Chapter 629 Mature
"I still have important things to do recently, and I really can't separate myself. Otherwise, I wouldn't have left just after I arrived at the Hot Spring Pass." Akdes looked regretful.
"That's a pity. I want to explore with you again. I think you should encounter any difficult things. If you need them, you can come to me. If you can't help you with big things, you will be fine." Su Ye said.
"My business is a big deal, it's too difficult. However, if you can continue to write dramas like "Zachary" and continue to create techniques like papermaking and movable type printing, you're helping me." Akdes looked at Su Ye with encouragement in his eyes.
Su Ye reached out and patted Akdes on the shoulder and said, "Look, your identity as a legend is revealed as soon as you speak. How can ordinary people consider problems from such a high level? I think, some of you have legends, sometimes you just carry too much. In fact, there is no problem with carrying too much. The problem is that you are also human beings and will be confused. When you are confused, just let yourself go, be a slave or something. If you want to do it, do what you really want to do. You are like this, and so is General Mithayard. He obviously wants to go to the War God Mountain to beat those nobles, but he still shrinks, not like a man!"
Su Ye has returned to his lazy appearance, as if he is chatting with an old friend.
"If you were Mithayard, would you dare to do that?" Akdes asked laughed and crying.
"Dare. If I were Mitayad, I would dare to point at everyone in the War God Mountain to curse. Anyway... they are the backward forces that were overthrown after all." Su Ye shrugged.
"I have heard what you say in Mithayad, including what you say at Plato Academy, very...crazier, more crazy than me, more crazy than anyone else. But, you have to know that there is too much in this world that we can do nothing about." Akdes sighed.
Su Ye looked at Akdes in surprise and said, "Didn't you think about it when you speak?"
Akdes frowned and then stared at Su Ye seriously.
Su Ye took out the paper and magic pen from the Ring of Space and handed it to Akdes.
"You draw a vertical line in the center of the white paper, divide the paper into two, write on the left, 'What I did, what I could have done, what I could have seized the opportunity', and the right, 'Things I absolutely can't do'. Just write on the past, write on the small thing, even if it's a small thing to earn a copper owl, even if it's a swear word of your own, as long as you can remember it, write it out. Don't worry, I won't read it, and when you write, use divine power to block it. Don't look at me, write it seriously, I'll go play with water."
Su Yezhen didn't care about Akdes and jumped into the sea with a plop, swimming in the water like a swimming fish.
All the water was like air, not wet one of his hair and a corner of his clothes.
Akdes stared at Su Ye who was straightforward and hesitant for a moment, remembered all the legends and words about Su Ye, activated the divine power to block it, and then wrote on both sides.
At the beginning, he wrote a few things in the "absolutely impossible" place on the right, but as he wrote, he suddenly became stunned and moved the tip of his pen to the left.
Swish swish swish swish...
He seemed to be unable to stop, and kept writing in the blank position on the left, one word after another, one line after another.
Before he knew it, he filled the left half. Before he knew it, he silently lowered his head and gritted his teeth gently.
The things that can be done are dense.
Things that could have been done are stacked up.
Those opportunities that could have been seized were continuous.
On the other hand, the white paper on the right occasionally adds a few words, but less than one-tenth of the left one.
Looking at the dense text on the left, Akdes suddenly raised his head and looked at Su Ye who was swimming in the sea.
Above the deep blue sea, two dolphins were chasing and playing with Su Ye.
Akdes looked blankly for a long time, flipped over the page, continued to write, and wrote...
Eventually, the entire back is also full.
He turned the page again, and half of the "things I absolutely can't do" range was written less than half.
He stared at the paper and kept staring at it.
After a long time, he sighed.
"I see……"
He looked up at the sea. The sea seemed much clearer, and the sky was brighter.
Su Ye waved his hand to the two dolphins, flew out of the water, and walked towards Akdes. The water droplets naturally slid down without staining their skin.
"Are you finished writing?" Su Ye asked.
"It's finished."
"What does it feel?" Su Ye asked.
Akdes remained silent.
Su Ye didn't say anything, turned his head and looked at the blue and black sea, the towering mountains, and the sky just shrouded in white clouds.
“I’ve been thinking about what maturity is.”
"At first I feel that growing up means maturity."
"Later I felt that as long as I was like others, I was worn out and recognized by this society and others, I realized the reality and became mature."
"Later I felt that it was maturity to bear the pain silently and take responsibility silently."
"I also feel that being able to handle everything with ease is mature."
"I feel that having strong self-control is mature."
"Later I felt that maintaining a positive attitude and being happy forever is maturity."
"Then I feel that if you don't give up and keep your original intention is to mature."
"I thought a lot, but I always feel that this may be the maturity of others, but not my maturity. It was not until recently that I realized what maturity I wanted."
"When a person can transform all seemingly negative or neutral things into something that is beneficial to himself, then such a person is considered mature."
Akdes smiled bitterly and said, "What you said is too difficult, it is almost impossible to do it."
"So, will you divide this maturity on the left or right? Ten years later, twenty years later, thirty years later, if you rewrite this list, will you divide this maturity on the left or right?" Su Ye suddenly turned around and showed a bright smile.
"You..." Akdes was speechless, picked up the pen and wrote it silently on the left.
"So, how do you achieve what you say is mature?"
"I said you like it very much." Su Ye said.
Akdes was stunned for a moment and quickly said, "Zacrey? Definition? Is it a positive definition?"
"It's that simple, but many people don't believe it. Just like many things they encounter, it should be written on the left, but it depends on the feeling of being placed on the right. Once it is put, it will be a lifetime, and you don't even try it, write it."
Akdes looked up.
"If there is a god who is harming you, how do you turn it into a beneficial one?" Akdes asked.
"You don't know such a simple thing?"
"have no idea."
"The gods are harming me. This thing tells me that I am not strong enough. I need to grow. I want to grow to the point where that god cannot harm me. From a positive perspective, the harm of this god is the driving force for my growth. I know that this thing will give us endless negative thoughts, pain, fear, and anger. I cannot control it completely, but I can control myself not to think about it, and I can control myself to think about it that is beneficial to me."
"What if you fail? I don't believe you have never failed." Akdes.
"Isn't failure a normal thing? No one can succeed forever. If I clearly say this to myself, and I am still angry or in pain the next day, then I will continue to do that and continue to believe that this will drive my progress."
Akdes was stunned for a moment and asked again: "What if you fail the second time?"
"Then try again."
"What about ten consecutive failures?"
"Keep trying until I believe that this thing will indeed drive me to make progress. Because, what I believe is not the gods, not the thing I believe is that I want to make progress, what I believe is that I can make progress! I live not for pain, not for fear, not for anger, but for doing what I want to do." Su Ye said.
"I remember." Akdes said solemnly.
"I won't delay you anymore. After all, every legend is a busy person. I hope we have the opportunity to encounter Hulu and then have a dinner on the grass like that day." After Su Ye said that, he turned around and left.
"Wait." Akdes called Su Ye.
"Huh?" Su Ye saw that Akdes took out three wooden bottles from his hand and threw them over.
The moment the three wooden bottles left their hands, Su Ye took a sudden step back and looked over in horror. In his perception and vision, it seemed as if three seas fell from the sky and destroyed the world.
After the hot spring was closed, Mitayad's face changed drastically, he rushed out of the room, rushed to the city wall, and looked at Su Ye and Akdes.
Seeing Su Ye take the three wooden bottles, Mitayad smiled slightly, glanced at Akdes's back with kind and pity, and walked back to the room slowly.
Su Ye stared at the Hydra carvings on three wooden bottles and was stunned.
Looking at this pattern and sensing this breath, it clearly contains the power of Hydra.
Although it is impossible to accurately sense the power level of this thing, it is definitely a hero or demigod level.
Su Ye was stunned for a while, and when he looked up, he found that Akdes had disappeared.
"Where are people?"
Su Ye looked around and found a figure disappearing among the mountains.
Su Ye shook it gently and sensed liquid in the bottle.
"The power and breath of Hydra are also liquid, and it seems to be the legendary Hydra blood. But how did he know that I need this thing? Well... too, the Hydra Legion genre is famous in the magic world. He should have heard of it, knowing that this is something that all magicians dream of. However, this legendary boss is very generous, so I hired it for a few days, plus a few words of comfort, and gave me such a big gift. Who is he? I have never heard of such a kind-hearted legendary warrior."
Su Ye thought about it, put away the lounge chair, returned to the hot spring pass, and found Mitayad.
"General, tell me, who is Akdes? Is it a pseudonym for a certain legend, or a hidden legend, or a descendant of the demigod family? I have known for a long time that many legends and even heroes of the demigod family are hidden, and even if they participate in the war, they will not leave their names. For example, Lutos of the Pandion family has always been not famous, but when he was young, he has been practicing in various places with pseudonyms."
"Palos told you something like this?" Mithayard.
"Don't interrupt, who is Akdes?" Su Ye asked.
Chapter completed!