Is Hikigaya Hachiman a defeated dog?

If he was a defeated dog, there would be no charge in the world.

However, Hikigaya Hachiman has not yet joined the Service Department, and everything has not begun yet. He is still among ordinary people for the time being.

Well, there is only one friend in the ordinary people.

Shiko Kasumi: "It sounds like a marginal figure in a class fell in an accident because of the tenderness of a girl, but in fact the girl is just gentle to everyone and self-righteous regret for him without any special emotions."

Shiko Xia: "@The genius among the lonely, you won't confess to her, right?"

Shiba Kasumiya looked at Hikigaya Hachiman.

Wizards of the Lonely: "…..."

Wizards of the Lonely: "I don't."

lie!

When he was in the second grade of Hikigaya Hachiman Middle School, he became a male class monitor because of the lottery draw. He got along well with the female class monitor. He mistakenly thought that the other party had a good impression of him, and then confessed his love. As a result, he was undoubtedly rejected. It was something he regretted the most in the years.

If he was given a chance to do it again, he would never confess himself to him.

Shiko Kasumi: “Is that true?”

Shiko Kasumi: "Shiba Inu suspicion.jpg"

Xia Zhiqiu Shiyu said skeptically.

If you haven't experienced such a thing, how did you think of these words?

Wizards of the Lonely: "When...of course."

Hikigaya Hachiman moved his eyes away with guilt.

Shizi Xia: "Forget it, it doesn't matter even if it happens. Youth is not complete without the experience of failing to confess."

Shiko Kasumi: "And since your world is a daily world, then love is inevitable."

Shizi Xia: "No matter what type of works in the daily world are, they will never leave these two words."

Shiyu said lightly.

Anyway, it’s just something I’ve experienced in the past. Success or failure doesn’t matter. Few people can live from school to society to death together and stay with each other for a lifetime.

Falling in love, breaking up, blind dates, getting married... these are the lives of more people.

Since Hikigaya Hachiman is a daily world, the plot about him must be without the factors of "love". The only difference is whether it is a campus or a worker, a classmate or a colleague.

Even in a world like Kudo, which is mainly based on reasoning, does it also have a factor in love?

If he had a world like Xiaomeng, there would be no love factor, even if it appeared, it would be with others.

But he is not a girl.

Ordinary group leader: "@Wizards of the Lonely, do you want to see it? Your memory copy?"

Ordinary group owner: "What she said is true. In the near future, you will join a club and find someone who will accompany you for the rest of your life."

Ordinary group leader: "Although you didn't get along well at the beginning."

Ordinary group leader: "But even if you don't watch it, you will definitely meet her and will definitely fall in love with her."

Ordinary group leader: "Because she is a real thing, the real thing you have been pursuing."

The so-called "true thing" means that there is no falsehood, no disguise, and no pure relationship between people's interactions.

Hikigaya Hachiman believes that true communication should be based on sincerity and understanding, rather than for some purpose or interest.

This pure emotion is something he has always pursued and is also the relationship between people he ideally gets along.

But reality often runs contrary to ideals.

Real things are so rare that they are pitiful in this world.

Looking back at Hikigaya Hachiman's past, it is not difficult to find his inferiority hidden in his body but cannot be suppressed.

Although the teacher's actions are always the fastest and most efficient when encountering things, he always chooses the easiest way, that is, the way to solve the problem by hurting himself.

The world that no one was hurt was achieved, so he said.

But isn't anyone really injured?

He always ignores himself who is hurt in it, and cares about his friends' feelings.

No matter how despised and ridiculed the great teacher said about youth, he longed for youth from the bottom of his heart, but he did not dare to pursue it because of his inferiority in his heart.

This is also the reason he would give himself a reason every time he acted, rather than using his feelings for Yukinoshita as a reason to do this.

He was afraid that he would fall in love with Yukinoshita Yukino. Even though he had already fallen in love with Yukinoshita at that time, he was still afraid that he would fall into it, so he could only use the Service Department as a connection between him and Yukinoshita Yukinoshita.

Because he is a member of the Service Department, he helps Yukinoshita Yukino, and not Yukinoshita Yukino, but is a member of the Service Department.

He wanted to tell himself this.

But feelings will not be reduced by the suppression of reason, nor will they be deviated by the reasons you have found for yourself.

If you have read the light novel, it is not difficult to find that the teacher's mind is almost full of Yukinoshita Yukino, especially the twelve and thirteen volumes that have appeared less in Yukinoshita Yukinoshita.

In these two volumes, Hikigaya Hachiman is thinking about Yukino Yukino almost every moment. This is why Yukino Yukino Yukino obviously appears few times, but he occupies a large number of chapters in these two chapters.

Fortunately, in the end, Hikigaya Hachiman finally dared to face his feelings for Yukinoshita and no longer considered success or failure.

Just as he said; "Even if you sacrifice love, it will be a wonderful ending that you can't get."

So even though the two have not met yet, Su Yunqing can already assert that even if there is no memory copy, even if Hikigaya Hachiman has joined the chat group, even if his current future is different from the original future, Hikigaya Hachiman will still fall in love with Yukino Yukino.

Wizards of the Lonely: "That's it."

Wizards of the Lonely: "Then I'll stop watching it."

Hikigaya Hachiman said after hesitating for a moment.

Although he is very curious about his future and is also very curious about the lovers he will love in the future as the group leader said, he has a clear understanding of himself.

If he is now, after seeing the future lover in the memory copy and meeting the other person in reality, his performance at that time will definitely be very abnormal, and it will definitely be completely different from his usual ones.

So in order not to embarrass myself at that time, it would be better for him not to read the memory copy.

The ordinary group leader: "Oh, then stop watching, let's see it ourselves."

Ordinary group owner: "The name of the memory copy is called my Youth Love Story. Sure enough, don't remember it wrong and click it in."

"Ding, the group owner uploaded a memory copy."

Wizards of the Lonely: "???"

The Wizard of the Lonely: "I have to upload it if I don't read it."

Ordinary group owner: "Of course."

Ordinary group leader: "If you don't look at others, you have to look at them."

Su Yun said naturally.

Everyone has uploaded their own memory copies, how can you not upload them?

You can't just not look at it yourself.

No one forced you to see it.

Wizards of the Lonely: "......"

Hikigaya Hachiman was speechless, so you might as well not say anything.

Time passed slowly, because they had read the memory copies of Sword Art Online and Doupo a long time ago, so there was only one extra memory copy this time. In addition, they were indeed a little curious about the memory copies of Hikigaya Hachiman, so someone finished reading them as soon as Su Yunqing uploaded the memory copies.

Shiko Xia: "No wonder the group leader would say that you are a big teacher. This nickname is indeed quite suitable for you."

Shiko Kasumi: "But your past is indeed very different from what I imagined."

After reading the memory copy of Kasunoki Shiba, in addition to his feelings for Hachitan and Yukinoshita and the very reasonable words that Hachitan often said in their actions, more of his feelings actually came from Hachitan before high school.

I have no friends, and I have zero interpersonal relationships in school. There are basically no other correspondence partners on my mobile phone except my family. I was asked for my email address out of sympathy. As a result, I sent emails many times in two weeks, but I didn't reply to them once.

He often lists caste and pyramid classes in schools and homes, and no matter which one, he will put himself on the lowest level.

Ranking the hierarchical relationships at home in the order of pyramids: "The first is my mother, the second is Komachi, the third is Makakura (cat), the fourth is my father, and the fifth is me."

It is particularly obvious that the difference between parents is treated, and I have complained countless times in my heart.

For example, the money for lunch is twice as much as Komachi, and the fare is only given to Komachi when going out (lunch is the same). There will be a cake on his birthday (no one celebrates it for him). Even his mother made the name wrong. If there is no cake, it will only be 10,000 yen.

Komachi went out to eat, including New Year’s money, gifts, and cakes. When I was a child, my father taught Santa that Santa did not exist (the intention was obvious). From then on, I didn’t believe in Santa Claus, and Komachi would have all the wishes come true every year.

When I was in middle school, I remembered the names of the whole class all at once because of my good memory, but it was said that it was disgusting.

When I was in middle school, I was called a stalker because I chose to go home at the same time as the girl I had crushed many times (just traveling together).

Putting aside the difference between his parents treating him and Komachi, this guy's first half of his life was really miserable.

Even ordinary people cannot do this.

From this point of view, he is really not an ordinary person.
To be continued...