If it were to other people, she might give a perfunctory answer, and find reasons that even when they asked for confirmation, they couldn't fault, but here...

Mo Shangjun replied: "Report, during the summer vacation of my sophomore year."

Yan Tianxing looked at her deeply.

Without further questioning, Yan Tianxing said: "Let's talk about you chasing Ding Jing alone."

"..." After a few seconds of silence, Mo Shangyun said bravely: "Yes!"

Yan Tianxing leaned forward slightly and stared at Mo Shangjun. Mo Shangjun's figure was extremely clear in his pupils. He asked in a deep voice: "What were you thinking at that time?"

Being asked like this, Mo Shangyun inevitably felt guilty.

He said that when she was going to die, think of him.

She tried hard, but when she was really faced with a choice, she only considered the situation of Chai Xinyan and the others fighting against drug dealers, and the situation of Ding Jing being attacked by many people.

She made a choice between the two, and finally she chose to follow Ding Jing.

She didn't think about Yan Tianxing or the rescue team. It seemed that she had reached the end and there were only two roads ahead.

After a while, Yan Tianxing uttered one word, "Say."

The tone was slightly cold and the anger was obvious.

Mo Shangjun was suddenly pulled back from his thoughts and looked at Yan Tianxing intently.

After a moment, she lowered her eyelids, avoiding eye contact with Yan Tianxing, and her eyes fell on the water glass on the coffee table in front of him.

Of the two water glasses, hers was full, but Yan Tianxing's had been finished.

Mo Shangyun heard himself whisper, "Sorry."

If Yan Tianxing had not talked to her that night, she thought she would not have said these two words.

Yan Tianxing patiently clarified this problem with her and tried his best to solve her problem, but...

She has made no progress at all.

Mo Shangyun rarely feels this way.

Because she is confident when doing anything, learning knowledge, mastering skills, and completing tasks. She is not perfect, but she can solve problems in time after discovering them.

But this time, she discovered her own problem and tried hard to solve it, but she failed.

For many people, this seems to be a common problem, but for her, it was indeed an extremely rare experience.

Yan Tianxing's frown relaxed slightly, and then asked her: "Mo Shangjun, when taking action, have you ever tried to trust the abilities of others...even any comrade?"

Mo Shangjun raised his eyelids slightly.

"If you were Ding Jing, what would you do in that situation?" Yan Tianxing asked.

"escape."

Mo Shangyun replied in a low voice.

If the other party didn't want her life, then she was still 30% sure of escaping.

"Ding Jing also escaped," Yan Tianxing said, "her performance is no worse than yours."

Mo Shangjun looked at him in surprise.

At this time, Yan Tianxing asked again: "Mo Shangyun, if you are in crisis, do you want your friends to accompany you to death?"

——Do you want friends to accompany you to death?

It's not "come to save you" or "support you", but "accompany you to death".

Although cruel, it is true.

If Shuijian really wanted her life at that time, then if she rushed into their ambush so rashly, there was a 90% chance that she would die.

Yan Tianxing is right.

In terms of actual combat experience, she may not be as good as Ding Jing.

She was able to stay calm and try her best to protect herself when faced with that kind of situation, let alone Ding Jing.

Of course, if the teammates who come to support her have the ability to save her, then she will be very happy, but if the other party can't even save herself, or even hinder her...

Would rather not!

Mo Shangyun knew this truth.

She likes to fight alone because she is afraid of being implicated or implicating others.

Because she knows that it is impossible to fight alone, she will find ways to improve her abilities in all aspects in order to "can be implicated by others" and "not to implicate others."

Before her junior year in college, she had dreamed of joining the special forces. That was when her mental state was at its best. She believed that she would never make Yan Tianxing so sad at that time.

but……

She never thought about Special Forces later.

She only knew that she would not leave the army, so she walked all the way without bothering to think about something that seemed far away.

Now that she has come to the special forces, she has to solve the problems Yan Tianxing mentioned.

Mo Shangyun remained silent.

But her silence gave Yan Tianxing a clear answer.

"Mo Shangyun, you know that if Shui Jian didn't let you go this time, I'm afraid you wouldn't be able to stand in front of me alive now." Yan Tianxing said, "Life and death, you only have one chance. This time you can

Coming back alive is already your greatest luck. Can you guarantee that next time you will meet someone who owes you a favor? Next time, the next time...many times, can you come back alive on your own?"

"..."

"If one day you have to sacrifice, I don't want you to be sent away by me."

"..."

"After you leave here, you can choose another army. They will welcome you very much and are not as strict as me. You can also go back to your original army and become the deputy battalion commander. In a few years, you can continue to rise. If you feel tired,

You can also engage in technical work. There are not seven years left. You like freedom so much, you can even retire from the army and do many things you want to do." Yan Tianxing said word by word, "Do you want to think about quitting?

?”

Should you consider quitting?

One word after another, it is clear to the ears.

Mo Shangyun was once very worried about this problem, but when Yan Tianxing actually said it, she realized that she might be more worried than she thought.

As Yan Tianxing said, she still has many ways to go.

Leave 907, leave GS9, there are flying eagles, shotguns, and all kinds of...

She used to think it didn't matter where she went.

There are so many roads, and with her ability, she can climb up smoothly by just walking on them.

Even after leaving the army, she can still live a free and easy life.

she knows.

She knows it all.

He knows it too, and she knows it too.

But when Yan Tianxing said such words, it proved that her road to GS9 was cut off.

In other words, even if she has various options, GS9 is not the place she can come.

This made her a little angry.

She wanted to say, you can't do this.

She wanted to say, you obviously invited me personally, but why did you send me away personally?

She wanted to say that it was clear that the selection was not over yet, so why were they so harsh on me instead of treating me with the requirements of ordinary students?

However, she couldn't say.

Because all of Yan Tianxing's decisions are made from her perspective.

Treat you this way, treat you that way...I treat you sincerely.

No matter how angry you are, you can't ruin this sincerity.

Finally, Mo Shangyun, who had been silent for a long time, asked: "If I don't quit, what is the punishment you will give me?"

The moment she didn't give a positive answer, Yan Tianxing saw through her mind.

Not too surprised.

Yan Tianxing thought that such words would not let Mo Shangyun choose to leave.

He just hoped that Mo Shangyun could think about it carefully.

Mo Shangjun always makes people worry-free, because she doesn't need others to help her struggle, she can find the answer by herself.

However, once she has a firm answer, she cannot be easily shaken.
To be continued...