The whole world becomes brighter,

The buildings in the distance, the asphalt road beneath my feet, and the thick sycamore trees beside the road, all looked so familiar.

Qin Guan suddenly turned around and finally realized that this was his university campus. Looking at himself again, the ancient robes had turned into a set of modern casual clothes.

Frowning deeply, he looked at this extremely familiar environment.

He knew very well that he was definitely not in the modern plane now, but in an illusion created by his inner demon.

Students walked past him in twos and threes holding books, chatting about topics of interest. When some girls saw him, they would unconsciously look at him a few more times, looking at this handsome and well-known dandy in the college.

From time to time, girls would chat secretly, then run away laughing and joking.

"Hi!"

Suddenly, a young and beautiful girl jumped up in front of Qin Guan and threatened him. Qin Guan's body froze, his eyes were dull, and he shouted two words, "Yuzhu."

"Why are you dazing here?"

The girl looked Qin Guan up and down with her big, smart eyes, then stretched out her hand to test Qin Guan's forehead, "I don't have a fever."

Seeing the person who once made him think about her day and night again, Qin Guan felt like he was losing control of his emotions. He unconsciously stepped forward and hugged the girl in front of him, and couldn't stop crying.

"Hey, hey, hey, what's wrong with you? Why are you crying? You are a grown man. If you cry here, you will be laughed at by your classmates."

"It's just that I haven't seen you for a day, and you miss me so much that you want to cry. This is not like the usual Qin Guan."

The girl hugged Qin Guan and said.

Qin Guan ignored the strange looks from the people around him and cried loudly while holding Yuzhu, like a wronged child. At this moment, Qin Guan's mind was completely lost.

When the girl saw the looks from the people around her, an embarrassed smile appeared on her face, "It's okay, it's okay, don't look at it, we are practicing for a performance." After saying that, she dragged Qin Guan and ran outside the school.

Yuzhu pulled Qin Guan into a taxi and went all the way to Qin Guan's residence. He found the key from his body and opened the door. After closing the door, Yuzhu looked at Qin Guan with a look of surprise and confusion.

asked: "What's wrong with you? Why did you suddenly lose control of your mood? Did something happen to you? It's okay. Just tell me and we will find a solution together."

Qin Guan's mood had stabilized slightly at this time. He looked at the girl in front of him, stretched out his arms to hug her tightly again, and murmured: "Yuzhu, don't leave me."

"I didn't want to leave you, what's wrong with you?" Yuzhu patted Qin Guan's back with her hand and asked in confusion. She felt that her boyfriend was very strange today.

"Okay, go wash your face, and I'll get you a glass of water."

Qin Guan came to the bathroom, prepared to wash his face, poured water on his face, and when he raised his head again, Qin Guan found that he in the mirror seemed to be several years younger, not in appearance, but in temperament.

Variety.

A little more childish than his usual temperament.

Qin Guan was stunned for a moment. Suddenly, he became alert, thinking that he was in a fantasy world of inner demons. This was not a real scene. What about Yuzhu?

Returning to the living room, I saw that the furnishings in my home were still the same as they were before Yuzhu left a few years ago. The pot of asparagus on the windowsill was still growing lush and green. Yuzhu bought it with him and kept it for more than half a year.

Later, the Polygonatum odoratum died, and the pot of Asparagus withered away not long after, and finally slowly became dry, and the tiny needle hairs on it fell off, turning the branches of the Asparagus into yellow.

Small branches.

In the end, my mother felt bad and moved the basin away.

Qin Guan can be 100% sure that all of this is an illusion, created by inner demons. He can only avoid being trapped here by investigating.

"Have a drink of water." Yuzhu's voice sounded from behind.

The moment Qin Guan turned around and saw Yuzhu, he was just ready to smash it all, but suddenly he was extremely unwilling to get up. At least, Yuzhu was here to accompany him.

He had several women, but he could never forget his first love, Yuzhu. He couldn't forget the beauty they had, he couldn't forget the painful feeling he felt holding her when she died, and he couldn't forget what happened after that.

miss.

Yuzhu's home is in Yunnan. The surname Yu is one of the four major surnames of the Dai people. Yuzhu is an authentic Dai girl. She was an orphan and grew up with her grandmother. After she was admitted to college, her grandmother also passed away.

However, Yuzhu was not immersed in sadness. Instead, she was a strong and optimistic girl, who was always full of sunshine. Qin Guan fell in love with this girl at the first sight when he saw her at school.

Qin Guan took the water and took a sip, his eyes still looking at the young and beautiful girl in front of him. The girl stiffened her nose and made a face at Qin Guan, "What's wrong with you? Why are you suddenly so out of control? You hugged me in school

I cry, you are embarrassed, you know, I tell you, you will definitely be on the campus headlines tomorrow."

After saying that, he laughed hahaha.

Qin Guan said nothing, just looked at him quietly.

Yuzhu saw Qin Guan in a daze, jumped over and sat next to Qin Guan, hugged his arm, let Qin Guan's head rest on his shoulder, patted his shoulder gently with her hand, and said like coaxing a child: "Be good.

La, don’t be unhappy, can you tell me what’s going on?”

Qin Guan raised his head, looked at the girl, and showed a slightly sad smile, "I just miss you very much. I miss you very much."

"I don't want to lose you, but there's nothing I can do." Qin Guan said.

The girl rolled her eyes and said, "Don't be unhappy. Do you still remember the plan I told you before? I'm going to go back to my hometown this summer. If you come with me then, I can take you to eat delicious snacks."

, celebrate our festival and live in Grandma’s bamboo house.”

"I'm thinking that when I work in the future, I will make a lot of money and then build a Hope Primary School in my hometown. When I was a child, I had to go over mountains and mountains to go to school. It was very hard. I don't want my younger brothers and sisters to have to work so hard."

The girl was talking to herself, but her voice was getting farther and farther away.

Qin Guan endured the feeling of heartache like needles and watched as the girl's figure gradually blurred and finally disappeared, while everything around him returned to chaos.

Qin Guan opened his eyes, tears streaming down his face.

He used great will to free himself from the inner demons. He was unwilling to leave. He wanted to stay with Yuzhu forever, but all this was illusion after all. But this feeling of giving up the obsession in his heart also made him feel

Extremely painful.
Chapter completed!