Chen Qingluo's hands were very small and cold. He placed them in the palm of Wang Zixu's hand, accounting for only half of the capacity.

She took the initiative to bring it over, and Wang Zixu didn't have time to react and dared not react.

At that moment, his brain instantly helped him sign an unequal treaty and ceded the hand to her. He just lowered his hands, feeling the little hand in his palm exerting a little force.

The next journey was like a dream. After the two walked out the door, they naturally separated. The symptoms of his feet on cotton were slightly relieved and his eyes could face the upper part of the body again.

Wang Zixu didn't ask her what it meant to hold me, and Chen Qingluo did not deny that it was interesting to hold you. Neither of them spoke.

In this silence, a faint sense of guilt and guilt are growing.

Who are you? You can't be too close to any opposite sex! You could have deceived yourself into having a clear conscience, but what about now?

Wang Zixu felt that he was sorry for his wife. But this matter could not be made public. If he said it, Chen Qingluo would become an accomplice. If he was guilty, he could bear it with all his strength. He was unwilling to let her get involved in his guilt.

But Chen Qingluo obviously thought of it with him. This is a sin of thought. As long as you have that kind of thought, you will commit a sin. Although the depth of your thoughts is a state of no one to judge, your conscience will make them condemn themselves.

After a while, Chen Qingluo spoke:

"How did you know her?"

Prince Xu was stunned for a moment before saying:

"In a flower shop. I broke up with Zhang Qian at that time, and I got to chat with her and gradually became familiar with her..."

"Ning Chunyan said, because of Zhang Qian, you have suffered a big blow."

"Did she say that? To be honest, no."

Chen Qingluo turned to look at him: "Is this arrogance or a stubborn person?"

Her breathing was a little rapid just now, but now she calmed down, and she tried to relax her expression on her face, as if she was talking about an old friend’s embarrassing thing.

Wang Zixu realized that this was the first time he talked to her about his wife.

"It's not a stubborn person or a stubborn person. By the way, there's no difference between the two." Wang Zixu scratched the back of his head. "Actually, I haven't known how to explain this matter, but fortunately no one needs me to explain it."

"I want to hear it."

Chen Qingluo stared at him seriously: "I want to hear it."

The only person in this world who is qualified to ask him to explain is his wife. Chen Qingluo is not qualified to ask for explanation either. But she said she wanted to hear it. It was out of her own willfulness.

Since she wants to hear it, there is nothing she can do.

"I had just graduated and my dad was urging me to get married. Zhang Qian was forced to give me the same way as he assigned a task."

"What is the assignment?"

"He has an unusual obsession with letting me date Zhang Qian. If I don't obey him... the consequences will be very serious."

"Why are you obsessed with?"

"He thinks that men should get married as soon as possible, and thinks that marriage is the only way to turn the tables in life."

"You like Zhang Qian." She used a statement.

"Don't like it." Wang Zixu denied the statement.

"But you've been dating for half a year."

"It's also because of my father's obsession."

"But you broke up."

“…”

If it is just a father's obsession, there is no need to date; if you want to satisfy your father's obsession, you should not break up like this. There are too many things that cannot be justified in Wang Zixu's words.

At this point, even Chen Qingluo herself discovered that her tone looked like a question, and had become disconnected from the category of "wanting to listen". She was asking him to give an explanation.

But she couldn't care about this anymore. She just stared at him, as if determined to knock on his mouth in one go.

Wang Zixu sighed.

“Because, I’ve been lying to him.

"I told him that Zhang Qian and I were still dating.

"Until now, he still thought that I was dating Zhang Qian. I didn't try to correct his idea."

Chen Qingluo's eyes slightly rebuked: "Why do you want this?"

Wang Zixu swallowed: "I can't say it."

"Do you can't say it, or don't want to say it."

"I want to say. I can't say."

“Even if it’s not for me?”

This sentence is even more transcendent. But Wang Zixu doesn't mind.

"I don't know if I should let you know."

"I thought," Chen Qingluo took a deep breath, "Today you came to apologize to me for registration in "Get" but didn't tell me about this."

Wang Zixu weighed the pros and cons, and finally spoke with difficulty and said softly:

"Because he has a mental illness."

"My dad, he has mental illness and schizophrenia." Wang Zixu repeated again.

Chen Qingluo didn't say anything.

"But his level is mild, the number of cases is not many, and the situation is getting better. There is a local mental hospital in Xihe, and all patients sent in are becoming less and less adults. I can't bear to send him there. I talked to him about his illness, but he may not always remember it. When he doesn't remember it, he is happier."

After Wang Zixu finished speaking, he apologized and smiled at her: "He is a very strong person. If everyone knows that he is sick, neighbors will inevitably point fingers, which is even more unfavorable to his condition. So I kept it from it."

Chen Qingluo asked: "Is the obsession you mentioned because he is sick?"

"Yes, paranoid," Wang Zixu Qiang laughed, "I told him that I don't like Zhang Qian. He had a big opinion and almost cut off his neighbor. Later, he even alarmed the unit. So I kept lying to him, and Zhang Qian and I were always there."

Chen Qingluo was silent for a long time before saying, "Zhang Qian did not object."

"She knew her father's illness. Although she never looked down on me and had problems of one kind or another, she never started with my father's point and had a little conscience."

"So you don't hate her."

"I don't hate it." Wang Zixu said, "but the things she uses her power for personal gain are two different things."

"Why is Zhang Qian?" Chen Qingluo asked.

"Because Zhang Qian has a stipulation."

This answer sounds very nonsensical, but it is actually very reasonable. If you think about it carefully, it is sad.

Although the root cause of my father's illness was planted more than ten years ago, it completely broke out, which was somewhat affected by Wang Zixu's staffing problem.

He often thought that if he had been a little more mature at the beginning, if he hadn't said so many angry words at the beginning, and if he hadn't thrown all the responsibilities on him, maybe things wouldn't have become like this.

Unfortunately, there is no if in the world. If it happens, it happens, and you can only accept it.

Chen Qingluo asked: "Is it okay to leave him alone in Xihe now?"

"I lived with him a long time ago. After separation, his condition improved. His heart was in the environment. After leaving the original environment, his mentality improved a lot."

"Because there were too many regrets in the original environment."

"Because there was too much pain in the original environment."

After Wang Zixu said that, he said, "I think myself is also one of the root causes of his pain."

"You yourself." Chen Qingluo repeated blankly.

"Because I am a son who is unpromising," Wang Zixu said with a smile. "When he sees me who is unpromising, he seems to see himself who is unpromising."

Chen Qingluo lowered her head and looked at her toes quietly.

"It's not a bad future."

Wang Zixu forced a smile. If you use too much of this sentence, it becomes a meme, but if you use it here, you can't save it even if you have a funny analysis.

Chen Qingluo looked up at him: "He has a promising future because he gave birth to you; you have a promising future because... you are you."

Wang Zixu made himself tough and turned his head away from looking at her, not touching her eyes, and avoiding greater fluctuations in his heart. He said:

"I bought the house he had rented. He lived there, had friends and neighbors, and I asked them to help take care of him and went back every once in a while. That's all that I could do."

"Um."

The two walked silently for a while, and Chen Qingluo asked:

"Do you love your wife?"

"I'm very grateful to her. If it weren't for her, I might not have been able to survive that time."

"Do you miss her now?"

"It's strange, I don't miss her very much. I think of her, but I don't miss her."

Wang Zixu said again: "You must think I am ruthless. I was also surprised. Why am I like this? But I really didn't think of her. I was just thinking, where did she go?"

Wang Zixu finally said: "If she comes back, I will be very happy."
To be continued...