Chapter 93 She is experiencing his daily life (+1 for xsrk leader)

Author: Hong Yeye

Chapter 93 She is experiencing his daily life (+1 for xsrk leader)

The moment she walked into the school, Sakuraba Chiyuki suddenly felt very uncomfortable.

Even though I had only been absent from school for three days, I suddenly began to feel that the scenery, things, and people around me were so strange.

Without the confidence of money, no beautiful clothes, and even light makeup, Sakuraba Chiyuki felt like a soldier who had discarded his armor but still went to the battlefield, with flaws all over his body.

The inferiority complex deep inside started to stir up again.

Sakuraba Chiyuki shook her head and tried to stay calm.

She herself came from poverty, but she only became rich for a year... Now she is going back to the past again, well, that's it.

Sakuraba Chiyuki was about to speed up and walk forward, but because she didn't pay attention to the road, she accidentally bumped into a pedestrian in front of her.

"Hug, I'm sorry." Chiyuki Sakuraba lowered her head and said subconsciously.

"Are you... Sakuraba?"

"Hey, look, isn't this Sakuraba?"

"Really... Hey, where is your bracelet? And where is the Gucci bag you showed off to us before? Why did you change it to an ordinary schoolbag today?"

"So country people are country people. They don't know any brands. They think they are fashionable by just buying random things. It makes them look rich... It's so funny~"

"Hey, why don't you speak? Huh?"

Listening to these four familiar yet disgusting voices, Sakuraba Chiyuki immediately recognized who they were.

They were my former classmates in the international class.

Sakuraba Chiyuki, who had just entered the class at that time, witnessed a few of them bullying another girl in the ordinary class, and then stepped forward and pushed two of them down.

As a result, rumors spread inexplicably and public opinion was formed. No one knew that she helped a girl in an ordinary class. Instead, everyone knew that she bullied several "weak" girls by herself.

And "weak" refers to these people in front of me.

If it were Chiyuki Sakuraba from before, she might have had the courage and confidence to face them head-on.

After all, my family has money, and in this school, most things can actually be solved with money.

But now...

Sakuraba Chiyuki looked at the chains on their slender wrists, some diamond decorations on their uniforms, and the expensive bags they were carrying of different brands... Although it was a school, the school never did too much for the students in the international class.

limit.

So much so that they can dress up however they want.

Gorgeous, noble…

And now I...

"Sorry, I bumped into you..."

"Huh? You heard her and she was still apologizing?"

"What's the situation? The family is bankrupt? Hmm~ What should I do? Then you hit me and my chest hurts. Do you have to pay me for medical expenses?"

"How much should it be? Let's say one million! Since your family is rich, one million shouldn't be a problem, right?"

"How bad are you? Didn't you just guess that her family was bankrupt?"

"What does that have to do with me? Isn't it her fault that she bumped into me?"

Sakuraba Chiyuki felt like her brain was buzzing, and the constant stream of bad words was what she felt like?

And... what I said to him seems to be millions of times worse than this...

How did he endure it?

In just a few minutes, Sakuraba Chiyuki felt that the blood in her heart was about to flow backwards. She felt very angry, frustrated, and helpless.

"Ah...it's so boring and boring. Let's go. Let's go back to class."

"Yeah~ the toy was damaged~"

"A doll that doesn't resist is not a good doll."

After they left, Sakuraba Chiyuki slowly raised her head, but she couldn't loosen her clenched fists.

She is angry.

But why are you angry?

Is it because you were insulted just now?

Or is it because of myself who has done all the wrong things before?

…

When Sakuraba Chiyuki walked into the classroom, many people glanced at her, but no one was willing to talk to her.

Because of her past publicity and personality, her image has been finalized in the class.

No one wants to take the initiative to approach her, and no one wants to chat with her or make friends with her.

Because she always gets involved in money-related matters, and she subconsciously wants to show off herself and show her confident side.

In the past, Sakuraba Chiyuki was a little confused as to why everyone didn't like her like this, but now because of the current situation, after calming down, many things can be viewed from a new perspective.

In other words...this is the perspective when you are poor.

Because I had an inferiority complex when I was poor, so when I became rich, I would intensify my efforts to compensate myself in some ways.

The more you lack something, the more you want to show what you have.

The superficial material wealth cannot make up for the emptiness and poverty in her heart.

After Sakuraba Chiyuki realized why everyone disliked her and hated her, her feelings of regret surged again, instantly destroying her originally calm expression.

When she has money and armor, she will feel that she still has room to spare and can face anything with confidence. It is not her fault that she cannot make friends, it is just that the fate has not yet arrived.

But once you lose this layer of protective armor, lose those filters and confidence, your own shortcomings will be infinitely magnified in your own eyes.

Just like it is now.

Sakuraba Chiyuki feels like she is a good-for-nothing person. She doesn't study well, has a bad temper and bad temper, can't speak well, and now... she's in debt.

Turning around, I felt as if I was standing on a plane of nothingness. I couldn't see or touch anything around me.

Really, nothing.

…

There is physical education class today on Monday.

During the physical education class, the teacher asked everyone to practice independently in groups. Sakuraba Chiyuki stood there and watched the pairs of girls leaving, and then looked at her shoes and her side.

The emotion called loneliness is also slowly amplifying.

However, she didn't notice that a pink-haired figure not far behind her was also secretly observing her.

When Ichiri Asaba came to school today and saw Sakuraba Chiyuki, she actually wanted to apologize and return her guitar to her.

But I have never been able to find the right time...or Ichiri Asa doesn't know what the right time is at all. Every time I want to get up, I will soon be discouraged by the little theater in my mind, and finally give up.

…

Lunch break.

Sakuraba Chiyuki no longer has a bandmate, so she has no one to have lunch with.

"Ah..." She took out the one hundred yuan coin from her pocket and suddenly realized that this one hundred yuan could not buy anything in this school.

The cheapest green tea drink in the school vending machine costs 160 yen.

Where had she paid attention to these prices before?

So I could only endure my hunger, sit alone in a corner, and quietly wait for the end of my lunch break.

Asaha Ichiri originally wanted to apologize to her during her lunch break, but found that no one could be found!

So it was put on hold again.

…

Hunger, loneliness, anger, and countless regrets.

In the afternoon, Chiyuki Sakuraba felt like she was all groggy and couldn't even muster the energy to attend class.

So she could only try to imagine what kind of life Xiionji Akino lived in the past.

Is the feeling he has experienced now a common occurrence for him?

hunger.

I asked my mother myself, she used to only give him 5,000 yen per month.

Taking his father's inheritance, he only gave him 5,000 yen.
To be continued...