Chapter 144, the details hidden in the dusty past, that is the reason for the encounter
The car had already parked on the side of the road, and Wang Taika and Yuner were in the car and were silent for a long time.
Wang Taika was also silent for a long time before finally plucking up the courage to speak and said, "I'm sorry, I..."
"I want to know, why do you feel guilty?" Yoona interrupted Wang Taika and asked, "Can you know, what do you think of me?"
"This issue is actually very complicated, I want to start from scratch." Wang Taika said.
Yuna asked, "I ask you, is there any or not, even if there is one second."
Wang Taika looked at Yoona, but suddenly laughed and said, "To be honest, can anyone not be moved by a girl as good as you?"
Yoona's heartbeat suddenly accelerated, she turned her head and stared at Wang Taika, trying to see the truth and the false from Wang Taika's eyes.
Wang Taika's eyes did not turn away. He faced Yoona's gaze and said, "Before meeting you, I had just experienced a huge change in my life. When I woke up, my own documentary program was gone, and I became an extra person on the TV station. I was not sociable, and I even returned to the city life, and I didn't know how to integrate well. Even... Haha, I even bought tickets by the subway. I forgot how to buy it. The originally regular life was messy. The most terrible thing was that I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder. Although I had been taking relevant drugs before, I had never been diagnosed. In short, I felt like I was like that in my life. Bipolar disorder is so terrible, how could I still want to live a normal life with others?"
Yoona was moved when she heard this.
I don't know if it was a coincidence, before the crew of "The God of War Zhao Yun" met, Yoona was also frustrated because of the end of her relationship with Seung Ki, and felt like everything had become a mess. And the same was true for Wang Taika Chacha. Then the two people who were a little disappointed met in a confused manner on the crew.
Somewhat ridiculous is that when we met, neither of us noticed each other too much. We didn’t know who the other person was, what we were going through, and we didn’t know what kind of relationship that person would have with us later.
Anyway, two people with a mess of life met like this.
Finally, Yoona was in a low mood and Wang Taika was irritable. The two of them exposed their hearts to strangers for the first time under this mutual stimulation. Apart from this, Yoona had never told anyone about her and Seung Ki. And Wang Taika had never mentioned his idol's first love to others.
The terrible first meeting is unforgettable.
Yoona pursed her lips: "So? You've been moved, right?"
"Listen to me." Wang Taika took a deep breath and said, "After getting the bipolar diagnosis certificate, I slept... How long did I sleep? I can't remember it, but in short, I was depressed at home. While thinking about my end, I began to make some plans for my life."
"It's not bad if you have a plan." Yoona said.
"Well." Wang Taika smiled: "My plan at that time was... to give up on myself, eat, drink and have fun. Since my life was bad enough, I didn't mind worse. At that time, I even wanted to have an online dating or go to a dance hall to find a girl. In short, I would have to go crazy for a few years, then go back to my hometown to take care of my family, and then... whatever. What I thought at the time was that I had no other ambitions in the future, and I just wanted to sleep with a few more women in the rest of my life."
"Puff!" Yuna was frightened by Wang Taika's extremely straightforward words.
"After this decision, I was depressed for a few more days. I pulled the curtains to sleep during the day, woke up in the early morning, and wandered around the streets. I saw a young couple who didn't go home at night and wandered around outside, so I went to scare them!" What Wang Taika said was a bit funny, but he couldn't laugh out loud. Because this period was the most difficult journey for him. Torment, incomparable torture. The most terrible thing about a person is nothing more than losing hope.
"What happened later?" Yuna asked.
"Later I was sleeping, and the curtains were pulled open. I felt the dazzling sunlight shining in. Then a figure swayed in front of me and told me that I had been sleeping for several days and could not be so decadent anymore. I had to find something to do." Wang Taika said: "You know this person, it is my black fan friend. I often think that if I really write a novel in my life, then that scene will be the first chapter."
Yoona continued to listen silently. Although she had never experienced these things, she always felt empathy, probably because... she felt sorry for each other!
"When I was writing this book, the first sentence of the first chapter, the curtains were opened, and the dazzling sunlight came in. From then on, it seemed that the first ray of sunlight really appeared in my life. Haha!" Wang Taika smiled bitterly: "I don't like to cause trouble for others, so after my friend advised me, I decided to give myself another chance. I worked hard for the last time, and if it didn't work, I would give up immediately, it was really the last time. So I am very grateful to him until now, so I took the blame for him for so long and didn't say anything. Because if it weren't for him encouraging me for the last time, I wouldn't have been to this day. Compared with his encouragement, that little slander is nothing. I just blame myself. When I make mistakes, others can encourage me, but when others make mistakes, I am an accomplice. This is my mistake."
Yuna nodded. Although it was just some details, Yoona was so smart that she still put together the truth. What Wang Taika should be talking about was a black fan. Unexpectedly, Wang Taika was careless and thoughtful and so delicate. That's right, bipolar disorder!
"What then?" Yuna asked, "I will definitely succeed in working hard for the last time, otherwise you wouldn't have been like this. But what motivated you?"
"Listen to me. Then... I followed the TV station's plan to shoot a reality show, which was the one who fell and injured Xiaoxiao. It was the first meeting with you in the ward. Then he was sent to the crew like a plague god, and met you again." Wang Taika looked at Yoona and said, "Actually, I was confused for a while later. How did I recover my confidence a little bit? Now I understand little by little, because I met you."
"Me!" Yuna was surprised at this moment. Wang Taika's answer was reasonable, but unexpected. Yuna frowned, suspected that Wang Taika would tell lies again, and asked, "What did I do?"
How could Wang Taika not see the suspicion in Yoona's eyes? But he didn't care, just continued, "You did nothing, or you did do one thing."
"What?" Yoona asked more and more questions.
"Many people are afraid of me, fear me, fear me, hate me, stay away from me." Wang Taika smiled self-deprecatingly: "But you did nothing. You didn't pay much attention to me, nor did you maliciously speculate on me. You just treated me like an ordinary person. As for the thing you did..."
When Wang Taika said this, she couldn't help but laughed! It was not that kind of malicious performance, but because she remembered something and couldn't help laughing!
"What are you laughing at?" Yoona was startled: "What did I do?"
Chapter completed!