Prepare for the Ninth World and take two days off.

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Regarding the update question... I know that many people want to update more, but one update a day is already the limit. The main reason is that the grades of this book have never been popular, so they must focus on academics and take the postgraduate entrance examination and verification. The current prospects of the book cannot convince the family.

Every day, I can only compress my rest time as much as possible to write articles. The more I want to read various works, the more I will feel guilty of not learning. The more I devote myself to the colorful world of conception, the more I face the pain of boring reality.

Reality does not have the active fire in the text, the city on the clouds and the songs, it is straightforward to the end. I want to enrich my thoughts but I can’t do anything, I want to enrich myself but have no time, I want to read and write more soulful words but I’m stopped because this is not the “right way”. Including the eighth world, I’m all survived by the urging of relatives “don’t write anymore, waste time”.

I understand the importance of a stable job, and I can't control my mind of pursuing excellence in the plot. Just like to write the Ninth World, I have to read various science fiction works to draw materials, but it will also consume time for review.

I don't want to pour water on my articles, I hope every chapter is the best I can.

So I was in a dilemma and suffered all the time.

So exhausted.

I don’t think I have to take care of so much and run towards the “sea”. But I can’t overthrow my black wall, so love is painful.

Without the cost of trial and error, and without the economic conditions to pursue your dreams, you have to be swept forward by the future, be in a daze, day after day, and cannot resist.

Even if you want to have non-utilitarian interests, you will still be bound by the environment, family, and survival itself.

People are always people in society, and no one can be spared.

I was trapped by the black wall.

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"You are right, but you are destined to be destroyed. In today's world, whoever wants to live and be very happy for the rest of his life cannot be a person like you and me. Whoever does not play randomly but listens to real music, refuses to be low-level entertainment but wants to be truly joyful, refuses to have money but has souls, refuses to be busy and engages in real work, refuses to play around and have real passion, then in this beautiful world, such people cannot find their hometown."

——Hermann Hesse "Stepwolf"
Chapter completed!