong.
He looked down at the tape player in his hand. This was the latest product, which not only allowed to play tapes, but also new things like CD CDs, which were very convenient.
He turned his head and thought for more than ten seconds, then took out the tape inside, opened a newest single from the cabinet next to him and stuffed it in.
The single is called "Neighbor".
The sound of the song slowly flows out.
The cat and the human calmed down at the same time.
No hair blowjob, no roar, no painful moans and harsh coughs.
It was as calm as if the teenager had committed suicide a few hours ago.
......
A hand suddenly placed on Baiyun Mountain's gradually tightened palm.
The tender touch and gentle breath pulled him back from his memories. He subconsciously glanced at the source of the slender jade hand, but saw Nana Hashimoto staring at Xiao Honga on the stage with her eyes fixed on her eyes, as if nothing had happened.
He then turned his head and looked at the hand.
The slender and tender fingers were white and red because of the tension, but they stubbornly covered his hands gently. The slight coldness at the fingertips showed a huge contrast with the warmth of the palm. When he saw it, he slowly pulled his hand back like a shy mimosa.
Baiyun Mountain smiled slightly.
The eyes are warm.
The singing on the stage has reached the end and gently hit everyone's hearts.
"Who is far away and near"? Why do you see someone?"
(It's farther and closer than anyone else but I can't see that person at all)
"The secret is the secret of the art of seeing it"
(Can't find it in the darkness)
"When will the spider behave by chance"
(Wait like a spider weaving a web)
"Two people in the group"
(One day, the two of them held this hand by chance)
Chapter completed!