Chapter 309 Your People (Part 1)

At this moment, there were already many people around. Xiao Lei carried Lei Doudou back to the pastry shop. The manager of the pastry shop witnessed all this just now and realized that Xiao Lei was actually a distinguished guest of the Yue family leader. He was extremely frightened and nodded and asked Xiao Lei to go upstairs. Xiao Lei told him not to let others go upstairs, and the man agreed immediately, and simply ordered someone to close the store and not accept outsiders.

When Xiao Lei went upstairs, he found that Lin Shanshan had woken up, sitting there whispering something to Yuehua, but there were faint tears on her face. Seeing Xiao Lei walk up from afar, Lin Shanshan trembled, and her eyes showed a look that made Xiao Lei feel distressed.

Xiao Lei sighed and pulled Lei Doudou over. The two of them looked at each other for a few seconds. Yuehua next to him saw it, quietly pulled Lei Doudou over, and whispered: "Auntie takes you to have pastries, okay?"

The child was very clever and left Yuehua without saying a word.

"You... are you doing well now?" Xiao Lei was silent for a long time before finally saying this. After saying it, he immediately scolded himself for being stupid.

Lin Shanshan is with her children alone, and her life is obviously very embarrassing. How can she call the word "good"?

Sure enough, Lin Shanshan didn't speak immediately when she heard this question. She just looked at Xiao Lei indifferently, and a distressing smile appeared on the corner of her mouth: "It's okay."

Xiao Lei sighed and stretched out his hand to hug Lin Shanshan, but for some reason, he felt a little timid in his heart. The hand stretched out, but he didn't dare to press it on Lin Shanshan's shoulder for a long time. He had to shrink back embarrassedly and whisper: "I...I know, it's a pain for you."

Lin Shanshan's eyes became more complicated. She looked at Xiao Lei and slowly shook her head: "I don't have any hardship."

"I'm looking for you, do you know?"

"Know."

"I...sorry..."

"Need not."

“…”

“…”

After a simple conversation, the two fell into silence. Xiao Lei felt a little anxious. He felt as if he had a lot of words, but when he really faced Lin Shanshan, he couldn't say a word. The other party's eyes made him feel distressed, and made him feel guilty and difficult to speak.

Finally, after brewing for a long time, he ate and said, "Children...the child is very cute and pleasing..."

Lin Shanshan was silent for a while, suddenly raised her head, looked into Xiao Lei's eyes, and showed a serious expression on her face: "You... do you like him?"

"I like it!" Xiao Lei nodded immediately.

Lin Shanshan finally showed a hint of joy and happiness in her eyes, and she whispered: "He is my life."

After pausing, she spoke again and suddenly asked directly: "Then... can you take good care of him in the future?"

"Of course!" Xiao Lei replied very simply: "He is my child! I will treat him like a baby!" He smiled and said, "Baoer also happens to have a younger brother."

Lin Shanshan showed a smile on her lips and nodded: "Then I'm relieved."

Lin Shanshan's tone made Xiao Lei feel a little dissatisfied. He subconsciously felt that the atmosphere was a little uncomfortable, so he immediately changed the topic and said, "Lei Hu and Ruhua are married."

"I know." Lin Shanshan nodded.

"Well, you should know that you have been in Nandu City. The news of their marriage has been reported on TV." Xiao Lei sighed, looked at Lin Shanshan's weak eyes, and couldn't help but feel soft. He grabbed Lin Shanshan's hands and whispered: "... Have you blamed me in your heart? I've only come to you now... Have you blamed me?"

Lin Shanshan was extremely docile, letting Xiao Lei hold his hands, his eyes were gentle, and he whispered: "Why would I blame you? I was the one who wanted to leave you... I also avoided you when you came to me this time."

Xiao Lei shook his head: "But I know, you have suffered a lot. You..."

Lin Shanshan said softly: "It doesn't matter, I'm willing."

Xiao Lei felt as if something was blocking his heart, and felt very uncomfortable. Lin Shanshan in front of him spoke so gently, seemingly gentle, but it seemed to be deliberately separated from him, as if he was deliberately escaping his eyes, as if he was adding a layer of protective clothing to himself. He was at a loss, grabbed his head hard, and smiled bitterly: "Shanshan...you..."

Lin Shanshan looked at him, and this time there was a little more warmth in her eyes. She sighed softly, and suddenly leaned over and leaned gently on Xiao Lei's shoulder.

"Little Lei..."

This call, like a cry, rang in Xiao Lei's ears, but Xiao Lei's heart seemed to melt. He simply turned over Lin Shanshan's body, hugged it hard, and hugged it tightly: "Shanshan... I've found you. Don't leave me, okay? OK?"

Lin Shanshan froze, then raised her eyes and looked at Xiao Lei, and did not nod or shake her head, but lowered her head and said softly: "Did you have annoyed me when I left you?"

"I... didn't. I just couldn't figure it out."

Lin Shanshan buried her head in Xiao Lei's arms, her voice a little vague: "Xiao Lei... I'm very scared... I'm afraid that if I'm too obsessed with you, I'll be reluctant to leave you. That night was the happiest night in my life. But I knew I was not worthy of... I don't deserve to stay by your side, I don't deserve to stand by your side. There should be someone around you who is more qualified to accompany you than me..."

"Nothing nonsense...nothing nonsense..." Xiao Lei said softly.

"I don't..." Lin Shanshan struggled for a moment, and she still buried her head in Xiao Lei's arms, her voice even more vague: "I didn't talk nonsense... Lei... I really want to be by your side, I really want to be able to look at you every day. I like you hug me, I like you smile at me, and I like you to make me happy... But I know I'm not worthy... I'm very scared. The look you look at me is so clean... But I know I'm not clean anymore. I'm willing to serve you... But I'm not worthy, really not worthy. It's enough for you to love me that night that night, it's enough for me to remember..."

Xiao Lei suddenly became a little angry. He grabbed Lin Shanshan's shoulder hard and made her straight up, but unexpectedly saw the tears on Lin Shanshan's face, two tears on her cheeks, her nose gently shook, biting her lips gently, and the eyes were filled with the look that made Xiao Lei feel distressed.

Looking at this face, Xiao Lei suddenly swallowed everything he wanted to say, bent down, gently kissed the tears on her cheek with his lips, and then felt the trembling of the skin on Lin Shanshan's face inch by inch, and finally pressed down on those red lips...

Kiss once every three years.

Lin Shanshan's body was obviously a little panicked, and her body began to tremble. Her arms pressed against Xiao Lei's neck, but her body fell down. Xiao Lei opened her arms and hugged her petal-like fragrance. After this long kiss that almost made Lin Shanshan suffocate, Xiao Lei raised his head and quietly looked at the flush on Lin Shanshan's face and intoxicated eyes. Suddenly, he murmured softly in her ear: "Shanshan... would you please stay by my side?"

"Well..." Lin Shanshan seemed to be a little confused, and instinctively hugged Xiao Lei's neck with both hands, and was about to say yes. But suddenly her body stiffened, and her eyes quickly returned to clear light. She glanced at Xiao Lei in a complicated way, gritted her teeth, and then slowly shook her head.

Xiao Lei wanted to say something, but Lin Shanshan said first: "Xiao Lei... I really want it... I really want it... But I can't." She smiled, and tears were left on her face: "I know you don't mind my past... I know you feel sorry for me... But I can't convince myself! I can't convince myself... Xiao Lei... Do you know? The days I followed you are the happiest days... But almost every night, I dream of those men... They point at me, call me a bitch, call me a bitch, and I'm a slut..." She began to cry out: "Lei... I don't deserve to be your side, I don't deserve to be your woman. I know that there are many outstanding women around you, so they are qualified to be with you..."

Xiao Lei was a little angry, grabbed Lin Shanshan hard and shouted: "No! No! I don't care! You must stay by my side! You don't want to leave no matter what you say this time! Don't want to leave me!"

"Lei..." Lin Shanshan begged: "You... please leave me some self-esteem, okay? I beg you... take the child away... let him follow you, and I feel relieved... you can take him away..."

Xiao Lei said arrogantly: "If it doesn't work, it's not possible! I want the small ones, and I want the big ones too! Both of you must go back with me! Don't think about going anywhere!" Then he changed into a gentle voice and whispered: "Shanshan...is also considered whether I begged you? Do you know that after getting your news, I will not be thinking about you for a day... If you let you walk away from me again, will I still have happy days in the future? Can I be worthy of myself?"

Lin Shanshan hesitated for a moment and suddenly whispered: "Xiao Lei... Then... I don't treat your woman as your lover, okay? I don't treat you as your lover, okay? I don't treat you as your wife, don't treat you as your lover? If you miss me, come and see me. I just follow you secretly, I don't treat you as a status, I don't treat you as anything, okay? I'll treat you as your lover, okay?"

"Shanshan!!" Xiao Lei said angrily: "Why do you despise yourself so much?!"

"No... I'm not despising myself... I'm afraid. I'm afraid that after going back with you, I'll be inferior to others and other women who see you... I'll be inferior to myself." Lin Shanshan suddenly struggled hard and sat up, hugged Xiao Lei's face, kissed his cheek, lips, and forehead, and begged: "Please... Xiao Lei, I'll be grateful for... If you really need me, would I be your lover? I don't want to go back with you..."
Chapter completed!