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Chapter 98, we never thought that the reason for separation was so cruel

Wang Taika nodded: "So this proves that I don't like you."

"I thought so at that time." Chong'er smiled, confident: "Why? I can't figure out why, why is it better for Victoria to smile at you even though I have worked so hard? But... If you really wholeheartedly, why can't you give up me? This is a paradox."

Wang Taika said, "Chong'er, maybe it's my attitude that made me misunderstand. Well, today I admit that I'm a scumbag. Sometimes I suddenly treat someone well, but it's not true. I mean, you know, I didn't say that I'm special to anyone. No, I mean... Actually, you should know that I'm not a person who is particularly related to anyone. Right, I'm a little cold. But maybe I have a misunderstanding of you, and I have a misunderstanding. This is not very good, I know. So what I want to say is, I really treat you as my relative."

"So what?" Chong'er asked, "What do you want to say about these expressions? Am I so passionate?"

"No, it's my problem. I made you misunderstand." Wang Taika said: "I actually... I haven't thought it would happen. After all, you are an idol, I'm just an ordinary cameraman, right! It's not a member of the same place, and it's already a lucky thing for me to be a relative. But if you go deeper, I didn't think so. Yes, that's it. I... well, that's it. I mean... well, I mean..."

"Don't stutter, don't be nervous, just say it slowly." Chong'er meaningfully: "I'll play with you."

"No, I can't even understand what I said!" Wang Taika said, "When I was in Deshou Palace, I was indeed... maybe too much ambiguous. Well... how to say it, I can't say how I am. The main thing is that you are good-looking. You also know that I have bipolar disorder, right! I just said it, and once it starts, I may be unable to help myself... whom to hug? Who is kissing? Right, then it's very difficult to say, it's just that I'm excited. Of course, I haven't had any inappropriate thoughts about you! Absolutely no! I just... I really want to kiss you!"

"So it's all bipolar disorder?" Chong'er asked back: "It has nothing to do with you?"

Wang Taika scratched his head: "So...are you too scared?"

Chong'er smiled: "Seventeen, do you know? Because of you, I have been studying bipolar disorder for a long time. So it's meaningless to lie in front of me."

Wang Taika was stunned: "What do you mean?"

"Your explanation is over. It's up to me." Chong'er said, "Just you said, at the beginning, I was really inferior. Well, I lost because I didn't know why. It was not that I liked anyone, I could understand that feeling. But I didn't even compare and lost. I even thought that it was my former inner demon, so I really accepted my fate and felt that I deserved it!"

Wang Taika asked: "Inner Demon? What Inner Demon?"

Chong'er shook his head: "That's another story. But now, I understand a lot about you."

Chong'er slowly fell into deep thought, and the scroll of memories unfolded again, one after another, and the details were revealed! It was like a valve being opened, and countless thoughts collided with each other, slowly turning into a somewhat absurd but extremely reasonable so-called truth.

It's so cruel that Chong'er finds it ridiculous and ridiculous. Compared with this terrifying truth, the torture and pain in the past are more like a pediatric experience, like a kind of ridiculous sarcasm!

Chong'er looked at Wang Taika with a bright look: "So now I figured it out, it's not that you have never been moved by me, but... it's that you must have some reason to have to choose victoria. What's the reason?"

"Nothing!" Wang Taika directly denied: "Do you think you are Sherlock Holmes! What are you doing! Nothing!"

Chong'er smiled and said, "To be honest, I couldn't figure it out before that. I even doubted myself. But when I saw that the pills in your medicine bottle had not decreased, I finally understood it in my heart. It seems that I guessed that was right."

Wang Taika's pupils shrank and asked in a deep voice: "What... guess?"

Chong'er asked, "I will only ask you two questions. If you can tell me, then everything will be considered as a sentimental person. We will never disturb you again. If you can't answer, it will prove that you have me in your heart."

Wang Taika didn't say anything.

"The first question is, do you really like victoria, and you have to be with her, or is it because... the ultimate knot of your bipolar disorder is victoria? So what you lack the most is to face it, right? After breaking up for so many years, I dare to come to Korea now because you can't face victoria. When can you face her calmly, your bipolar disorder is half better! Will you have lost your lover again make you feel regretless?"

Wang Taika still didn't answer.

"The second question is that you have stopped taking medicine on time recently. Are you worried that bipolar disorder will really recover? After all, if you have bipolar disorder, you can only run wildly on the desperate road of pursuing victoria. Even if there is a dead end ahead, you can't turn back. But once you recover... should you choose me? Or your Chien-chan? Or... Taeyeon Ouni? Or who else I don't know?"

Wang Taika looked at Chong'er and opened her mouth, but she didn't know what to say.

Chong'er smiled and mocked her a little: "Don't answer? Do you don't want to answer, or do you don't know how to answer? So you are a coward, right! What I just said is right."

"Song..." Wang Taika's eyes were dazed for a moment, and then there was only helplessness in his eyes. Some things were not that he didn't want to choose, but that he had no choice!

"You think you're overthinking." Wang Taika reached out and took out a pill from the medicine bottle, threw it directly into his mouth, and then said, "Do you think you are writing novels? How can you be so bloody? Just like that, don't even do your relatives in the future."

Chong'er looked at Wang Taika, with a serious and desperate tone, and asked, "Seventeen, I don't care whether you really have resentment or what kind of way you want to achieve your goals. Even if you are really a bad person, I don't even think that we really want to be together. Even if you like it, we won't be together. I understand that truth. I just want to say... don't lie to me, please."

Chong'er's eyes turned red, and she endured the surging tears and unbearable sadness, and still said half-jokingly.
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