"Like you said, I just want a result."

Pani said seriously: "After separation, Nikkun always felt that he was sorry for me. I don't like this feeling very much. It's like, I'm a vulnerable woman who needs to be overly protected. Although I know he is really good for me, I really don't like this feeling."

"It is a good thing to separate. We are not suitable, or we just have similarities in most things, but we can't complement each other at all. Such feelings really cannot go far. Now that it's over, no one should bear any burden, no matter whether it's good or bad."

"So, it takes a reason to make each other feel that they don't owe each other," Pani said. "So, I told him, I'm already with you. I'm not the person being taken care of in this relationship. I can have my own ideas and choices. And he doesn't need to think how serious that thing was at that time. Look, I don't care at all. I can easily end and start a new relationship."

Pani's words are reasonable and reasonable, but they are essentially contradictory. Sometimes it is feelings, sometimes it is responsibility, sometimes it wants to maintain an independent self, and sometimes it is willing to become a role like green tea.

However, Wang Taika understood.

After all, he is also an old mental illness and becomes a doctor for a long time. In many psychological speculations, Wang Taika is even more proficient than many professional psychologists. So Wang Taika quickly speculated Pani’s real idea in his heart.

Some things are more courageous to face, the more they are, the more they are unable to face. This seems quite contradictory to say, but there are countless examples of facts.

It’s like a thief who returns to the scene after stealing things and hears people talking about it. So what will this thief do?

Leaving secretly? No, this seems reasonable, but it does not conform to the characteristics of human nature. The characteristic of human nature is self-deception!

So the thief would loudly scold the person who steals things, and even look even more angry than those who are talking. This is the best way to hide, that is, become the most unlikely person and start to deceive himself.

Similarly, Pani just said so much, sometimes it was emotional fairness and sometimes it was personal independence, but in the end it was a very realistic thing.

Pani just ended up saying, "I am not the person being taken care of in this relationship. I can have my own ideas and choices. He doesn't need to think how serious the matter was at that time. Look, I don't care at all. I can easily end and start a new relationship."

The core of this sentence is actually only three words, "that thing".

What happened? Of course, Nikkun brought Pani's father and brother to South Korea without hiding it. He wanted to have a century of reconciliation. From beginning to end, Pani said everything was empty, and there was only such a real thing that happened. He said it in such obscure language, for fear that it would be noticed.

But in front of Wang Taika, these things were invisible. So Wang Taika keenly realized that Pani should not be willing to admit his past.

The situation at Pani's family is indeed not very objective, it is something that Pani has decided to give up. But Pani is still worried in his heart, and this is Pani's only weakness.

This feeling of being controlled is really bad, so I wanted to end everything in this way. Pani tried hard to prove that she didn't care about this matter at all. She broke up with Nikkun just because she found out through this matter that the two were not suitable.

But in fact, it may be the opposite. Pani may still have Nikkhun in his heart, and there is nothing like disagreement in his personality. It may even be that Pani himself can't let go of Nikkhun.

However, that thing was Pani's bottom line. Once it was crossed, Pani couldn't accept it at all. So even if he liked Nikkun, Pani still wanted to break up with Nikkun. After the breakup, he had to use a self-deception method to prove that he didn't care about that matter at all, he just wanted to break up.

This is what I just mentioned about the thief psychology. The more Pani wants to prove that she broke up because of the disagreement, not because of that matter. The more it means that the cause of the matter is that.

There is no discord between the two, but they just cross the bottom line and they are not qualified to be forgiven. Although it is difficult to pronounce, the theoretical motivations are very reasonable. This is the normal human nature of liking to deceive yourself.

Pani finally said in front of Nikkun that she and Wang Taika were together, and the purpose was not to argue for a while, or to deliberately anger Nikkun when they broke up.

Pani's real purpose is probably to make Nikkun hate himself for being in love with others, think that he is a bad woman with aphrodisiac than to let others notice her fragility, nor to show her inner fragility.

Even if you are treated as a green tea girl, it doesn't matter.

Thinking of this, Pani is really a little pitiful.

But... the most pitiful thing is Wang Taika! Who did he provoke whom? Why did the blame end up taking it to him?

Wang Taika hates trouble. If Pani had not done a lot of things for Wang Taika before, Wang Taika might have turned against him at this time.

"Secretary Huang, you helped me before, and I promised to give you solo. I personally don't owe you any more. There are limits to helping you, and some things... like you used my name to fulfill your ideas. I won't say whether what you just said is true or false, or whether you want to cover up your inner thoughts in my name. I don't care about these, I'm just asking one thing." Wang Taika said: "Why am I helping you?"

Pani was looked at by Wang Taika, and only felt that Wang Taika's eyes seemed like an abyss, and could see through her inner thoughts. However, Pani still calmed down and said, "It's just a name. Oppa and Yoona cannot be made public. I know that Oppa thought of using Victoria's name, but still couldn't face everyone. But I don't care about any relationship. I can even make it public with you and help you cover up. You can use the name of looking for me to find Yoona anytime and anywhere, and no one will think something is wrong."

Wang Taika nodded: "Well, it makes sense. But it's not enough."

Pani continued: "Don't you know about "My Knot"? Nikkun and that person are now revenge, right? You also stole his girlfriend."

"Haha, it's really exciting to think about it..." Wang Taika smiled and said, "But this reason is not enough. Besides, you and I are fake."

Pani said, "You want to be true? To be honest, I don't hate you. Can you pass your own level? Even if you pass, I can't pass Yoona."

Wang Taika smiled and said, "I need a reason, not an impulse. In fact, Secretary Huang is also very good-looking and has a good figure. When I was drunk, I was thanks to my self-control, otherwise we would have indulged a long time ago. Also, I never thought you were a slut, so what I needed was a reason, not a benefit."

"What you need is a reason, not a benefit?" Pani suddenly calmed down when he heard this. This sentence seemed to touch her a lot. After a while, he said: "Wang Taika, do you know what I admire most?"

Wang Taika: "Hmm? Just call him his name? Where is the honorific? None of them? Forget it, let's talk about appreciating me first. I'd like to hear about this."

"What I admire most is your emotionally unsatisfactory taste, indifferent and selfish, and doesn't care about other people's lives or deaths." Pani said: "It's not a derogatory meaning, it's a compliment."

Wang Taika smiled: "But no matter how you hear it, it doesn't seem like a compliment?"

Pani said, "I only realized after listening to what you just said. If you are so good at scrutinizing other people's thoughts, I'm afraid even guessing my ideas clearly? You know, you know what I'm avoiding, so you use this method."

Wang Taika did not admit it or deny it, but just shrugged to show his innocence.

"If others knew about these things, they would probably try their best to express kindness. Comfort me, take care of me, and even try to reconcile me with my family like Nikkun. Because this is a good ending, maybe it can still move and thank me, that's it." Pani smiled but looked miserable, muttering: "Only you, Wang Taika, who has no sympathy."

"Wait a minute!" Wang Taika coughed dryly: "It's better to use honorific words, otherwise it will be more and more like a swearing person."

Pani pursed his lips and changed his verbal words: "Oba has no sympathy. Even if he knows what happened in my family, it will not affect Opba's attitude towards me at all. But... what I want is this kind of lack of sympathy. No sympathy is what I need."

"I am Pani when I was young. How could I tolerate being treated as a weak person by others? I don't need such pity and care. So I like such lack of compassion, really. Because I am still me."

"I'm not a masochist, I just want a pride and respect that belongs to me. This is why I have been with Oppa, and I'm looking for Oppa as an excuse when such things happen, and even... if I really do something with Oppa, I won't feel disgusted. Because compared to the kind of care that others do, I prefer Oppa who has no sympathy."
Chapter completed!