Jiang Fan left a suicide note to Nan Song.

In the notes on her phone.

And Nan Song had no idea when he stayed.

Little Song:

Seeing the words is like seeing the face.

When you read this letter, I think I am either serving my sentence in prison, or I have already entered hell, and am in hell to repay my father and myself for what our father and son have done to the Nan family, to Uncle Nan, Aunt Luo, and to me.

You have made all kinds of mistakes.

Are you still blaming me now?

You should blame me.

In fact, I knew a long time ago that Uncle Nan and Aunt Luo's car accident was related to my father.

When my father left that day, something was very wrong. The night before, he took me to drink and cooked a few dishes himself. He hadn't cooked for a long time since my mother left. He talked a lot.

His mother was the most beautiful woman he had ever seen. He didn't know why she married him, a powerless, rough man. Later, he found out, but he still couldn't blame her because he loved her so much.

Love me so much too.

He hugged me, got drunk and cried bitterly.

I helped him to bed, and he was crying, still reading his mother's name, saying that he missed her very much. He held my hand and suddenly began to tell me that I must take good care of myself and take good care of myself.

Take care of you, tell me that the Nan family is kind to our Jiang family, and ask me not to do anything to disgrace the Nan family.

The next day, when my father was driving Uncle Nan and Aunt Luo to Beicheng, they encountered a car accident.

It was only later that I found out who my mother was.

Aunt Luo is from the Yilan ethnic group, and my mother is also from the Yilan ethnic group.

She is Sean, the person who arranged for my father to be with me. She married my father and gave birth to me.

With the help of Uncle Nan, I was sent to study abroad by my father. I received the sad news that my mother had passed away. When I came back, my mother had already been buried.

In fact, my mother did not die at that time, but was taken away by Sean. He used my mother's life and mine to blackmail my father into doing things for him.

My father didn’t want to betray the Nan family, but he also didn’t want to lose us. In the end, he chose to be an ungrateful person between the two. In order to save us, he embarked on the path of crime. Fortunately, Uncle Nan and Aunt Luo escaped.

After a calamity, they were so wise, they must have noticed something was wrong with their father long ago.

And my father died in that car accident.

It's him, I feel sorry for the Nan family.

Song Xi told me the whole story and the truth. The moment I learned the truth, I almost collapsed.

For me, the Nan family is my home, and you are all my relatives. From a very young age, I told myself that in the future I would be like my father, the guardian of the Nan family, and like him protecting Uncle Nan and his family.

Like Aunt Luo, I will protect you. My father is my role model and my ideal mountain. But suddenly one day, this mountain collapsed, and my faith was shattered. But my father did such wrong things because of me.

Ah, I blame him, but I can't forgive myself even more.

I was in pain and guilty, and fell seriously ill as a result.

Song Xi used hypnosis on me. She tried to draw me into their camp by lobbying that I was half Yilan. She told me about the evil things my father had done and said that if you knew the truth, you would definitely not

Will you forgive me? How can I have the face to beg for your forgiveness?

I don't want to betray you, I just want to be a tree quietly beside you, but in the end, I couldn't even fulfill such a small wish.

Song Xi approached me because of you.

I know that she doesn't love me, I'm just a pawn she uses to deal with you.

But I really liked her, or in other words, I could feel the depth of her soul, because we are also despicable wretches.

I am her pawn, and she is Sean's pawn. Our whole lives, we have been manipulated by others and cannot live out our own selves.

I have tried hard, I want to marry her, take her far away, and resolve her hostility towards you.
Chapter completed!