The air was gelatinous, suffocating and stuffy.

Ruan Zhen opened her lips, but couldn't utter a word. She could only look at Gu Huaizhi intently, feeling a little anxious. She wanted to see something from him, but she was afraid of seeing something.

At this moment, there is only a window screen between the two, which will collapse at the touch of it.

She maintained this posture, but tears flashed out of her eyes for no reason.

Ruan Zhen would know about this even if he didn't say it. It would be better if it came from him than from an outsider's mouth.

"Mu Hansheng is looking for you, I cut off the clues."

Sure enough, the young lady was stunned for a moment, and she lowered her eyes helplessly to look at the soles embroidered with delicate hibiscus flowers.

Su's hands held the handkerchief tightly and tightly, and soon, the nails dug red marks on the white and tender palms.

"oh."

Immediately afterwards, she couldn't control it, and big tears slid down her fair and delicate skin, one after another, falling into the lapel of her clothes, soaking it all.

She was just sad. She was so useless at that time. She was defeated cowardly and sought death.

The woman's red lips moved, with a small cry, and the unspeakable darkness and escape hidden in her heart finally condensed into one sentence: "I'm like this, why don't you hug me?"

As she spoke, she walked closer with small steps.

Gu Huaizhi stretched out his long arms and asked her to sit on his lap.

Ruan Zhen took advantage of the situation and rested his head on her shoulder.

Her voice was so soft that it broke when the wind blew: "I'm sorry."

Why should she apologize?

Is she wrong?

The world was so dirty that rumors and rumors could hurt people. Especially Ruan Zhen, who had low self-esteem at that time. The emotions in Gu Huaizhi's eyes were drained away at a speed visible to the naked eye.

"Gu Huaizhi." Her tone was a little dull, and she rubbed the hem of his clothes with her fingertips.

"Um?"

"Actually, I'm not good. I'm petty and don't want to recognize them. Is that okay?"

"good."

"I am now the wife of the chief minister, and I am respectable enough."

"Um."

She sniffed, tears stained her face, and her beautiful face looked a little confused and aggrieved: "Even though I admire his kindness, I just feel a little sad sometimes for no reason. Why is it that I am the one who is abandoned?"

My aunt said that I have been obedient and sensible since I was a child, but I am already so sensible. Do I deserve this? Or is this my destiny?"

If we didn't have those dreams, would we make the same mistakes again?

She thought, yes.

Gu Huai's jawline tightened, and his fingertips wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes.

"I'm not saying this to make you cry."

Ruan Zhen's nightmares are becoming more and more frequent. This is a mental illness. How could he not know?

But in order not to let him know, the young lady chose to hide it from him, just like in parallel time and space, she had known about the dirty and filthy words outside without saying a word and secretly cried many times behind his back.

When all the frustrations accumulate, what will happen?

He took Ruan Zhen's hand and placed it on his heart. Ruan Zhen sobbed softly while feeling the strong beating there.

"I can't control what other people do, but you must remember that you are here with me."

With his thin lips pressed against the white and tender ear of the woman, he looked a little unnatural, but he ensured that Ruan Zhen could hear every word he said in a low voice: "It's a gift that cannot be given after asking for it."

These words of love seemed to heal people and made Ruan Zhen forget to cry. The tears on her eyelashes were so pitiful that she could clearly see the man who was so close to her with tears in her eyes.

then,

She tried hard not to raise the corners of her mouth, and said in a low voice as if she was embarrassed: "Say it again."

Gu Huaizhi returned to his usual arrogance: "Don't push yourself too far."

"But I want to hear it again." She stretched out a thin white finger.

Gu Huaizhi folded the finger back indifferently.

"The children also want to listen."

"Then help me tell him that delusions are possible."

Ruan Zhen nestled in his arms:...

After she got off the carriage, her eyes were still slightly red, but fortunately it was dark at night and no one noticed her.

After dinner and a short rest, the group of people got on the carriage again. Listening to the sound of wheels rolling on the ground, Ruan Zhen's heart felt peaceful like never before.

She and Gu Huaizhi had nothing to hide.

Whatever she was secretly striving for was completely let go.

The rest of the journey was boring and boring until the carriage entered Lin'an City.

There are people who have been waiting for a long time and looking forward to it.

Sheng Qinan saw Changfeng riding the horse with sharp eyes, and immediately waved his hands and shouted: "Brother!"

He was dressed in blue silk, with the word "Buddha" in different fonts embroidered with golden silk thread on the hem of his clothes. A string of Buddhist beads hung on his wrist, and he was full of energy. This outfit looked very strange.

He was riding on a horse: "I'm here to pick you up!"

There was no movement in the carriage.

"Sister-in-law!"

Ruan Zhen poked out half of her face. Soon, she was pulled back by the people in the car.

Sheng Qinan: "Brother, you have gone too far! Just ignore me and forget about it. Why don't you let my sister-in-law talk to me? Can't you see me, a big living person, standing here?"

Finally got a reply.

"Then you can die."

Sheng Qinan was never discouraged. He looked at a carriage behind him and said happily: "Auntie!"

Sheng Wan opened the curtain and looked out. When she saw how he was dressed, she became angry. She frowned in disgust: "Disappear!"

Sheng Qinan, who was always disliked, was in extreme pain.

The female members of the Liu family were sent back to Taifu's Mansion from Changsu, Liu Weiran was sent back to Earl Yongyi's Mansion from Anqi, and Sheng Qinan could only leave in despair.

The situation has stabilized in the past few days. A few days ago, he got carried away with drinking and broke into Sheng Changling's study to reveal his true feelings.

——Father! My son, let me tell you directly, I have never given up on Fanshan Temple. I have already thought about the name of the Dharma. My name is Zhiqing because I have pure wisdom and perfect wisdom!

Got beaten up.

Such a thick rattan! It only falls on him!

Even after taking the medicine, the pain is still there, and his mother, who usually loves him, doesn't stop him and even lets him go.

——Hit him! Beat him hard! No matter how hard he beats him, the worst he can do is he will lose his son.

Sheng Qinan didn't understand. It was because Zhiqing didn't sound good! Wasn't he not outstanding enough?

He originally wanted to beg Gu Huaizhi, but it seemed that his plan was in vain. He was so miserable that he had nowhere to go, and unknowingly went to the General's Mansion again.

After turning around, I didn't see Mu Jiu's figure. Isn't she back?

Until, he heard these few conversations.

"What? The lady is not born to the madam?"

"How can this be false? The general just sent his wife back, and I heard that the imperial doctor has also arrived. The wife is in a daze and has a severe fever. She still doesn't wake up. The young general has been kneeling in the hospital and doesn't dare to get up."

"Now the servants are spreading rumors that something will change in the General's Mansion."

As they watched, the discussion became more and more intense, and the calm mother-in-law blocked their mouths with a cold face.
Chapter completed!