Chapter 43, Can't Go Back To Yesterday (43/100)
"I really don't know what to do."
There are so many words in the world that make people sad, but at this moment, it seems that only this sentence is particularly uncomfortable.
In fact, if a girl makes up her mind and even if she is reluctant to leave, it is just some pretentious words such as "loved". And these are just a prelude to leave.
But how desperate is it that a person who doesn’t want to leave says such words?
So I tried my best to maintain my dignity, but I really lost completely, and I didn’t even have a chance to turn the tables. I could only try my best to show my true feelings.
In the end, he actually surpassed "love" and "like". Before retaining the last little dignity, he could only say this sentence with powerlessness and urgency.
"I really don't know what to do."
So, Wang Taika is soft-hearted.
Zhienjiang has reached this point, and even if Wang Taika is heartless, she cannot remain indifferent.
Or, Wang Taika could go indifferent, but in that second, his reason disappeared and he said that. But Ji Enchan grabbed this second, pounced on him and hugged him tightly, saying
Nothing was released.
Wang Taika felt the first time that Ji Enchan was so strong. Because when Ji Enchan hugged Wang Taika, Wang Taika actually felt pain.
It was really a fierce hug, afraid that everything was illusory just now and disappeared immediately. Zhien-chan didn't give Wang Taika a chance to regret it, but just hugged her like this.
It was not until Wang Taika closed the door that Chien-chan raised her head slightly.
When Wang Taika saw the expression on Chien-chan's face, she felt a little sad.
My eyes were already watery, my eyes were red with tears falling down. It was obviously a tear, but when it fell down, it seemed to hit my body, and it actually had weight.
It is said that there is no soft feelings in a hard city, and life is not Lin Daiyu, and it will not be charming because of sadness. But at this moment, Zhienjiang is so heartbreaking and so moving.
Wang Taika reached out and touched Zhien Jiang's tears, sighed slightly and said, "No one deserves your tears, and the person who deserves you to do this will not make you cry."
Ji Eun-chan shook her head: "If I don't cry, how can I know what weight it will be? I only know that I should restrain my temper and be deliberately silent occasionally, and don't do things that make me irreversible because of impulse.
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"Is it impossible to save it?" Wang Taika said: "Then you are not here yet."
"Terrorist." Zhien-chan looked at Wang Taika and said with some fear: "I know what kind of person you are. To be precise, I didn't know until today that you are hated and cruel. But I
I don't hate it, because I will do that too. I know I will only be humble for you this time, but I also know that you may not even give me a chance. I really don't know that I should be glad to come back, but I still have to regret and embarrass myself.
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Wang Taika actually smiled when she heard this: "You are really... OK. Give up what you should give up is helplessness, give up what you should not give up is incompetence, don't give up what you should give up is ignorance, don't give up
What shouldn’t be given up is persistence. Which kind do you think is me? Which kind are you?"
Ji Eun-chan didn't even think about it: "You gave up on Victoria at the beginning, but if you gave up today, I would be incompetent. Now if you don't give up on Victoria, you would be ignorant. I've been waiting for you at the door for so long, so I'm persistent."
Wang Taika shrugged: "Actually, Song Xiangcai is a good person..."
Ji Eun-chan said: "I know, she is very good, I know. But whether she is in harmony is a personality problem and has nothing to do with character. Terrorists, everyone will be in a bad mood, and some people are just more hiding than others.
So is me. But this does not mean that some people deserve to be the trash can of emotions. I don’t care about others, but you can’t do it.”
Wang Taika pointed to the sofa inside: "No need to introduce me, find a place to sit down by yourself."
Zhien-chan looked at Wang Taika, then walked to the living room and sat down quietly.
Wang Taika poured a cup of hot water for Zhienjiang, then found a bag of cold powder from his coat pocket, soaked it and placed it in front of Zhienjiang: "Drink some to prevent colds. It's a bit bitter, but it works very well.
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Ji Eun-chan pursed her lips and said, "Terrorist, are you really not blamed me?"
Wang Taika didn't look at Ji Enchan, but just said, "It's good to be clear about some things, there is no need to verify them. Once you ask them clearly, it's completely done."
Hearing this sentence, Ji Eun-chan could only smile reluctantly.
Yes, yes! There are no airtight walls, no beams that cannot be hung. Some problems cannot be solved because the solution is accompanied by destruction.
Ji Eun-chan knew that although she returned to this room again, she really moved out of the terrorist's heart.
After experiencing such a round of things, the two of them may not be able to return to the tacit understanding and intimacy that they used to be. Even if they go back, they will have to pay a lot, even far beyond the time when Wang Taika and Chien-chan started from scratch.
Ji Eun-chan knew in her heart, but she had no other demands. She was almost completely abandoned and was already worried about gains and losses.
The originally stable heart turbulently caused a layer of haze to gradually add to Chien-chan's pupils. Just waiting for the accumulation of time, there will be a moment of repayment.
I quietly drank the cold powder, and Zhien Jiang just sat down and didn't say anything.
Wang Taika said, "You sleep in my room, I'll sleep in the sofa."
Ji-eun-chan nodded and asked again, "Did you see what's inside that box?"
Wang Taika nodded: "Well, I saw it when I was cleaning, but it was all miscellaneous. I looked it and threw it aside."
"Oh..." Ji Eun-chan felt that she didn't know what to say.
"Go to sleep, you have to go to work tomorrow." Wang Taika said: "You should have a notice tomorrow, right?"
When Ji Eun-chan heard this, she suddenly remembered that her bodyguard was still waiting for her outside, so she quickly sent a message to the bodyguard, asking him to go back first and try it tomorrow before picking her up.
Wang Taika looked at Ji Enjiang's text message, but didn't ask anything else. She just cleaned up the sofa and her own room, then hugged the pillow and went here, planning to sleep on the sofa.
From beginning to end, no one mentioned the matter of Ji Enchan coming back to live. Wang Taika did not mention it, and Ji Enchan did not mention it. The two of them actually had an indescribable tacit understanding in this regard.
Zhien-chan stood up, and Wang Taika lay on the sofa and said, "Down the lights by the way, thank you."
"terrorist......"
"Um?"
"Good night."
Chapter completed!