Chapter three hundred and ninety seventh end
No matter how hard it is to speak, when you really say it, you will only have a light sentence, just like a leaf falling from a branch without any weight.
However, once it is said, things will become very different.
He carefully observed Yuki Hiro Nakama's expression. She seemed to be still digesting this sentence, and her face was still cautious when listening.
He opened the bow and did not turn back. Even though he was sorry for her, he still patiently explained: "I'm sorry, it's the reason for me..."
After waiting for a while, Yuki Nakama said the first sentence, "Are you kidding?"
The slightly lighter tone was like Ye Zhao was understanding in helping him after he told an inappropriate boring joke.
Ye Zhao shook his head gently, "It's not a joke, it's to be honest."
"Is that right..." Yuki Yuki's expression collapsed, and he moved the corners of his mouth. He probably wanted to laugh, but found that he couldn't do it, so he gave up. "I think it's the same."
Ye Zhao didn't know whether he should accept this sentence.
She said to herself, "But if you say to me now, 'That's a joke', and I'll be happy to throw myself into your arms as if nothing had happened."
"This is not OK." Ye Zhao didn't know what he said in his mood. "If someone makes such a joke, he should slap him hard and then tell him to get out."
"But I'm so weak." Yuki Nakama avoided his gaze and stared at the floor. "Even if I know that the relationship has collapsed, I feel that I have my own responsibility and want to save it again."
"But, you have no responsibility."
"Isn't that even more pitiful?" asked Yuki Nakama, "I was given up like this even though I had no responsibility."
Indeed, it is cruel to deceive people who know nothing, but isn’t it even more cruel to let people who have no mistakes bear the pain of being abandoned?
"Sure enough, Brother Ye Zhao doesn't like me that much, right?" She lowered her head, and raised another cruel question with a slender voice and slow tone.
Ye Zhaomo listened silently and did not answer.
"Actually, I wanted to ask you this a long time ago." Yuki Yuki said, "I want to ask you this, but I don't dare to ask, I'm afraid I'll be hated by you... But now, I asked without any burden."
"Yeah……"
"I have thought alone in the past, maybe when I will be separated from you... Although it would be better to imagine happiness, I still can't help but think about why I will be separated from you."
After all, this is actually a manifestation of anxiety. However, this anxiety is deeply hidden, and only she knows it.
"Is it natural that I feel bored, or because I am obstructed by the firm, or if I have someone I like more, I may have a tremendous fight... Because many possibilities have been considered, I feel unreal when I hear you say something so ordinary."
"But," she finally raised her head, blinked hard, and looked at him, "I still want to thank you."
"Thank me?" Ye Zhao couldn't react a little.
Yuki Nakama said "Hmm" and said, "If you neglect me or criticize me, I will be at a loss and become unruly. So, I feel relieved to be able to speak so directly."
Faced with the fact that she was suddenly broken up, she had always been a little childish in Ye Zhao's eyes, but unexpectedly showed her attitude as an adult and communicated with him with unexpected calmness.
Is it because she was more mature than he thought, or because such a sudden thing forced her to mature... Ye Zhao couldn't help feeling ashamed.
"I used to worry that it was my fault," Yuki Ei Nakama sucked his nose, "but it won't be there in the future."
When they were dating, they rarely talked about heavy topics. They really heard these heart-to-heart words from her, but in this situation.
The seventeen-year-old girl has a sensitive side in her personality, but Ye Zhao ignores her feelings. However, she herself is at a disadvantage in her relationship, so she restrains her true feelings.
In the end, she was able to tell the truth, but she was in a situation where she proposed to break up and was no longer burdened.
"Are you..." As soon as he was halfway through the apology, he suddenly remembered what Fuji Aiko said. In the relationship, the party who accepted the apology was too shabby and pitiful, and subconsciously stopped.
"Actually, there is no need to apologize to me." Yuki Yuki said, "If you can, if you feel that getting along well during this period is quite pleasant, just say 'thank you' to me."
"I want to say thank you to you too." Yuki Yuki looked at him, "It's really a happy thing to be able to meet you and be liked by you... I think of everything that happened in the past, and I feel very happy, and I brought all this to me, and I created those memories together. So, I'm really a thank you."
"And, you didn't treat me perfunctorily as a child, but instead made things clear to me seriously. Thank you for this." In the end, she refused to say accusation.
"Thank you." Ye Zhao said, lowering his head to her vigorously.
"I'm still thinking recently that when you had a scandal with Tomosaka Sang, I said 'Don't touch me', but in fact, what I thought in my heart was that I hope you hug me. At that time, if you hug me, I might give up."
"Is that true..." Ye Zhao recalled how she looked when she said that sentence.
"So, now," Yuki Nakama grabbed his knee tightly, "I really want to hug you, I want to be hugged by you, I want you to touch your head, and do anything..."
Ye Zhao subconsciously looked at her eyes.
"But," she changed her mind, "I have to be strong." Speaking of this, she stood up hard and issued an order to expel Ye Zhao, "Please go back, I want to stay alone."
"I still like you, but I was injured." She said, "Brother Ye Zhao can no longer comfort me, so I don't want to see the weak side of you..."
Ye Zhao stood up and wanted to say something more, but felt that it was useless to say anything more, so he just owed her.
Before leaving, he turned back to see her. Yuki Nakama covered his face with both hands and his shoulders trembled violently.
Chapter completed!