"I killed your parents with my own hands."

Originally, when grandpa said he planned to tell him the secret, Karen was prepared. Although he was still lying on the bed, he had already made preparations in his heart.

But he really didn't expect that grandpa really didn't even have an opening animation and started talking directly.

Perhaps, this is just like what I said before, seize the time and say what should be said.

"Your parents, like me, are also judges of the Cult of Kosmos."

Karen noticed that Dis said "inquisitor" and not "priest".

According to Pu'er, the names in the Orthodox Church may be different, but they all follow a specific sequence:

“Purifier – Servant of God;

Inquirer - divine revelation;

Reflector - Divine Shepherd.

The fourth level is the judge.

The first three levels are a bit like grassroots civil servants. When you reach the position of judge, it is similar to "being an official" in the traditional sense. Judging from my grandfather's position, the judge is similar to the local leader.

Therefore, "Karen's" parents' positions are really not low.

The Immelais family has three "Judges", so in the system of the Cult of Kosmos, it can be regarded as a "prominent family", at least not to be underestimated.

"During a mission to encircle and suppress alien demons, their souls were polluted. This pollution is irreversible and cannot be saved or redeemed. At their begging, I chose to help them free themselves."

Hearing this, Karen was not too surprised.

Even Pu'er said that Dis was a person who valued his family very much, and that Dis did not kill him was because he had the glory of being the grandson of "Karen".

Even though "Karen" had drawn it in his notes that it was his grandfather who killed his parents, Dis must have had his own reasons.

Although Dis said this matter in a calm tone, Karen could understand how painful this man who valued his family felt when he killed two of his family members with his own hands.

However, pollution...is irreversible?

When the "Source of Evil" copper coin contaminated Ron, it should have been reversible and reversible. Dis "cleaned" it for Ron, and then Ron returned to normal.

And "one's" parents are irreversible.

The difference is like, Ron had diarrhea caused by eating something unclean and could be cured by taking some medicine, while "his" parents drank paraquat and had no chance of surviving.

"Since then, you have become a child without parents. It is also since then that I have begun to regret, regret why I brought your father and your mother into the religion, and even more regret that in the history of the Immelais family, because of the Cult of Kosmos

, how many family members have been lost because of their dedication.

Almost every generation of the Immelais family will suffer the pain of the sudden death of a loved one.

What’s even more ridiculous is that although our family runs a funeral service, we are not even qualified to hold a real funeral for our departed family members.”

Karen remembered that Pu'er said that the priest's body would be "recycled".

"So, I made a decision. The Immelais family will permanently withdraw from the Cult of Kosmos after I leave.

I hope that Mason, I hope that Winnie, I hope that their children, I hope that you, and I hope that my family will not have to get involved in the vortex of the dark side of the world, and can live an ordinary life as a normal ordinary person.

Even if ordinary people are doomed to birth, old age, illness and death, and are doomed to be accompanied by various accidents, it is still much happier than witnessing those distortions and cruelties, so that the soul is tainted and still cannot rest in peace at the end."

Having said this, Dis smiled somewhat self-deprecatingly:

"In the final analysis, I am a selfish person. The furthest distance my eyes can reach is the entrance hall of my home.

Perhaps, when he was young, he had a doctrine in his mind, and he shouted the slogan that he could sacrifice everything for the light of Symmetra, and he also hoped to defend the glory of the Immelais family in the Cult of Kosmos;

But now I,

I just hope that my family can be healthy, stable, and best of all, live a happier life."

Dis started looking out the window;

Karen knew that at this time, Dis was no longer just "narrating" to him, but more importantly, he was telling his own feelings.

There are some words that he cannot say to other people in the family and can only keep them in his heart.

"I, Dis Immelais, am such a useless person."

This is the most sincere confession from the heart of a serious old man.

"Then you got sick, very sick. I tried my best to protect you, but I didn't succeed and you left anyway."

Karen was silent,

This sentence,

It is equivalent to clarifying the relationship between everyone.

"I lied to Mason and Mary and said I would take you to the hospital in Bellwyn. That hospital is very good at treating your difficult disease, but in fact when I took you away, you were not breathing and you were already dead.

.

I have lost my son, my daughter-in-law, and you have lost your parents;

Then,

I'm going to lose you again.

I once suspected that this was the God of Order's punishment for my disloyalty. He knew about my betrayal of the Light of Symme, so he deliberately sent disasters to take you away from me.

When you were rescued, I repented, and I even swore that if the God of Order could restore my little Karen to health, I would continue to devote the rest of my life to the Cult of Kosmos without reservation and protect the Order.

Light.

And the Immelais family will continue to inherit the glory of the Cult of Order and become its most loyal defender. I will bring you into the religion, and I will pass everything on to you.

Because our dedication has at least been rewarded.

but,

You still left.

The God of Order did not answer my prayer, and he may not even have heard it."

Dis's voice became lower and lower;

at last,

He slowly raised his head,

He continued very calmly:

"When I faced your body, I said something to you and to the sky."

After a pause,

Dis spread his hands,

As if reminiscing,

It seems to be brewing,

No,

It’s also like tasting;

He said:

"The god of order raised by a prostitute!"

When these words were spoken, Karen felt a little dazed, as if the light and shadow in front of him were slightly deviated;

Karen knew that this was his own psychological effect.

Even if he didn't believe in any religion in his previous life and didn't like to kowtow to pray for blessings when he saw a statue of a god, he would not do anything to insult God, let alone curse loudly. He also didn't dare to curse because he always felt that it would violate taboos.

And in front of me,

In a world where there is clearly something truly extraordinary about religion,

As the judge of the Cult of Kosmos,

But in front of his own face,

Blasphemy and insult to God.

"He asked you to leave me, but I disagreed because you were still young and withdrawn since you were a child. You haven't even had time to start your life. There are so many things you haven't seen or heard.

You shouldn't just leave like this, it's not fair to you.

To your father, to your mother,

for me,

It’s unfair to the whole of Immelais!

So, I found Mr. Hoffen.

Mr. Huofen is a retired priest of the Principle of God, but his knowledge and ability are not just as simple as a priest. He knows too many secrets and knows how to control and implement this secret.

I once saved him, but I was so despicable that I threatened to save my life, and he finally agreed to it.

with his help,
To be continued...