206, Faith [08] My Faith(1/3)
Yan Tianxing acquiesced to Mo Shangjun's answer.
Because Mo Shangyun had a special experience and could not fully explain her situation, Yan Tianxing did not put any more pressure on her and let her think about the solution on her own.
After taking a closer look at Yan Tianxing, Mo Shangjun asked quickly: "If I leave, can we continue?"
Yan Tianxing was startled.
If she left, would there still be no barrier between the two of them?
impossible.
Both of them are very sensible and know that many times they cannot be emotional and understand that some problems can be solved calmly.
Even though there were so many obstacles in front of them, Yan Tianxing never thought about the problem of "cannot continue".
However, no matter how calm and rational people are, they all have feelings and emotions.
They are human beings after all.
It doesn’t mean that if I’m with you, we will agree that for the rest of our lives, we will face and solve any setbacks and hardships together.
He knew that Mo Shangyun would not break up with him just because he left.
Mo Shangyun is not such an irrational person.
But it will leave a mark that cannot be erased.
It is there, has always been there, and will not disappear no matter what the future holds. It may be hidden, but it is there, like a bomb that can explode at any time.
Maybe a long time later, at some opportunity, it will suddenly appear and become the trigger for everything to break out.
Yan Tianxing looked at Mo Shangyun in front of him and suddenly felt that when you identify someone, that is just the beginning of everything. Only by really going on until the last second can you truly confirm.
Before she could respond, Mo Shangyun twitched the corners of her lips and said, "It seems there is no such thing as the best of both worlds."
She stepped forward, picked up the water glass, and drank the full glass of water in one gulp.
Putting down the water glass, Mo Shangyun stood up straight and asked, "Can I go?"
"I'll see you off." Yan Tianxing stood up from the sofa.
Mo Shangyun said calmly: "No need, I know the way."
Realizing that his tone was not so pleasant, Mo Shangyun paused slightly, trying to improve his attitude, but he really couldn't make a joke.
She was indeed a little unhappy.
In fact, she rarely does this.
Because when she encountered something unpleasant in the past, she could vent it out and take revenge.
But this time the situation is different.
Sometimes she feels that anyone can persuade her to quit, but why does it have to be Yan Tianxing.
Although she also knew that no one could persuade her to leave, only this person named Yan Tianxing - he wanted to live. He thought that if she wanted to die, then don't let him watch her looking for death. To him, that was
A devastating blow.
So her unhappiness was somewhat unreasonable.
Of course she didn't know that Yan Tianxing had already been prepared for her "unreasonable trouble".
He thought she would be angry.
She might be able to vent her anger directly by using force or breaking things - he was ready for it.
However, Mo Shangjun did nothing.
In the end, Yan Tianxing did not force her to leave.
"I have a question."
After turning around, Mo Shangyun suddenly looked at Yan Tianxing.
Yan Tianxing said: "You ask."
"You said that you want soldiers who can survive on the battlefield." Mo Shangyun pushed up the brim of his hat and asked, "If I survive, can you protect me?"
——If I survive, can you protect me?
Seemingly contradictory words.
However, Yan Tianxing could hear clearly.
She said, if I successfully survive and have all the abilities he asked for to "survive on the battlefield," then will you let me survive those times when I can't survive through individual combat and personal abilities?
?
Mo Shangjun also asked similar questions before.
So Yan Tianxing was surprisingly able to understand her meaning despite such contradictory words.
So, he said: "If I can't protect you, I will give you my life."
Mo Shangyun chuckled lightly, "Aren't you going to pay big compensation?"
Yan Tianxing said sternly: "You are the one who will lose if you follow me."
Mo Shangyun was stunned for a moment and thought it was a joke to lighten the atmosphere.
As everyone knows, Yan Tianxing is extremely sincere.
He always praised her very highly, and that was not a joke, but from the bottom of his heart.
Even though he is just a friend, he will still appreciate Mo Shangyun, because he is the most capable, wise and kind person he has ever seen.
Mo Shangjun walked to the door and raised his hand to open the door, but when his fingers touched the cold metal, his movement suddenly stopped.
She took a deep breath.
"Yan Tianxing, I have found my faith," Mo Shangyun said softly. After a slight pause, she turned her head and glanced at Yan Tianxing with a smile. She said, "I hope you won't waste it."
I miss you so much.
Thinking too much will not be a burden to you, but a help to you.
I walked such a long journey alone and survived all the twists and turns. However, the person I met while wandering aimlessly became my final return.
You see, the problem that has been bothering me for so long, three or four years, I didn't expect that you could easily solve it in just a few minutes.
Because Mo Shangyun's tone was too playful, Yan Tianxing didn't hear anything and even felt a little confused.
Belief?
What Lu Yang said she has been looking for?
A strange feeling emerged in his heart, and for a moment, Yan Tianxing wanted to ask her for details.
However, Mo Shangjun, who was still hesitating now, made a special move after finishing his words. In a blink of an eye, he opened the door and walked out.
After going out, he even closed the door carefully for him.
The door was slammed shut, and a sound made Yan Tianxing temporarily calm down.
Let’s ask another time.
He thought so.
Even if we have to wait for Mo Shangyun's mood to improve, it will still take some time.
He heard Mo Shangjun's footsteps gradually fade away.
Mo Shangjun's footsteps were actually very light, so after a while, they were no longer heard.
Yan Tianxing sat back on the sofa.
It's rare that when you encounter something, you don't find a definite answer.
Originally, I never wanted to ask Mo Shangjun to come to GS9, because Mo Shangjun's advantages and disadvantages are equally obvious.
And with so many roads in Mo Shangjun, you don't have to go to the special forces to endure hardships and take risks.
With Mo Shangjun's ability, joining the special forces is actually a loss.
Mo Shangyun didn't know that when Huo Ge was in private contact with several instructors, he kept talking about how excellent Mo Shangyun was and how he had a bright future as a technician. Why did he have to think about joining the special forces and talked about her mentor?
It was so unthinkable that instead of keeping him in his own hands to continue his education and research, he allowed Mo Shangyun to go through the company training like this. It was simply a waste of Mo Shangyun's life.
Of course, Huo Ge also respected Mo Shangyun's decision and never mentioned it in front of Mo Shangyun.
But judging from Huo Ge's reaction, one can imagine how outstanding Mo Shangjun is.
When he met Mo Shangjun for the third time in the reconnaissance camp, Mo Shangjun had used the phone to guide his junior students in writing essays in a mutton steamed bun shop. After returning that day, he looked at some of the papers written by Mo Shangjun on a whim.
article.
For a newly graduated college student, Mo Shangyun's academic achievements are simply breathtaking.
She is capable of studying for graduate school and Ph.D.
Most of her views are profound, and she can also have unique insights into controversial topics.
In particular, she covers a wide range of subjects and never sticks to one major.
To be continued...