She had never received maternal love since she was a child, and her original family was so deformed that she had grown into such an extreme temperament. When she was a child, she always looked at the mothers of her classmates around her and was always envious.

She once saw a sentence in the book saying that there are no parents in this world who do not love their children.

At that time, she shook her head in her heart.

She said, no, no. There are many.

Some people are born unworthy of being parents.

Her parents had never kissed her or hugged her. When she was happily going home with a certificate of honor, she proudly praised her.

Money was the only thing they gave her.

But Lin Feilu didn't hate them. People should be independent and they did not have the obligation to treat her well. But she didn't love them either. The love she had in childhood had long disappeared in perfunctory times and time again.

The first time she felt the warmth of home was here.

This completely unfamiliar Dalin Dynasty, this harem that is not full or warm in food, but still in danger of life at any time, this Mingyue Palace with nothing.

My brother loves her, and Xiao Lan loves her too.

Although they all have shortcomings, one is a fool and the other is a weak bun, they gave all their love to her without reservation.

Although they love the real deer, the person in this body is her, and the person who truly feels this love is also her.

Now she is fighting for herself.

Isn't it just a fight for them?

If Xiao Lan loves her children like this, she should be very sad if she knows the truth, right?

Lin Feilu pursed her lips and whispered in Xiao Lan's fearful eyes: "Mother, there is one thing I didn't tell you."

Xiao Lan shook, her face turned pale a little, and she forced herself to say, "What's the matter?"

Lin Feilu looked at her: "That time in Linxing Pavilion, I was not in the water, but was pushed down by the third princess."

Xiao Lan's pupils suddenly magnified.

She lowered her eyes: "She pushed me into the water, and everyone next to me looked at me, and no one saved me. If I hadn't grabbed the dead branches falling on the shore, I might have died long ago."

Xiao Lan burst into tears, and she came over to hug her in tears, and shouted tremblingly: "Lu'er..."

Lin Feilu hugged her with her short hand and buried it in her neck, "It was obvious that they did a bad thing, but then she asked me to kowtow and apologize. Mother, I don't want to be bullied by them like this again."

She said word by word: "I want to protect myself, and I also want to protect you and your brother. I have grown up, mother."

Xiao Lan cried in silence.

Lin Feilu raised her head, wiped her tears with her soft fingers, and kissed her forehead: "Mother, don't cry, no one will bully us in the future."

That night, Xiao Lan's doubts completely dissipated.

What dissipated together was also her cowardly thought that she would be safe for a lifetime without fighting or scrambling.

Her daughter was almost killed by someone, but she didn't know anything about it. The harem was never safe, she should have understood it long ago. If it weren't for the premature birth of someone who was pregnant, Lin Zhanyuan wouldn't have become a fool, and she wouldn't have fallen out of favor.

She always gives in, but others get more and more.

In the end, she has to rely on her daughter to protect herself. How weak is her mother?

Xiao Lan did not sleep all night, and when she woke up the next day, her eyes changed a little.

But she has been very steady over the years and is not in a hurry to achieve success. She just no longer does needlework with Yun You and Qingyan in the yard, but instead takes out the books that have been covered in dust and reads them again.

Lin Feilu was not seriously ill. When she woke up in the morning, her fever subsided. She was held in Xiao Lan and read for a while.

However, several imperial physicians from the Imperial Hospital were thinking about the orders of each master and prepared to go to Mingyue Palace for consultation as soon as they arrived.

The four imperial physicians walked out with their medicine boxes on their backs and bowed to each other with a smile: "Thank you all, what palace do you want to go to this morning?"

Young Imperial Doctor: "Good morning, sir, I am going to Mingyue Palace to give the fifth princess a follow-up visit."

Doctor Chen: "...I'm going to Mingyue Palace too."

Doctor Luo: "So too..."

Doctor Feng: "I am too..."

Four Imperial Doctors: “………”
Chapter completed!