From the moment she woke up at the age of twelve, Gu Xiying kept such a secret alone. She was like a lone hero in this world. She could not even express her feelings to her family. She could not imagine how heartache that she would be if she knew that she was trapped by love in the future and ended up suffering. Will she even take her anger and take revenge in her heart?

The situation is not clear now, and everything is barely maintained under the appearance of peace. If you make the sharp blade that pulls the balance between the various parties, can you still live a stable life under attack from all directions?

Yes, what Gu Xiying wants now is to live a stable life.

On the day I woke up, I wanted to explore everything. I wanted to verify why I lived again, I wanted to verify King Zheng's ambitions, the conspiracy of Northern Zhou, and I wanted to tear apart the peaceful disguise for my family and tell all the undercurrents to the world.

But when you calm down and think about it, you can't. No matter how much your Majesty trusts his father, he is the father and son of King Zheng. No matter how noble the Tian family is among scholars, it will only be destroyed under the iron hoof.

If the conspiracy of the Northern Zhou Dynasty had been planned for many years, it would be impossible for a few words to be forced to hide without any trace. If they escaped this time, they would become ulterior motives, including the Duke of England and the soldiers who respected the Gu family, and would become ulterior motives and would not be able to argue.

Even if it is really revealed, what can happen? At this time, it is an enemy of Northern Zhou and immediately turns against each other. In addition to facing Western borders, Qi must also be guarded against Northern Zhou. Pushing the ally of Northern Zhou to the opposite side, Qi has no chance of winning with one or two, not to mention Nan Chen who has been sharpening his sword behind him.

The cost of war is based on the efforts of the people of the world. But the struggle at this time is for future peace, not just for the enemy of the world.

Gu Xiying understood this truth and increasingly speculated that Your Majesty would not be unaware of the conspiracy and ambitions of the Northern Zhou Dynasty. Now he just wants to be gentle and win over, and to completely solve the Western Xinjiang first, so he will not worry that the Northern Zhou Dynasty will not be able to recognize the situation.

Gu Xiying thought about it day by day, but in the end he could only let go of all the impulses. He only thought about predicting one or two at the key points, protecting his family, lover, and more people.

But it is really tiring to keep a huge secret. Loneliness and powerlessness continue to invade. In addition, I am not a quiet person and cannot stay in my door every day.

For a moment, Gu Xiying felt that it would be great if someone shared his secrets together.

She looked at the worry in Song Jing's eyes and said, "Since I recovered from my illness, I have often dreamed. This past half a month has been very frequent. I can't remember many scenes in the dream, but there is always a feeling of decline and desolation with me. Sometimes it is really weird, and I will cry when I wake up from my dream. But the people around me don't hear this shout."

Gu Xiying's narration was a bit strange, and Song Jing almost thought that he was sick and weak.

Gu Xiying seemed to guess Song Jing's thoughts and shook her head, "At first, I thought it was a nightmare. I thought it was a bit embarrassing, so I didn't show off. But gradually, the feeling in the dream became real again. There were always a few scenes that lingered me over and over again, making me feel familiar in the dream, but sometimes I woke up clear, sometimes blurry, and sometimes I simply remember nothing. It was just very difficult, and it seemed that I had not fallen asleep and climbed the mountain all night. I was really tired when I woke up.

I have received the conch you brought today in my dreams. But it’s not now, and I don’t know how many of them are there, but I clearly remember that you said that I have prepared one for me every year since I was eight years old, and you have never mentioned it to anyone. I was afraid that I would feel shallow when I said it was given to me, and I was a little shy when I lifted it.”

Gu Xiying narrated her dreams intermittently, but she did not deceive Song Jing. These dreams were indeed only possible because of the memories of her previous life.

Song Jing knew that even if Gu Xiying was only twelve years old, she would not be a fool who could not tell the difference between dreams and reality, especially when Gu Xiying talked about conch, Song Jing was also surprised.

I didn't say much about preparing the next conch for Gu Xiying every year when I took it out. Even Brother Wang didn't know about this. I didn't have the nerve to deliver this gadget with Wu Yue's tribute, and I really felt that I couldn't do it.

Song Jing thought for a while, if he hadn't come to Jingyang this time, would he give this? If he hadn't had the chance to come to Jingyang, he would probably give it to her in front of Asi and the hairpin.

Song Jing left a little and was distracted, but Gu Xiying continued, "There is also a day that was scheduled for the Western Expedition, but on the day I woke up, I knew that the day when the army went to the expedition would be scheduled for April 18th. It just flashed through my mind, not very clear. But I just knew."

"I heard some old people say in Wuyue that some people dream of some scenes in their dreams, as if they had experienced them, and then they would actually encounter them at some point. From small to rain when they went out, to big enough to predict accidents. This is not so groundless? Why can't you tell your uncle and aunt?" Song Jing was a little puzzled. He spoke softly, as if he was really comforting Gu Xiying. You are not special, you just have some adventures.

Many people, especially children in their teens, are afraid of abnormalities. They would rather be an ordinary person themselves. Song Jing knows.

"Yes, the days when I woke up, the Imperial Doctors often came to ask for pulses. I asked inadvertently, and they said that because I was weak and thoughtful, they said that they would repeat the questions I was thinking during the day in my dreams, and that no one knew how far I could go. If I had judged things accurately on weekdays, the more accurate I would have in my dreams. When it really happened, I would have experienced it in my mind, so there was the illusion of predicting prophecy. It was because I was too smart."

The distressed Gu Xiying said, but the sentence was too smart. Song Jing originally frowned, and the more he heard it, the more he felt reasonable. At first, he actually asked Gu Xiying, "Then you are extremely smart, so what do you think?"

Gu Xiying laughed out loud with a "puff" sound.

"This is just the beginning. If this is the case, I wouldn't have so many worries. Recently, when I dream again, I can always see someone leaving me. In my dream, I seem to be much older than now. I can't see clearly the person who left me. Whenever I want to identify him, I will wake up. The man is tall and big, like a general. I am very sad. I can't shout, and I can't step on my legs. I'm extremely anxious, but I can't do anything." Gu Xiying certainly knew who the person who left me in her dream was, but she didn't say it.

"The military generals you know are just people under my uncle and uncle's command. No matter how many people are familiar with each other, there are not many. But if you say sadness, you may be your cousin." Song Jing helped analyze. "My uncle has already been lifted, and my cousin is in poor health. If so..."

Gu Xiying did not correct him, but followed his words and said, "If this is the case, they all have to go on a horse. Then how can I not be sad? What will happen to this situation? I dare not think about it."

Yes. Song Jing nodded. He didn't dare to think about it either.

"And in my dreams, I always feel that my life is not very good." Gu Xiying sighed lightly, with endless sadness.

Song Jing widened his eyes, "Why is it a bad method? Who dares to make you live a bad life!"

"Don't be excited, it's just a dream." Gu Xiying angrily said, "Last night, I also had a strange dream. I dreamed that what I asked was not human. A wedding banquet became a farce. My parents and brothers were gone. The soldiers and horses were in trouble and paniced. I woke up some of them. So I felt very good when you just hung the bead curtain."

Originally, Song Jing should be proud of her heart. But when she heard Gu Xiying say that she was entrusted with someone, her heart was raised again. She opened her mouth and wanted to ask something, but she didn't dare to ask. She could only add another cup of tea soup on her own. Gudou and drank it, as if Song Jing had just said a lot of things.
Chapter completed!