Mu Qing asked me what the result would be, and I naturally wouldn't tell her. After all, this involves me and Zhang Yao, and there is no need for outsiders to be clear about it.

What's more, I don't know that things will go in that direction... I'm completely confused.

Before I chatted with Mu Qing, I thought about saying goodbye to Zhang Yao at the right opportunity, then rushed back to Wuzhen, explained it clearly to Tong Xue, and finally walked hand in hand. But after I talked with Mu Qing, my thoughts at the beginning were no longer so firm.

Mu Qing is also a woman. I can’t think of a creature that knows more about women than women in this world. In addition, she is Zhang Yao’s best friend, and there are many deep-seated reasons. Zhang Yao won’t tell me, but she will definitely tell her.

Mu Qing, who has always opposed us being together, suddenly had the idea of ​​getting back together. With a little consideration, I would know who this meaning is...

Everyone in the world will encounter choices, and choices themselves are already difficult... Such issues involving emotional belongings are even more difficult.

What I faced was another dilemma.

In the eyes of outsiders, this may be a worry of happiness. There are two such excellent women who will give me sincerely. But in my heart, this choice is absolutely painful.

I don't want to hurt anyone, but I have to hurt one more.

The initial brisk steps became so heavy when I was approaching the 3o7 ward. Every time I took a step, I would torture myself in my heart, until I walked to the door of the ward, I still didn't think about an answer.

The short journey is very similar to a war to me, without gunpowder, but it is enough to make me feel pain. I seem to have foreseeed the result of this war: there are no winners, no losers, and some will only be men and women who are poisoned by the spiritual poison of love.

Yes, neither of us is innocent nor pitiful.

Taking a deep breath, I pushed open the wooden door of the ward.

......

Zhang Yao was lying quietly on the hospital bed, her posture was the same as when I went out. She was squinting at this time. I didn't know whether she was sleeping or simply giving those eyes a moment of rest.

He walked slowly to her and sat on the chair beside the bed.

It was also at this time that she opened her eyes slightly, raised the corners of her mouth gently, and said to me: "What Sister Qing said to you cannot be really considered... She is just worried about my situation."

"Why are you so sure? You don't know what we said."

"I know her after being a friend for so long."

Seeing Zhang Yao explaining to me so calmly, somehow I began to miss her. When she just woke up, she showed a soft side to me.

I deliberately raised my eyebrows and replied to her: "Zhang Yao, I think you are thinking too much, right?...Your sister Qing, just simply complaining about me, no, she is not simple."

As I said that, I pointed to my right cheek, "This girl, not only scolded me, but also gave me a fucking slap! ... Can you guess this?"

"vulgar."

Zhang Yao spat lightly and continued, "This is Sister Qing's style of behavior. She has always looked down on you."

"That's right, she looks down on me so much, how could she talk to me with all her heart?"

"Then...what else did she say?"

Zhang Yao finally began to feel a little curious.

Seeing this, I pretended to be deep and smiled, "Can you guess? Let's continue guessing."

“…”

She didn't say anything, just stared at me straight, and I didn't retreat and chose to look at her.

After a month and a half, we faced each other face to face again. The only difference was that at that time, there was still a couple between us.

Thinking of this, I felt that we were both sad.

After a long sigh, I finally broke the silence.

"Did we meet at the beginning?"

Upon hearing this, a hint of panic flashed in Zhang Yao's eyes, but she still said to me calmly: "Even if I never thought of my current appearance, we have met at the beginning."

"Remember the purpose of our appointment to come here?"

This time, she did not reply immediately, but turned her head with some difficulty before saying quietly: "Remember, you go, start here and end here again, it's great."

Anyone who hears her words can notice that her words are wrong!

But why didn’t she want me to see her face to face when she was weak? She had to turn her head stubbornly! This made me see the asymmetry.

It is not a material or spiritual asymmetry, it is just a simple asymmetry in the relationship!

Mu Qing had already told me that she had completely ignored those problems. Why did Zhang Yao choose to go against her heart at this moment?!

The next moment, I will know the answer.

"Chen Mo, as your former lover... I hope you are well. Please cherish the girl who is with you now. You have experienced too much and she has paid too much for you.

Do you remember when we went to Wuzhen to solve the problem? She dragged her sick body and flew from Beijing to Hangzhou overnight... Ask yourself, even if I realized that I was in love with you at that time, I had to admit that I did not love you deeply."

"I just want to talk about the things between us."

"No matter what the result is, she will be left with her, right?"

"I......"

Open my mouth, I can't say anything that I can deceive myself.

"......... Some time ago, when you called me, I knew your choice. I would not resent or have any other emotions. People always have the right to choose and be chosen. Right?"

Zhang Yao said it with a smile if she was enough to make people feel broken.

This was the scene I expected, but at this moment when I was really facing it, my heart still hurts. The corners of my eyes were sore, and I couldn't help but raise my head. The white ceiling looked so pure.

But below it, there was an impure me.

"Selected, selected?"

After murmuring and repeating, I finally spoke to Zhang Yao: "I can't deny that your reason is right, but what about you?...You, Zhang Yao, are also a woman. Why do you want to say such free and easy and generous words to me?"

"Isn't that enough just because I am Zhang Yao?"

"enough!"
Chapter completed!