183. Unwilling
I decisively swiped my card to pay, and after a while, all three watches were ready.
"Can you help send the express delivery?" Chen Xiaoli asked with a smile after getting the stuff.
"OK."
"These two were sent to the imperial capital, and this one was sent to Jinlin." Chen Xiaoli said, and took a pen to write down his uncle's home and his address.
"Are you giving it to someone?"
"Yes, it's all good-looking." Chen Xiaoli's eyes were filled with water and light, and she was decent and polite, which made people feel good.
The cabinet sister took the address and made a record, and promised to send the express delivery out tomorrow morning. Chen Xiaoli thanked him with satisfaction.
Li Kang couldn't help asking at this time: "Didn't you buy it for yourself?"
Chen Xiaoli shrugged and smiled at him: "It was, but it looked so beautiful. I will buy one for my mother and aunt Guoguo each."
Li Kang doesn’t understand the world of rich people, but he doesn’t want it because it looks so beautiful, but he gives it a bunch to his relatives.
However, he kept silent rationally, and always felt that it would be stupid to ask this question. If you ask it, something that was forcibly maintained would be broken in an instant.
Because although Chen Xiaoli answered him with a smile, Li Kang felt that the sadness in Chen Xiaoli's eyes seemed to be overflowing.
After filling in the address, Chen Xiaoli left the card counter empty-handed.
At the entrance of the mall, Chen Xiaoli took the bags of all sizes in Li Kang's hand, and then handed one of the shopping bags back to Li Kang: "Give your shoes."
When did you buy it? You were together all the way.
Li Kang took the shopping bag in surprise. Before he could speak, Chen Xiaoli got into a taxi.
After getting in the car and reporting the address, Chen Xiaoli's tears couldn't stop falling, wetting her eyelashes and front collar.
Since he has no intention of you, then don't cry in front of him again. Chen Xiaoli clenched his fists.
She said to herself secretly, "If you don't have any intention, I will give up."
But she couldn't read the second half of the sentence "She has never met since then."
However, it was not without gain. My heart, which could not calm down after writing the words for more than a month, unexpectedly suddenly returned to cold and silent at this moment.
Chen Xiaoli has his own stubbornness.
She is very grateful now, fortunately, many of them originally planned to muster up the courage to speak tonight, but they have not had the chance to say it yet.
Otherwise, how embarrassing it would be.
Chen Xiaoli thought sadly.
The driver was wise to not speak when he encountered this situation. However, after arriving at the place, he quietly looked at the beautiful girl in the back seat who was covered in sadness from the rearview mirror and said softly: "Miss, I'm here."
"Thank you, Master." Chen Xiaoli handed over a brand new hundred-dollar bill, and then stumbled out of the car without waiting for change.
The driver sighed, and when he saw her up the stairs, he turned around and drove out the old-fashioned community that he had built more than 20 years ago.
When she got home, Chen Xiaoli began to pack her own things, and she was going to go back to Jinlin the next day.
But halfway through packing, she sat down on the ground dejectedly.
She still... feels unwilling!
Anyway, I am idle, so stay for a few more days.
Otherwise, wouldn’t Editor-in-Chief Li’s arrangement be wasted? It would be too disgrace to leave like this.
Editor-in-Chief Li, who has never been given face by Chen Xiaoli, would not know how honor she would be if she knew that she thought so at this time.
Is this finally being looked at?
Chen Xiaoli found a reason for herself, and then she packed half of the things and returned to her position one by one, which didn't seem like she was just preparing to stay for a few more days.
...
Li Kang returned home half an hour later.
He took the bus and had to transfer. After accidentally passing the station, he made another toss.
Carefully put away Chen Xiaoli's shoes that he had compensated, Li Kang turned on his phone.
As I imagined, Chen Xiaoli had no news and didn't even report his safety.
I was determined to go to Hill Hotel to find her, but after thinking about it, I felt that it seemed a bit inappropriate to come to her house rashly, so I had to give up.
Only Liu Fei left him a message, saying that he planned to update 100,000 words every day in the end, and after finishing the book, he went with Liu Yifeng to find a small town with good scenery and rest.
Li Kang agreed happily, let them have fun and remember to bring gifts to himself.
Li Kang leaned back on the sofa, but he looked at the computer but was completely different from before, thinking about typing.
Chen Xiaoli's smile just now was still replaying in his mind.
The smile was too sad, so sad that Li Kang wanted to cry.
It seemed that I understood something, but Li Kang really didn't understand it very much.
It's just a look, why did Chen Xiaoli's mood change so much, and why did she show such a sad expression?
Li Kang had the idea of turning his body back to Longxing Square and buying a watch for Chen Xiaoli, but when he thought about Greenlin, he stopped his impulse again.
I don’t know how much the operation will cost. At the critical moment, the more than 80,000 yuan is likely to be Zhuge Linlin’s life. Li Kang dare not spend it casually now.
What's more... Li Kang was making excuse for himself in his heart, and Chen Xiaoli didn't really like that watch as much as she really wanted. She bought three yuan, but they were all given away.
Maybe...it doesn't matter if you don't give it to you...
I don’t know how long I have been sitting, but when Li Kang looked at the time again, it was already ten:30 in the evening.
Li Kang didn't eat dinner, and he had no intention of going to eat it.
I wanted to go to bed directly, but my brain, dominated by emotions, was not sleepy at all.
He was a little excited and suppressed the throbbing that rushed to Chen Xiaoli. Li Kang wanted to do something else to relieve his emotions.
So Li Kang turned on the computer and started to write. He processed the stories that happened, his emotions just now, all of them, and all of them, into stories that were beyond recognition, and recorded them on the computer in a bunch of square characters, in articles, and in "On the Road"...
After his reprocessing, these stories are now incompatible with the initial storm, but the emotions, Chen Xiaoli's sadness, his own powerlessness, the gap between reality and ideals, and the fear caused by poverty are all recorded in his words in a complete and complete manner.
No wonder Chen Xiaoli once said that his books have souls.
At this moment, even Li Kang himself felt that his books do have a soul, and this soul is himself.
It turned out that Chen Xiaoli did not understand the book, but understood him.
Li Kang scribbled all night and never stopped his hands.
It was not until the alarm clock rang at eight o'clock that he woke him up.
My wrists were sore and painful, and my waist was so tired that I couldn't stand up, but I had already written down 40,000 words in the document.
With the previous manuscripts, Li Kang will not have to worry about updating in the next week.
Life always has to go step by step, do your best now and think about other things.
Chapter completed!