Sitting in front of the computer, opening the document, for two hours, without a single word.

I felt uncomfortable. After reading the comments and comments from Qidian, all kinds of people were criticizing it. Especially this chapter, I read almost every chapter, all kinds of unpleasant words, and those who say abandoned books.

Logically, I will get angry and resentful, but in fact, I don’t have these emotions. I am very calm, not even as calm as myself.

This book can really be said to be amidst the scolding and has come to this day. I even wonder how I persisted. How optimistic was I in my heart to this day?

But now, optimism has been overdrawn and I am a little tired. I even feel a little depressed. I just want to stay in the house every day, don’t want to go out, don’t want to chat, and even group chat. To be precise, it’s not that I don’t want to, but that I’m afraid. It’s like social phobia, I don’t want to communicate with anyone. The only way to relieve stress is to play the home game in the dance dance for a while, and to make a lot of flowers every day, and build a house. I also keep a few pets in my home, namely Victoria, Krystal, Luna, etc. Seeing them jumping there, I suddenly feel like I’m going to collapse.

A few days ago, when I was chatting with Fatty, he said that I felt like I was very similar to him at the time. He said that he was the same when he wrote "Big Destiny". He even got scolded even more. But later he survived it, and later he came up with "Big Destiny's Korean Entertainment", which encouraged me to persevere.

But I know that I probably overestimated my optimism. It seems that it is not difficult to write a book, but everything else other than writing a book makes me exhausted and exhausted to deal with it.

Just like crazy, I am addicted to my own stories every day and make up a dream. It seems that I just enter it, experiencing things with those people. I am possessed by it, as if they are really living beside me, and they will also talk to themselves and communicate with those people.

There are so many Korean entertainment articles, but I just want to write abuse articles. Or, because of controversy, I told you about the setting of this book very early, which is to abuse first and then enjoy it.

This book is a tyrannical article in the upper part and a tyranny article in the lower part. If you can’t bear those hardships, you will not be worthy of the strength of the future!

The protagonist needs further growth. In the upper part, the protagonist changes from a useless person to a very cunning person, while in the lower part, he changes from a person with a deep mind to a person who believes in love and beauty again.

My personal understanding: There are three stages of life.

In the first stage, seeing the mountains as mountains and water as water. That is what Wang Taika looks like now, like a child who never grows up, believes in everything he sees and will never use tricks.

The second level is to see mountains not mountains, and water not water. When people enter society, experience many things and see the dark side of society, people will begin to doubt themselves. Will love last forever? Will friendship last forever? Will human hearts be really dark? Over time, the originally simple mountains and water become neither mountains nor water. This is transformation and blackening.

The third level is whether you see the mountains or mountains, or water. At this level, you need life experience and an open-minded heart that sees through the darkness of society, but you still yearn for the sunshine in your heart. At this time, the mountains are still mountains, and water is still water. Wang Taika finally changed from a boy to a man, a man who can be regarded as a relying on for the second half of his life. At that time, the story is about to end. A beautiful life has just begun...

What I want to write is the growth history of a boy becoming a man! Instead of really pushing and pushing!

But I know that these settings are useless to those who criticize me. Because they are not for this purpose at all.

Is Wang Taika very self-esteem? From beginning to end, he did bow to many people because of the pressure of life, but did he say something begging? Reality is so bloody, is it embarrassing to survive for life?

Of course, there is one exception. Song Xiangcai, when facing Song Xiangcai, I admit that she was flattering without any bottom line. Writing like this is intentional. I don’t want to say too much foreshadowing, but I must have a big foreshadowing if I write like this!

But this is a mistake? A person who is possessed by love will still be rational? Or, if the object without bottom line is changed from Song Xiangcai to Taeyeon or others, will he feel that it is not despicable? To put it bluntly, it is just a subjective idea of ​​your own preference or not.

I remember a few words in the article Wang Taika said to Song Xiangcai: "You can choose between loving me and not loving me, and I can only choose between loving you and loving you more." "You just rely on my liking you, but this is precisely the only reason for me to be humble."

Have you really loved a girl like crazy?

If so, you may be able to understand that feeling, and that will live up to your youth. Struggle in despair and hope. Because only by loving a girl crazy can a boy grow up quickly into a man.

In fact, it is still a return to the main theme. The core of this book is a growth history that gradually becomes a man, that's all.

I’m writing abusive articles! I’ve long thought I’d be scolded, but I didn’t expect that I was so strong! It made me a little collapsed and a little depressed!

I even blocked all my Korean entertainment groups and didn’t dare to see all related information. I didn’t even go to WeChat and QQ often. I have insomnia until two or three in the morning every day, and it has been a long time since I fell asleep before one night!

It seems like every day is like a walking zombie, relying on growing flowers in the dance, and living over and over again. It's a bit of a lingering sense...

Today, my mind is blank and I can’t write anything!

......

Seeing this, do you think I have been beaten by these setbacks?

Seeing this, do you think I want to tell everyone that the eunuch is in this book?

But you were wrong! You were very wrong!

You all underestimate me too much!

Wang Taika in the novel is a waste of time. But when did Taika, as the author, have been cowardly?

The main reason why I wrote this single chapter is to tell everyone that I want more updates!

That’s right! I want a 100 update for the second time!

Since I have no idea, I force myself to have ideas! I have to write it down! I can’t survive without being crazy!

Trolls, you guys scold me! It's so bad! Come on! I'm not afraid! Any setback that can't kill me will only make me stronger! Not only will you not defeat me, but you will also make me stronger!

Of course, the most important thing is that I am here to give all the book friends who have always supported me! Korean entertainment novels are indeed lonely, and recently many Korean entertainment has either finished or entered the palace. Many people are worried whether this book will be over.

I tell you, no! Not only will I not, I will also update again! Not to mention Korean entertainment, I will also increase your confidence!

Since the book was opened, I have never asked you for collection, recommendation, reward, subscription or monthly tickets. Even if this book has failed to this extent, I grit my teeth and still don’t ask for it!

I don’t believe it. I can’t help but use my diligence and sincerity to pick up a few people who read pirated copies? I can’t get a few hardcore book friends?

I was originally a new author who had no fame and no one knew about it. But I would like to use this innocent heart to be invincible!

I am not young anymore, getting married and having children is imminent. So I may not be able to be so crazy in the future. So while I have such a little time, I will be crazy once. What's the harm? The plot is not popular, so I will update it to the new god of Korean entertainment!

Two hundred updates, how many online articles are there? I like to fight hard! Use your strength to make all the trolls who mock me, shut up!

Now let me talk about the plan for 100 updates. Those who are familiar with me know that I am currently opening the double! Another book is updated 3,000 to 6,000 words every day! This book is guaranteed to be updated 4,000 every day! Then I will save manuscripts every day without the update of these two books!

In other words, in addition to the normal updates of two books every day and almost 10,000, it is my 100-year update!

The old rules, every chapter of the 100 updates is more than 2,100 words! The update will never be perfunctory! The plot will never be perfunctory! I used it for twenty-two days last time, and now it will definitely not be so fast. Give me three months! At the latest of June, it will be 100 updates! Of course, it is at the latest of June. If it breaks out, it may be 100 updates in advance.

Korean Entertainment may have new births in the future, but the era of the second-generation girl group is destined to decline. Since that's the case, please accompany me to be arrogant again and be crazy again!

Maybe the writing is very poor, but I have never been afraid of it compared to the belief in writing books and the innocent heart?

He looks up to the world, and there is no one like me!

Too stuck! Stop!
Chapter completed!