"That's not what you said, but it's quite in line with what I want!"

"Stop talking, is there any way to wake him up!"

"Wake up, he's dreaming, why bother to wake him up, maybe it's still a dream, hahaha!"

…

The little baby-like Yong Buli was indeed dreaming.

He dreamed that he was an adult, sitting on the coffee table in a living room!

He held a bottle of something unknown in his hand, and then poured it all into his mouth!

Then, he threw the medicine bottle away!

I saw the bottle lying on the ground. After rolling it a few times, the label was revealed, with one word written on it: Poison.

What happened to Yong Buli?

He doesn't know it himself, he just can't think about it for some reason!

Immediately afterwards.

Yong Buli picked up another jar of wine and put it into his stomach along with the medicine in his mouth.

The wine jar was also thrown to the ground and rolled beside the medicine bottle.

I saw the remaining red wine from the wine jar slowly flowing out and beginning to occupy the room!

The freely flowing liquid, the random fragrance, and the reflection full of memories, in contrast to Yong Buli's mood, seem to be venting his dissatisfaction with the world!

at last!

With his last smile and empty eyes, Yong Buli began to mutter to himself:

"Hi, Qianjue, it's me. I'm Yong Buli. Congratulations. We are about to meet. For you, I have committed suicide countless times."

At first glance!

This dream of Yong Buli actually kept repeating his suicide!

Still for Qian Jue!

It seems that his subconscious is really in pain!

He went on to say:

"Qian Jue, I'm really sorry. I really didn't know that I would be so obsessed with the devil that I couldn't even control it. But now that I know it, I feel that I am not a very normal person. I even doubted whether I had

When I am sick, I feel that living is very painful and I can’t live anymore!

However, I cut my wrists, but I still couldn’t die, and I had a caesarean section, but I still couldn’t die! I was in so much pain!

Then, I wanted to jump off the cliff without any magic!

When I jumped down, my gums kept flying upwards. My instinctive desire to survive made me hold my hands on the ground, so my two arms were broken, followed by my ankles, four ribs, and all my lumbar vertebrae.

, all pierced into the flesh. At that time, I was completely stunned. I couldn't hear any sounds or say any words. I only felt pain all over my body and breathlessness. I only felt the blood flowing freely.

When I woke up again, I realized that I was still not dead!

I don’t know what’s wrong with me? Why is it so difficult to die? I just want to see you, why is it so difficult!

In fact, every time I commit suicide, I am afraid, just because I am afraid that you will live and I will die.

In fact, I don’t want to give up, but when I think of you without you, I lose hope in life!

Originally, I really wanted to go sightseeing with you, the lovely you, to see the monuments and famous mountains, to see the plateau, to see all kinds of strange and unique things in the world, and I also wanted to eat you.

Everything I love to eat!

I still think that when my hair turns gray, I can still live in this world with you, see the sunrise every morning, and watch the starry sky every night.

But all these longings are just longings!

The suicide itself was originally a relief, but now I can't die no matter what. It's like a devil that I can't drive away. It makes me restless, takes over my mind and soul, and tortures me day and night.

Look, it's here again! It's here to gnaw at my body again!

I can't help it anymore, I really can't control myself, I really want to see the scarlet blood, I really want to kill myself happily."

After Yong Buli finished talking to himself!

Countless voices also rang in my ears:

"I want to die quickly, why are you pretending!"

"Look at him smiling so happily!"

"That's right, that's right, aren't you just here to enjoy the heat?"

…

After Yong Buli heard this, his heart became even more desolate!

He continued to smile bitterly and continued:

"You are right, since I can still laugh, I can't be depressed!

But will the word "suicide" be written on the face of a person who commits suicide?

Please take a closer look, take a closer look at my smile, am I really smiling?

I used to smile shamelessly, maybe because I was really happy, but it was more of a disguise, because I was worried that you would find something unusual about me.

And when I smile now, I really feel relaxed, because I am about to be freed once and for all.”

Although Yong Buli said this, he actually didn’t know what he was thinking!

In this endless cycle of suicide, it is very painful to die!

Next!

Yong Buli's eyes closed and his head fell heavily on the coffee table.

And I stopped paying attention to those gossips in my ears.

At the same time, I also hope that I won’t wake up again!
Chapter completed!