Chapter 50 Dao Heart 1
"Gathering like wind and rain dissipates like smoke, and this life will never come again." Bai Jinyu looked at Yu He's tablet and sang quietly, and the scene when she first saw her in Yuwei Mountain flashed in her mind.
Feng Chen lowered his eyes and walked from Bai Jinyu to the public hall. Bai Jinyu then noticed that a pure white peony was holding in his hand.
A rich flower is white and plump, as bright as jade.
Bai Jinyu recognized that this was a strange plant in the purple peony in the palace, and it was the white peony that made Yan Luo fuss and say "I waited for many years before I bloomed" on the day she entered the palace.
"If it weren't for the Chang'an epidemic three years ago, Yu He would be twenty-three now." Feng Chen took a clean bottle on the platform with his slender fingers and gently inserted the green stem of the peony into it.
In the year of Guiwei, Chang'an suffered a great epidemic, and more than 10,000 people died young.
Bai Jinyu was also heard of this horrifying epidemic in Duoyue, but he never expected that Yu He also died of this disease.
The flowers that are cleaner than snow are like a graceful and luxurious beauty, sleeping quietly on the bottle.
Bai Jinyu slowly looked at Feng Chen, his eyes showed a faint comfort, and the swaying candlelight reflected in his clear eyes, as deep and thorough as amber.
He turned around, looked at her with his eyebrows and said gently: "When the mountains are at the top of the mountain, and when the water comes back to the river, it may be later, but I believe that one day you will remember everything you have forgotten."
A warm current surged from the bottom of her heart, and a little guilt surged into her heart. She did not forget, she remembered everything, and she really couldn't stand the expectations that people in front of her said.
"Okay," Feng Chen said: "It's getting late, I'll take you back to your room to bed."
"Okay." Bai Jinyu turned around and solemnly bowed to Yuhe's tablet three times again. Before leaving, he said softly: "Yuhe, I'll come to see you again."
Feng Chen silently watched her actions and stood silently.
Bai Jinyu was led by Fengchen, and bypassed the winding path in the quiet night and returned to Su Lihua's courtyard. The two of them had nothing to say, as if they had something to say, but they didn't know how to say it.
There were two little maids waiting anxiously at the door in front of Su Lihua's room. When she saw Bai Jinyu coming back, her sad face immediately turned to joy and rushed up to greet her.
The two little maids saluted Fengchen and Bai Jinyu, and said one of them: "Where are you going, I'm scared to death, I can't find you anywhere!"
Bai Jinyu looked at Feng Chen, pushed the little maid and replied, "You said that it was so exaggerating that your highness was scared. I just couldn't sleep and enjoy the reward for the month!"
Bai Jinyu walked forward on her own, but she couldn't pull the little maid anymore. She turned around and saw Feng Chen, who was facing her at the door, asked respectfully: "Your Highness... Will you sleep at the Empress tonight?"
Bai Jinyu was stunned and choked up. She looked at Feng Chen in a daze, and saw him staying outside the threshold, looking at her, as if waiting for her to respond.
Bai Jinyu burst into sweat, looked at the middle of the night, looked at the two maids present... She said politely: "Uh... Your Highness, yes, why don't you be here...just a moment?"
After a moment, Feng Chen smiled and said, "Are you serious?"
"Ah...ha." Bai Jinyu choked, feeling that this question must be answered carefully.
As soon as she breathed a sigh of relief, Feng Chen said, "I am about to tell you that the Emperor has issued an imperial order today. The people in the mansion must fast for three days from tomorrow. In three days, you will go with me to leave the country and welcome His Royal Highness to the capital to the capital."
"Your Highness the Crown Prince returns to Beijing? Leaving the Land View?" Bai Jinyu said strangely, "Why..." She stopped and almost asked where the prince returned to Beijing, and why he went to the Taoist temple as soon as he returned to Beijing? Could it be that the prince became a monk and became a Taoist priest?
If you ask these questions, she will be so different from Su Lihua. Su Lihua has lived in Chang'an for a long time. How could she not know these things?!
"This time, His Royal Highness found Taoist Master Yu Xuanzi and finally convinced him to return to the Leave View." Feng Chen said.
"Oh..." Bai Jinyu nodded his head in a nonsense, always thinking that he had heard of the name Yu Xuanzi. After thinking about it for a while, he let it go.
She thought about Fengchen and said that she had fasted for three days and thought to herself: I heard that couples should not have sex during this fasting period. So she quickly said with confidence: "Your Highness, it's too late, don't leave, just rest here!"
Feng Chen looked at her, laughed silently, and said seriously: "Fast starts tomorrow. Are you sure you want this?"
Bai Jinyu said without hesitation: "But isn't it past midnight now?"
Feng Chen was stopped by her and thought, it was true.
Bai Jinyu is really insincere.
"You have a rest earlier and stop making trouble!" Feng Chen did not look annoyed, but instead showed an indulgent expression.
Bai Jinyu does not believe in Buddhism or Taoism. She has never fasted her since she grew up. The first day is fresh and the second day is OK. On the third day, she really can't stand it.
After eating eight meals lightly, she finally saw the fish swimming in the flower pond and the braised fish. When she saw the birds flying in the sky, she thought of pigeon soup, and her mind was full of delicious food she had eaten. So when Huang Gu told her that Fengchen would not eat after noon and held a vegetarian for many years, she was really shocked and her face was broken.
Is this a monk?!
How devoutly worship the Taoist Dharma, you can only achieve this by being crazy?
Bai Jinyu thought to himself: No wonder Feng Chen eats food alone, it is probably because he is afraid of losing his appetite!
When it was dinner, Nail still came to eat with her as before. When he saw the roasted tofu and fried beans displayed on the table, both of them were almost crying.
Bai Jinyu is an adult and has some self-control, but Nail refused to eat it no matter how she persuaded her, and even said that she would learn from her father's wife to noon from now on.
Bai Jinyu had never been a mother, but she knew that it would be impossible for this child to not eat, so she lied to him and said, "Your father has long stopped eating after noon. He now eats food every night."
Nail didn't believe it: "The child has never seen his father eat dinner. He has to see it with his own eyes. If the father really eats it, Nail will eat it too!"
Bai Jinyu wanted to forget it, but Nail was quite serious and suggested that he would go to Fengchen's place to take a look. So Bai Jinyu was forced to Liangshan by a child for the first time, and took Nail to Fengchen's study with Fanyao.
"My mother said that the father would also use dinner, but the child didn't believe it." Nail said straight to the point.
Bai Jinyu laughed with her, took out the dishes in the food box, spread them on Fengchen's desk, and said, "Yes, Nail also said that he would only eat it tonight when he saw his father," and said, "She squeezed his eyes at Fengchen, hoping that he would cooperate with him to perform.
Feng Chen looked at Bai Jinyu and shook his head.
Bai Jinyu was stunned, very embarrassed. Looking at Nail, who looked like he was asking for confirmation, he said embarrassedly: "Oh hehe, your father may have eaten it..."
Nail tilted his little head and asked Xiang Fengchen: "Have you already used dinner?"
Feng Chen looked at Nail softly and said sincerely: "No."
When Nail frowned slightly and looked at him, Bai Jinyu instantly tasted what it meant to be disgraceful and felt ashamed.
Bai Jinyu couldn't help but muttered: "You are really, am I afraid that my child will be injured by starvation..."
Feng Chen said: "I know."
"Then you... well, it seems that I can't be with you gentlemen. Nail is now pure and honest, but I'm afraid that I will be ruined by me in the future."
Bai Jinyu looked elsewhere and didn't want to see the father and son. Although she felt a little ashamed, she felt that her kindness was regarded as a donkey's liver and lungs.
"Father?"
I felt uneasy in my heart, and suddenly I heard Nail's small scream.
Bai Jinyu turned her head, but saw that Feng Chen had picked up the chopsticks, picked up a bite of rice and put it into his mouth.
"You..." Bai Jinyu felt embarrassed now. She hurriedly reached out and stopped him: "Your Highness, you...you really don't have to force me."
Feng Chen took a small bite, then changed the chopsticks, picked up a few beans and handed them to Naer's little mouth.
Nail opened his big round eyes and looked at Feng Chen in surprise. When he realized that his father was feeding him, he immediately opened his mouth and ate the beans sweetly.
Bai Jinyu was just watching it strangely, and Feng Chen seemed to say inadvertently: "I made a great vow in front of the Heavenly Lord of Morality, so I must keep the precepts."
Bai Jinyu was shocked when she heard the snack, and quickly stood up and wanted to get started and felt offended. She said at a loss: "Then you spit it out quickly!" She looked around, grabbed a glass of water and poured it into Feng Chen's mouth: "Hurry, drink more water, and then like this..." She opened her mouth wide and gestured with her fingers: "If you pick it, you can spit it out, hurry up!"
Fengchen held the water cup, Naier held the rice in her mouth, and looked at Bai Jinyu.
The three of them looked at each other for a while, and Feng Chen said, "No need, nothing is wrong."
Bai Jinyu sat down, feeling a little worried, and asked, "Is it really okay? What kind of great wish did Your Highness make? You have to keep such a heavy precept?"
Feng Chen's hand slightly, without saying a word, Nail began to raise his chopsticks and cook the rice himself.
Feng Chen did not tell him, Bai Jinyu thought that this must be a great wish, and it was inconvenient to tell others, so she did not pursue it any further.
She turned to ask, "When will your highness hold this precept? You can't hold it for a lifetime! As long as the wish is fulfilled and the wish is returned, you can resume the three meals of food?"
Feng Chen stopped, looked at Bai Jinyu, and said bluntly: "The wish I made has been fulfilled."
Bai Jinyu said happily: "It has been achieved?! That's great, and I didn't commit any sin just now. No wonder it was 'nothing'. Your Highness, you are too honest. You don't have to worry about the quit in the future. You eat vegetarian food every day and don't eat after noon. How can your body bear this in the long run?!"
Feng Chen raised his head and his eyes flashed slightly: "I can't bear to leave it."
"I can't bear to bear?"
Feng Chen nodded slightly.
Bai Jinyu couldn't help but be very curious and asked whisper: "Your Highness, can you tell me what great wish you made?"
Feng Chen was silent for a moment and said, "I'll tell you if there is a suitable opportunity in the future!"
Having said that, Bai Jinyu was a person who knew the truth, so she stopped asking the whole story. She thought for a while and suddenly asked: "Your Highness, where did you pray for the temple you prayed for? It seems to be very effective when you say this. I also want to ask for a wish!"
If she could make a wish that she could return to Cuizhu in her life, then she would also be willing to make up for such a precept.
Feng Chen's eyes fluctuated and he followed, "What do you want? If I can do it, I can tell me directly, and there is no need to ask for any gods." His voice was sincere, and there was a hint of nervousness.
Bai Jinyu felt a little hot, Feng Chen, Feng Chen... She felt thankful. Yes, there may be almost no trouble in this world, but Feng Chen is probably helpless to return to Cuizhu, which swears to never get to the royal family.
What's more, the things she stole from Cuizhu seven years ago are still missing and have not returned to her position. Cuizhu has long regarded her as a scum of her master, a traitor who is heartbroken... It's not easy to go back to Cuizhu!
So she smiled bitterly and shook her head: "I'm joking, what wish can I have..."
“Departure view.”
Feng Chen suddenly told him.
Bai Jinyu didn't expect that Feng Chen's to turn the topic so suddenly. She was stunned for a moment, and then said in surprise: "The View of Leaving? Is the View of Leaving We are going to tomorrow?"
“That’s right.”
Bai Jinyu and Naier had a meal in Fengchen's study. Although they didn't eat any delicious food, they were not moved at all when they were eating in front of her, which made her admire her very much.
"By the way," Feng Chen said suddenly: "Tomorrow, my father-in-law will accompany the emperor to the departure view."
Bai Jinyu mentioned his heart and almost blurted out the word "Su" and changed his words temporarily: "My... dad will go tomorrow, too?"
"Um."
"Then will my mother go?"
"It shouldn't."
Chapter completed!