“It seems like there is a power outage.”

Xiao Lei pulled Lin Shanshan into the room, which was his original old house.

Lin Shanshan was silent for a while in the darkness and said softly: "How long have we not been back? I haven't paid the electricity bill for so long, so of course the power is off."

Xiao Lei also smiled and said, "Damn, everything costs money these days." But he didn't pay attention. When he said this, Lin Shanshan's body trembled slightly.

The door that was demolished by Lei Huo once was installed, but the house was empty and there was nothing. Although there were some simple furniture, it could be seen that it was messy and dirty, and there were thick dust accumulated in many places.

Xiao Lei took out a lighter and lighted it up. The flames jumped and reflected on the faces of the two people. The shadow seemed to be shaking on the wall.

"Are you cold?" Xiao Lei gently pinched Lin Shanshan's hand, but found that the other party was shaking even harder.

"It's not cold." Lin Shanshan said she was not cold, but her body was closer to Xiao Lei.

The two walked into the room, Xiao Lei thought for a while and said, "I have a way."

He took off the sheet on the bed, then turned over and spread the ash side on the floor, and smiled and said, "Sit down."

The two young men sat on the ground, the flames of the lighter trembled, and Xiao Lei could clearly see Lin Shanshan's long legs curled up carefully, forming a graceful curve.

Leaning against the cool wall, Xiao Lei extinguished the lighter. In the darkness, his eyes looked at the ceiling and murmured: "It's still comfortable here. It's a little dirty and messy, but it's always his own place."

Lin Shanshan said nothing.

Xiao Lei smiled and said, "Why don't you talk? Am I a little strange? But I really think so. Although the villa in Nanshan is spacious, I still like my own home. It seems like I feel a little unhappy today. The first place I think of is my old house and my own home."

Lin Shanshan lowered her head, but said softly: "I don't have my own home."

Xiao Lei heard that Lin Shanshan's voice was a little bleak, hesitated for a moment, and whispered: "Lin Shanshan, tonight... I know you have something to worry about... Let me talk to you. Tell me something about you."

Lin Shanshan raised her face, and the moonlight shone on her face from the window. She smiled reluctantly: "Do you really want to hear it?"

The girl pursed her lips, her eyes with a few memories, and then she slowly began to tell.

"My affairs are nothing strange, very simple... it's really simple. When I was very young, my parents didn't. My father was a seafarer. He never came back after going to sea... It's not a shipwreck. But you know, the life of a seafarer is a bit complicated. He once secretly transported some smuggled items, but he never came back after going to sea. I don't know why. When I was young, I heard my mother mention it, but she didn't know the truth very well. Some people said that my father was beaten to death because of smuggling drugs by gangs. Some people said that my father was killed in an overseas port because of gambling and conflicts with the local gangsters... Anyway, there are several statements. I don't know very much. Anyway, I don't have any impression of him in my heart, no matter how I saw him. I saw my father's photos when I was young, but the man in the photo was very strange in my heart."

"My mother is just an ordinary woman. She was probably very beautiful when she was young, but I had never seen her when she was young. After her father died, life in our family was always very difficult. At that time, I only... Well, it seems that she was only six years old, that is, Baoer was as old as her. One day, when I came back from outside, I had a lot of people at home and many relatives who were rarely seen on weekdays. Later I found out that my mother died. She had asthma originally, but for money, she had to clean cotton yarn and tung tungsten in a textile factory every day. As a result, it caused respiratory diseases..."

Lin Shanshan spoke very slowly. Her tone was very calm, but silent tears flowed out of the corners of her eyes. Xiao Lei sighed secretly, without saying anything, but stretched out his fingers to wipe away the tears on her face.

"When I was seven years old, I started living with a relative. They treated me... Forget it, let's not talk about them." Lin Shanshan's seemingly relaxed words seemed to be filled with a bit of vicissitudes: "Later, when I was fourteen, I went to middle school..." When I said this, Lin Shanshan's tone paused significantly, the muscles on her cheeks trembled slightly, and her eyes were a little flustered.

"At that time, there was a boy in the school who liked me very much. Well, it should be said that many boys liked me very much. The boy's family was very rich. He invited me to dinner, to movies, to desserts. I... I was not very sensible at the time, and I had a hard time since I was a child. He was also very good to me. He invited me to dinner in those high-end places and to movies... Do you know? The money for a movie ticket can make me have a week's lunch. I was very stupid at the time and thought that a boy liked me and was so kind to me, so he really liked him.

One night, he took me home and thought..." Lin Shanshan frowned, her eyes a little scared, and she whispered: "He thought...but I was very scared, and I refused, so he turned against me. He said a lot of bad things, scolded me for being ungrateful and wanted to use force on me. I didn't know how to do it at that time, so I kicked him in chaos and ran away, so that he didn't let him succeed. The next day I realized that the boy didn't really like me. He just bet with a group of friends and said that he could only trick me into chang in a month..."

Lin Shanshan sighed and suddenly smiled, but she smiled coldly: "This is the way these rich children are. Although they are hateful, I just tried to hide from them at that time, and there was no problem... Until one day later..." Lin Shanshan hesitated for a moment, and she gently bit her lips: "The relative who adopted me has a son, three years older than me. That guy is a beast. One night, he sneaked into my room and wanted to treat me..."

Xiao Lei immediately understood and said angrily: "Damn it! Beast!"

She glanced at Xiao Lei, and suddenly a strange smile appeared on her face: "He didn't succeed, because after almost being deceived by that rich child, I used to sleeping with a pair of scissors under the pillow! That night, the beast wanted to hang out to me... I stabbed him hard!" Lin Shanshan said here, with a hint of sadness in her eyes: "Later, his parents woke up and saw his son being injured, lying in my room with blood. They knew what was going on, but they beat me hard... My relative, the father of the beast, actually slapped me hard for more than ten times with a belt, calling me a bitch!"

Xiao Lei was angry and cursed: "Where are they? I'll vent my anger for you!"

Lin Shanshan looked at Xiao Lei, shook her head, and said, "No need. There are so many despicable and shameless people in the world, so they will naturally be retribution. I have never seen the family again since then. That night, I ran out alone and never went back. So... I don't have a home, really no home."

Xiao Lei looked at Lin Shanshan a few times, frowned, but gently stretched out his hand to hold her in his arms.

Lin Shanshan closed her eyes, as if she was enjoying the feeling of hugging.

After a while, she slowly spoke again: "But I am a girl, only fourteen years old, and I sat on the road for a day and a night, walking around, without even a coin in my pocket..."

Lin Shanshan's eyes became cold. The smile on her face was a little nervous, but her eyes were pitiful...

"Who are my first man? Let me tell you, it was the boy who wanted to lie to me to chang! That rich child! He bought me for one night with 10,000 yuan!"

Xiao Lei suddenly felt a hint of sadness in his heart. Lin Shanshan's tone was so calm, as if she was telling someone else's story.

Lin Shanshan glanced at Xiao Lei and said lightly: "Do you look down on me? But I had no choice at that time... I had no place to sleep, and I didn't eat from morning to night. I walked around the streets. At that time, I was very confused. I didn't know where I was going, I didn't know where I should live at night, and I didn't know how I could eat the next meal... But at night, I walked to a street. There were many women on that street, and those women were really out.

When I came to be a lady, I stood on the street and watched them for an hour. They had beautiful clothes, beautiful high heels, and they had money to eat and have a place to sleep... At that time, I figured it out, or rather, I thought I had figured it out. I ran to find the rich boy who had wanted to trick me into the chang. I said to him, do you want me? Give me 10,000 yuan, I am yours. Then, I went with him to a hotel room."

It seemed like a long time later, and it seemed like just a moment, I heard Lin Shanshan continue to tell...

"I have no money, no place to live, and I don't even know where to eat my next meal. Then, I could only promise that rich child in the school... to be his woman, his lover, his mistress, his raised canary..."

Lin Shanshan shed tears silently. She suddenly wiped the corners of her eyes, smiled a little, and said, "Many people look down on me, well, or in school, no one looks down on me. Everyone thinks I am a woman who cheats money by betraying myself... I am already numb, really numb. But God still tortures me enough... Let me meet you... When I met you that day... I was taking some money to pay the tuition and my rent. But

My bag was robbed, and I really don't know what to do... That night, you took me in. Actually, you didn't know. That night, I was supposed to go to see someone else... to meet the guy who gave me money. Even that night, I thought about it, wondering if you would touch my room in the middle of the night... If you came to me that night, but in the middle of the night, you ran into my room to help me catch mice, I would know that you are not a bad person."

She stretched out her hand, gently stroked Mo Xiaolei's eyes, and murmured: "You always say that you are a rogue and a bad person, but I know that your eyes are cleaner than anyone else. Some of the other men pretend to look down on me, some smile on the surface, and they have those dirty thoughts in their hearts... But I can feel that no matter what their expressions look like, in their hearts and their eyes, they just want to take off my clothes!"

"That night, I even thought about it. If you come to me tonight, I will give myself to you! I... am I a very despicable woman?" Lin Shanshan murmured: "Maybe it is."

Then her tone gradually became colder: "The next day, after you got out, I secretly took your money and found that man, the man who spent money to buy me as his lover. I said I don't want to continue to be his lover in the future. I'm enough, I don't want to be a ghost anymore, I want to be a human."

She cried, very sad and very sad.

"He scolded me and beat me, but I didn't care. I didn't even shed a single tear, and my mind was always thinking about your eyes. I like the eyes you looked at me that day, without contempt, no other colors... It looked very clear." Lin Shanshan sighed quietly: "Fortunately, I am different this time. I have saved a little money and barely allowed myself to starve to death. I wear the cheapest clothes, eat the simplest food, and live in the cheapest house. Every day I go to the supermarket to work, earn one or four cents an hour... But... people in the school still think I am a bitch, and I am... a bitch!" She smiled sadly, and her eyes were full of despair.

She suddenly stared at Xiao Lei and whispered: "When I have money, I will go find you. I want to return the money I took you...that money is all earned by me and saved by me...really! Then every penny is clean...all clean...clean..."

Xiao Lei sighed and whispered: "Okay, don't say it anymore... I really shouldn't let you say this..."

"No!" Lin Shanshan suddenly said with great force: "No! I want to say! I want to tell you! Xiao Lei... I must tell you this!!"

She suddenly hugged Xiao Lei like crazy, her body trembling as if it was a leaf in the wind and rain: "Xiao Lei, I am not a pure girl, I am not a clean woman... Tian Ke'er is more beautiful than me, and Xiaoqing is more beautiful than me... They are all nobler than me, and more suitable for you than me... I know, I really know in my heart... But... But..."

She was already crying and cried in Xiao Lei's ear: "But, I really like you... I really like you..."

After Lin Shanshan finished saying this, she suddenly seemed to have made up some great determination. She hugged Xiao Lei and pushed hard, and then pressed on Xiao Lei's body. In the dark, a pair of soft and trembling lips pressed on Xiao Lei's mouth. A slender hand held Xiao Lei's palm, and then led him to explore the girl's soft body...-
Chapter completed!