208, two hundred and eight(1/2)
"Mom, what's wrong with me?" After waking up, Ling Cen looked around slowly. He saw white decorations and medical instruments, and all he could smell was the clear smell of disinfectant. He was in the hospital...
Mrs. Lu's lips trembled twice and she couldn't speak.
Ling Cen tilted his head in confusion and wanted to ask.
"Ah!" This posture caused him pain. Ling Cen instinctively covered the position of the glands on the back of his neck, with a hint of disbelief on his face. Even if he had no knowledge, he still knew this basic common sense.
"Ling Cen... Lu Xiao is really gone, we should accept this reality." Mrs. Lu knelt half-kneeling in front of Ling Cen's bed, her voice was tired and sad... It was tearing out her heart to let her tell the news of Lu Xiao's death in person, but no
Said... The longer it goes on, the more Ling Cen cannot accept it. If he continues to be unable to distinguish between reality and illusion, it will be harmful to his body.
"No, Mom." Ling Cen smiled slightly nervously and stiffly wanted to turn around and stop looking at Mrs. Lu.
Mrs. Lu grabbed Ling Cen's arm forcefully and whispered, "Listen to me."
Mrs. Lu collected her thoughts before continuing: "As you know, the marks on your glands are gradually fading. There is only one possibility. The alpha that marked you has died or is on the verge of death."
"Lu Xiao is still in no man's land, there is no difference between the two."
Mrs. Lu's eyes were red and her voice was hoarse as she said: "Lu Xiao is gone, but you are still my child... We will take good care of you. You should also cheer up and don't let Lu Xiao worry..." She had already said these words before.
I've said it before, and I still mean every word when I say it again.
"No one is looking for Lu Xiao?" Today is the fifth day since Lu Xiao disappeared. Ling Cen's voice was sharp. Didn't he say before that someone has been looking for him...
Mrs. Lu had decided to tell everything. She shook her head silently and whispered: "The damage to the Third Army was too great. It has already retreated and no one is searching." She just waited for the end of the war to retrieve their bodies.
Ling Cen's whole body was cold and his teeth were chattering... This has been his only motivation this week. Huo Lan is Lu Xiao's best friend. As long as he is in office for one day, he will do his best to find Lu Xiao. He only needs to wait
It would be great if Lu Xiao came back. Who would have thought that Huo Lan had already given up...
Ling Cen silently supported the bed with one hand, got up from the bed, and threw down his hospital gown and coat while counting the assets in his name...
"What are you doing!" Mrs. Lu was exhausted by Ling Cen's torture, but she still managed to gather her energy and rushed forward to try to stop Ling Cen.
Ling Cen was showing signs of miscarriage and didn't have much strength in his body. He was actually held down by Mrs. Lu. Mrs. Lu gasped for a while... Although Ling Cen was also an omega, he was also a male and his physical strength was far superior to hers.
"You don't want to form a private mercenary team to find Lu Xiao." Mrs. Lu calmed down her breathing and thought for a moment. She couldn't believe it when she thought of this possibility.
Ling Cen's body stiffened and he didn't answer silently.
Mrs. Lu was anxious, angry, and a little sad... She ignored the pain of losing her son and tried her best to comfort Ling Cen, but she couldn't understand Ling Cen's pain...
"Don't be stupid." Mrs. Lu just sighed softly in the end, tucked a stray strand of Ling Cen's hair behind his ears, and said softly: "No one will take this, take over from Huo Lan's Second Army
, is now at the location of the former Third Army, but they cannot launch search and rescue..." The battle situation is tense, and the federal army cannot afford this risk without this manpower.
Privately hired teams are even less stupid. No matter how high Ling Cen offers, no one will go.
Ling Cen remained silent, determined in his heart to find a solution. Mrs. Lu could only shake her head and sit quietly by his bedside to accompany him.
Ling Cen was unwilling to meet Mrs. Lu's silent eyes... The doctor gave him medicine and he could move freely for the time being. Ling Cen hid in the bathroom and faced himself in the mirror, unable to help but feel depressed...
He suddenly thought of another thing. When he and Lu Xiao... had an accident, it was the third year after their marriage. Now it is another three years. Ling Cen counted the time and suddenly lost his strength. He stood on the sink with one hand.
On the edge, he could barely stand.
Is Lu Xiao destined to only go so far?
Why... He was such a good lover, honest, loyal and reliable... gentle and considerate to himself, and devoted to the Federation, but such an alpha had to die on the battlefield, and I don't know if his body can be found in the capital.
Ling Cen turned on the water pipe, covered his voice, covered his eyes with one hand, and cried silently...
Maybe Lu Xiao's luck should be very good, but when he met him, everything went wrong for him and he lost his life.
Both times he lived less than three years.
Ling Cen silently stopped crying and turned his gaze to the razor holder on the countertop.
A finger was slowly placed on the knife rest, and he quietly pulled out the sharp blade. Ling Cen did it slowly and calmly...
Lu Xiao's permanent mark on the glands on the back of his neck has become increasingly faded...and no one is going to save him, he won't survive.
In this case, it is better to leave together. If by luck, his departure can take away the bad luck and let Lu Xiao survive, that would be even better.
Ling Cen smiled slightly, rolled up his sleeves, and murmured to the mirror: "Lu Xiao... don't ever meet me again." After you met me, nothing good happened. In a daze, it seemed as if he saw himself in the mirror.
The look of a lover.
After all, Ling Cen's knife didn't cut it. Tiantian turned over uneasily, and Ling Cen's mood collapsed instantly...
Although he has indifferent feelings towards everything except Lu Xiao, Tiantian carries Lu Xiao's expectations, hoping that he will be an omega and grow up carefree... Lu Xiao has told him many times... that he can't do this
.
Ling Cen put the blade aside dejectedly and stood silently for a long time with his arms propped up by the marble sink.
It was destined to be an unclean afternoon. Not long after, Mrs. Anna arrived and knocked gently on the door. Ling Cen heard the sound and returned to the bedroom from the bathroom. Anna came in and said a few words to Ling Cen.
Ling Cen was really not in the mood to deal with her, and he only responded with one or two words to everything he asked. Now the world was falling in his eyes. He didn't even understand what Mrs. Anna was talking about, so he could only deal with her casually.
The two exchanged some confused words, and Madam Anna's face became increasingly ugly. She said goodbye to Ling Cen, and before leaving, she winked at Madam Lu, beckoning her to follow her.
"What's wrong?" Madam Lu asked dejectedly as she stood at the door.
Anna is a tall lady with a curvy figure. Her face is covered with a veil, revealing only a pair of eyes as bright as the moonlight. Anna carefully pulled Mrs. Lu out of the passage of Ling Cen's ward, turned around and entered a living room.
Then he asked in a low voice: "What did the doctor say?"
Mrs. Lu sighed slightly when she heard this, shook her head softly and said: "His permanent marks are disappearing... This child is fine, but the doctor said that his mood swings are too high and he may not be able to support the consumption of pregnancy." If this continues, it will not be good for Ling.
Cen's body is a great loss.
"The doctor suggested that we remove it and replace it with an artificial uterus..."
Anna's index finger manicure unconsciously scratched the side of her thumb, causing a faint sting. Anna hesitated and asked tangledly: "Are you ready to listen to the doctor?"
Mrs. Lu has been friends with the other party for many years, and she nodded without hiding her emotions: "Of course, although it is not good for the children, I think if it was Lu Xiao, he would do this..." What is more important, their children, is Ling Cen, Lu Xiao
There will be no hesitation.
And she had already lost Lu Xiao, and she didn't want to lose Lu Xiao's partner again.
It was rare for Anna to be indecisive, but her family and the Lu family were also close families on the same boat. She and the other party had been friends since childhood. She felt helpless and said: "Carter, what I say next are all sincere..." I didn't mean to mislead.
you.
"You said..." Mrs. Lu pressed her eyebrows tiredly. She was worried about leaving Ling Cen alone in the room. She would have to go back to accompany him soon.
"I think... Lu Xiao's partner no longer has any... ideas." Anna tried hard to find an adjective: "There is no luster in his eyes." It was empty and quiet, like a person who no longer had any worries, not like them.
world.
Mrs. Lu gasped sharply, held her cheek with one hand and turned away to hide the pain in her eyes. Anna's eyesight was always sharper than hers...
Anna took a step forward, found a silk scarf from her bag and handed it to Mrs. Lu. Seeing that she calmed down, she whispered: "I'm afraid he is living for their child now. If you..." take the child out of the artificial uterus
Nurture.
Anna paused slightly and hesitated: "I don't think this is a good choice." Ling Cen was no longer worried. I'm afraid they didn't want to see what he would do.
"What can I do?" Madam Lu ignored her appearance and silently pulled up a chair in the hospital living room and sat down. Her usually straight back was already slightly hunched, and she whispered: "Take out the baby, he
He will do stupid things, not get what he wants...it will slowly wear down his body." Ling Cen's current physical condition is no longer suitable for the omega's consumption during pregnancy.
She stands between a dilemma, how to choose?
A water wall decoration in the corner slowly poured down and landed on a pool of calm water below, like hostas hitting each other crisply. Anna didn't say anything more, but quietly stayed with Mrs. Lu for a while, until she calmed down, and she
Then he got up and left.
Mrs. Lu stood up, stood at the door and calmed her breathing slowly, tried to appear relaxed, and then opened the door and entered.
Seeing the people in the room, I couldn't help but be slightly startled.
The lady opposite bowed slightly as a greeting.
"Mom, the nurse just came over to tell me that my aunt was here, so I invited her in." Ling Cen tried to support himself and whispered.
The clothes in front of her were as clean as possible, but the corners were still a little scattered, revealing that the woman behind her who was covered in dust was none other than Bai Junqing.
A few minutes ago, Ling Cen was lying on the bed dazedly. The nurse came in and said a few words. When he heard the word "aunt", he couldn't help but think of his mother, so he let the nurse in.
Ling Cen touched the hem of his clothes with his fingertips. As soon as Bai Junqing came in, he stepped forward and gave him a hug...
"Sorry, I came here as soon as I knew the news." Bai Junqing apologized.
Ling Cen could even smell the spray from the spaceship's dormant cabin on her body...
Ling Cen shook his head silently, and asked in a low voice with a hoarse voice: "What news..." People in the Ike Federation probably didn't know much about this matter. He could only deduce what Bai Junqing knew by asking this question.
Bai Junqing looked at the two of them, shook his head and whispered: "Everything... your husband's things, the Zerg things... and the two Zerg queens."
Mrs. Lu stood up in surprise and asked in a very cold voice: "How did you know?" She had already put her hands behind her back and was about to call security in.
Bai Junqing was not nervous. She just held Ling Cen's hand and raised her eyebrows. The last time she saw Ling Cen, Ling Cen was still smiling and cheerful. Now... her good looks have faded. Bai Junqing thought of her sister, the tip of her nose
Feeling sour, he responded softly: "Our Bai family...we started out as mechas..." How could such news be hidden from her?
"You don't need to be nervous." Bai Junqing let go of Ling Cen's hand, turned to Mrs. Lu and explained with a serious expression: "It is estimated that there are only a few hours left before the official announcement..."
"A few days ago, our Ike federal government ordered a large number of mechas from companies under the Bai family... We are also preparing for war."
"Preparing for war? What kind of war are you carrying?" Mrs. Lu's voice softened slightly. She guessed a reason, but she couldn't believe it, so she asked.
To be continued...