Chapter 138 On the verge of collapse(1/2)
"Grandfather, do you think I can still bear it?"
Su Chenan roared at Jiang Kuo.
He was already suppressing the anger in his heart, but why did he only need to be patient?
"My grandfather, I have been suppressed by Su Lixiao and Su Yiting since I was born. I have been unable to raise my head to be a human being for the past twenty years!"
"The people outside all envied me for being a nobleman of heaven, but they didn't know how wronged I, a nobleman of heaven, was!
When he was drunk, Su Chenan felt that he was full of grievance. At the moment, he was not drunk and still felt grievance in his heart.
"I sometimes wonder if I hadn't been born in the imperial family, would I live a more comfortable life? At least my parents wouldn't be as dissatisfied as my father and mother, and my biological father wouldn't always ignore me!"
Su Chen'an felt so much grievance that he was about to overflow.
The suppressed life since birth has made Su Chenan's bones full of despair.
"If you kept asking me to beg me for the rest of your life, why did you give birth to me?"
"I don't want to live so wronged."
There is a saying in the world that you can't get any regrets, but if the gap between you and what you want is big, you won't feel that regret is so heavy. Maybe it won't take long to forget the regrets in your heart.
But if there is only a little gap between you and what you desire, then you will regret it if you can't get it.
In the past, when Su Yiting was still alive, Su Chen'an never thought that he would really become the prince one day.
In his opinion, the father was so fond of Su Yiting, and the position of the crown prince was Su Yiting.
However, all the changes came so quickly that before Su Chen'an could react, Su Yiting was executed directly by his father.
Such a huge change, which was different, made Su Chenan see a possibility - he might also become the prince.
But nothing was like he thought.
Su Yiting fell, and Su Lixiao suddenly rose and became his father's favorite son.
The imperial edict that Su Lixiao was named the crown prince was like a mountain pressing against Su Chen'an's heart, leaving his sister wandering on the verge of collapse.
"Grandfather, do you think Su Lixiao is far more useful than me?"
Su Chenan had a long red face and raised his eyes to stare at Jiang Kuo.
"He is a nobler than me, and his power in the court is much stronger than me. Not only that, he also has the favor of his father!"
"Don't say you support me, I don't believe these words at all..."
Su Chen'an's spirit has reached the verge of collapse.
He could no longer think carefully, because he would collapse as soon as he thought that Su Lixiao was still alive in this world.
"Your Highness the Fifth Prince, what are you talking nonsense here?"
Jiang Kuo looked at Su Chenan in front of him, his eyes full of disbelief!
How could Su Chen'an become what he is now? Where did his grandson's former tolerance and persistence go?
Why did Su Lixiao start to embark on the road of self-destruction? His grandson Su Chenan also began to become fragile and useless!
"I'm not talking nonsense!"
Su Chenan had red eyes and roared at Jiang Kuo.
"All of you say you support me, you are like this, and my mother is like this! But when I was bullied, where are you, the so-called supporters?"
Su Chenan had enough of this kind of life. Every day he went to court, he would see the civil servants and generals in the court ridicule him!
They said that Su Chen'an was a complete waste!
Because he couldn't even keep his grandfather Jiang Kuo! How could anyone want to follow him like this when he was useless?
"Fifth Prince, you have to be patient! The fence-grabbing people in the court are here!
Don’t take any of the words you say to your heart!”
Jiang Kuo understood that Su Chenan had suffered a lot during this period.
It is precisely because Su Chen'an suffered so much that they could not give up halfway at this time!
"Only one can be the best person after suffering, the fifth prince, now, Su Lixiao is beginning to embark on the road of self-destruction. We only need to wait for a while, and Su Lixiao will collapse completely by then."
"Terrible? Grandfather, do you think it's not enough for me to endure hardship since I was a child?"
When Su Chenan heard Jiang Kuo's words, he felt even more absurd.
His grandfather had made countless such promises in front of him, and Su Chenan couldn't believe whether these words were true or false.
"You keep saying that Su Lixiao is now on the road of self-destruction, but how long will he take to go on this road? Could it be that I have to wait for another three or five years or ten or eight years?"
"Grandfather, I'm already in a state of twenties! If I had to wait for ten or eight years, I would be forty years. Which forty-year-old man has ever seen waiting for the prince?"
Su Chen'an poured out his dissatisfaction sentence by sentence.
"I just want Su Lixiao to disappear before my eyes and disappear in this world!"
Only when Su Lixiao dies can everything be completed.
And he was truly relieved only after his Chen An was peaceful.
"Grandfather, didn't you say that you have medicine in your hand that you can send Su Lixiao Guixi directly?"
"What do you want that thing?" Jiang Kuo asked back with a stunned expression.
"Fifth Prince, you must not get involved in the matter of Su Lixiao. Only in this way can you stay out of our affairs if our affairs are revealed!"
Jiang Kuo has been protecting Su Chen'an and preventing him from interfering in these matters directly.
"I don't interfere, and I'll be out of the matter when the incident happens, and it's safe?"
"Maternal grandfather, you think so naively."
Su Chenan felt that he had heard a joke.
"When Concubine Dong was found out by his father, was Su Yiting lucky? "
Su Chen'an always knew that his father was a cold-blooded and ruthless person. As long as someone threatened his status, he would eradicate the roots no matter who the other party was.
"When I was relocated, my father punished my grandfather and mother. Will he still believe me?"
"…"
Su Chen'an's words made Jiang Kuo speechless for a moment.
Because he also knew that what Su Chenan said just now was the truth, and His Majesty was definitely not a rude person.
"Grandfather, I want the kind of medicine you have in your hand."
Su Chenan reiterated his demands.
Everyone in this world will betray him, but he will not betray him.
Therefore, Su Chenan must hold Su Lixiao's lifeline and never let Su Lixiao have a glimmer of vitality.
"Okay, I'll give it to you."
Jiang Kuo looked at Su Chenan on the verge of collapse and finally gave him the medicine.
Yesterday, he thought that Su Chenan was drunk, so his emotions were fluctuating and on the verge of collapse.
Now it seems that the fifth prince has become obsessed with killing Su Lixiao. If he doesn't hand over the medicine, he may eventually start to distrust him.
"Fifth Prince, you have to remember that this medicine can be used to Su Lixiao, but you cannot expose yourself."
"Don't worry, grandfather, I'm not that stupid!"
Su Chen'an held the medicine he got from Jiang Kuo in his hand, and his eyes were covered with a three-point smell of blood.
He can finally let Su Lixiao die at his hands!
"Fifth Prince, don't be too anxious at this time. You should know that Su Lixiao has many eyes paying attention to him at the moment. If you approach him too deliberately at this time, you will eventually become the object of suspicion!"
Seeing Su Chen'an's eyes with obsession and vicious murderous intent, Jiang Kuo reminded him again.
"Grandfather, I must find someone who is not recruited
I will start with doubts. In another four or five days, it will be the palace banquet once every three months in the palace. At that time, I will take action at the palace banquet."
In order to show that he was a pure and benevolent emperor, his father would have a banquet for his ministers every three months, allowing the civil and military ministers in the court to have fun with the king.
Gongyan is a place where dragons and snakes are mixed, and no one will suspect Su Lixiao's poisoning.
"Okay, since you already have plans in your mind, I won't say much."
Although Jiang Kuo knew that the palace banquet was not an excellent opportunity to deal with Su Lixiao, if everything was really like what Su Chenan said just now, Jiang Kuo would not be willing to compromise for three or five years.
Su Chen'an took the poison and quickly left the Jiang Mansion through the side door.
He thought no one would notice his actions, but Su Lixiao's people kept watching Jiang Kuo and Su Chen'an's every move.
Therefore, the meeting between the two grandparents and grandchildren was not hidden from Su Lixiao's eyes and ears.
"Master, Jiang Kuo meets the fifth prince in private. It seems that all our previous speculations can be confirmed."
"Yun Fei can't figure it out. Since we have confirmed that Jiang Kuo did not really surrender to me, and the investigation of Prime Minister Lin's affairs has also been made clear. Master, as long as we report these two things to His Majesty, will Jiang Kuo and the Fifth Prince be able to catch them all in one place?"
To be continued...