Chapter Twelve, Premonitions
"When will the surgery be done?" Wang Taika asked.
"I'm not sure, wait until the injury on my face is better. Moreover, I lost a lot of blood when I was in the car accident. Now I'm a little anemic, and I need to take care of it for a while." Su Junzi was a little sad.
Wang Taika nodded: "Actually it's good. This period of time is not long or short, but you are recovering so quickly now, which is great. I remember when I came to see you before, I had to push you away in a wheelchair. Now you can walk slowly with the help of others, which is really great."
Upon hearing this, Sumao asked, "Oba, I'm sorry, I can't help you with anything on xb."
Wang Taika didn't care at all, but instead teased: "I didn't expect you to apologize to me this day! It's not easy, hahaha, that's true, let's say a few more words."
Su Juno was helpless: "I'm very serious, okay."
Wang Taika smiled and said, "I know, it's enough to have Juli and the others on XB. And I was afraid that you would have nothing to do. I left the location for you, so I must wait for you to come. Hahaha, but this is not considered paid leave!"
"A profiteer!" Su Maruzi was both angry and funny. If it weren't for the inconvenience of injury now, she would definitely pounce on him and let Wang Taika see how powerful he was.
The two of them talked and laughed, and time passed extremely quickly. It was not until Wang Taika and Su Juno talked until they were a little thirsty that they realized that so long had passed.
"Oh, it's time. Then I'll go back." Wang Taika stood up.
Su Junzi was a little reluctant, but she just covered up her cover up and said in a relaxed tone: "Okay, it's time, then be careful on the way back. Well... do you want to go home directly?"
Wang Taika scratched his head: "Apart from that, there seems to be no place to go. What? What's the matter?"
"No, I just suddenly wanted to ask." Su Maruko nodded, and then couldn't help asking, "Then you... drove here?"
"Otherwise?" Wang Taika was amused and crying, and then asked: "Do you want me to leave? I feel that the ward suddenly became empty? Haha!"
Su Junzi smiled and said, "Every time I say goodbye, I should be Zheng Keyun, after all..."
"Okay, I have a feeling that there is nothing good about it. You'd better stop cursing me, after all, I'm your savior!" Wang Taika said with a smile: "I'll help you back to the hospital bed first, and I'll leave. Otherwise, I won't feel at ease if you sit here."
Su Junzi was very obedient this time and nodded: "Okay."
Wang Taika stretched out his hand and gently held Su Maruzi's arm, while the other hand gently held Su Maruzi's waist. Su Maruzi walked very slowly, step by step.
But after walking two steps, Su Junzi did what to do to help her arm and the hand that was supporting her waist. She suddenly felt a little sad and sighed and said something quietly.
"Suddenly, I regret not agreeing to let you take me to the park."
Wang Taika smiled when she heard this: "I will come to see you in a few days, so there is so much time."
After hearing this, Su Junzi suddenly felt a little moved and said, "I always say this, there are a lot of time and a long time, but many things are always in the blink of an eye. When I was a child, I always hoped that time would pass faster and wait for it to grow up quickly. It felt so far away. I don't know why recently, I like to dream very much. And when I dreamed at the beginning, before the crown, I was actually a trainee of s.m. Do you remember you know?"
Wang Taika held Su Maruzi and felt that Su Maruzi's body seemed very light and even a little thin. He agreed: "Well, I accidentally learned about it before. It is said that he was also selected as a reserve officer of Shaoshi, and later withdrew due to some of his own private affairs."
Su Maruzi blinked and smiled, "Yes. I was so young at that time, and even missed the days when I had not become a trainee before I came into contact with these. Even if I had many worries, I could chase and run in the bright sunshine. What was the concept of time that I didn't realize at that time? There was no time passing, no wind and rain, no sadness, and no songs that I wanted to sing. How simple it was at that time, as long as I kept running around, the contradictions would be thrown away without any concept tomorrow."
Wang Taika glanced at Su Junzi who was feeling moved, and suddenly felt a little heavy. Then he asked quietly, "What? What's the change now?"
"Now?" Su Maruko thought for a while and said in a relaxed tone: "Slowly, when you grow up and experience things you don't want to experience, hesitation, depression, excitement... All the unhappy words you learned in class have been slowly experienced in reality. I feel that time will be silently extended infinitely, and I began to accept the sweet and bitterness of life, washed, slowly learn to deal with problems and tolerate them. I always think about whether I can go back to the simple feeling at the beginning, but if I really try, I feel bored... Maybe that's it."
Wang Taika held Su Junzi and did not continue to speak. Because at this time he had realized something very bad.
Maybe others won’t notice these, but as a manic depression patient, Wang Taika understands what kind of psychology Sumao is now.
It is the kind of person who seems to suddenly grow old, even when he is seventy-eighty, he begins to lose expectations for the future and only miss his youth.
But it is abnormal for such a thing to happen to Su Junzi, such a young girl, because it will only bring endless loss.
Because this is...a precursor to depression!
Wang Taika understood that although Su Junzi pretended to be fine on the surface, she actually under too much pressure inside. It can even be said that compared to the wounds that were still bleeding on her body, the shadow in her heart was an indelible serious injury.
But this is reasonable. After all, after experiencing major setbacks, people will be shrouded in sorrow for a period of time. If they can discover and enlighten them in time, everything will quietly get on the right track.
But if you don't pay attention to it, the invisible depression will increase little by little, day by day. In the end, it will be like a flood and beast, no longer under control, destroying all the hopes of a person in a very short time. And with such a result, the possibility of being cured is already very low.
Many people only care about the scars on Su Maruzi's body, but forget that her heart was already full of devastation and covered with scars. The pain was almost irreversible.
But the most terrifying thing is that Su Junzi covers everything up very well. Perhaps in her opinion, this is a kind of strength that can prevent people around her from worrying. But this actually brought herself closer to the endless abyss bit by bit.
And if it weren't for Wang Taika's empathy for some of these, he wouldn't have noticed them at all.
Chapter completed!