Chapter 125 Mo Tianqiu has a problem
"Even, I hate this identity, for me, just a shackle that makes me suffer."
Memory became a long time ago and things that I wanted to forget began to appear in my mind. Fu Li now had no patience anymore and continued to endure it. His face was painful and hideous. It made people feel distressed.
Because I knew Xia Qiqi the best, Fu Li chose to avoid it. He looked at the lake quietly and began to say leisurely. Xia Qiqi's attention was also diverted to Fu Li's conversation, and he did not notice the pain.
"Do you know, Xiaoqi, I didn't have a happy childhood. Because of this identity, I have been bullied since I was a child. It was something imprinted on my bone marrow, and I have been trying to forget it.
After a while, those pain and sorrow have never existed before. Xiaoqi also noticed that the people in this palace call me Li Gongzi, which is also a kind of self-hypnosis.
Xiaoqi, I don’t want to talk to you about my childhood. I know you too well and I don’t want you to be sad for me.
I didn't tell you that my identity was the same. I didn't want Xiaoqi to look at me with pity.
After all, all this is just my personal greed. When I first met Xiaoqi, I developed the awareness of wanting to get close to me. At that time, I was too unconfident. I was afraid that Xiaoqi would alienate me after he knew my identity. That was not what I wanted, so I had the idea of deception.
Now, I was wrong. Xiaoqi, I'm sorry, I lied to you."
Fu Li suddenly closed his eyes, and he could clearly feel his beating heart and disordered aura. He was afraid and trembling, and he was afraid that Xiaoqi would leave him like this.
"What are you saying?"
Xia Qiqi smiled relievedly and reached out and patted Fu Li's back quickly.
"Who said he knew me the best? It seems that it is not at all. Since Fu Li understood Xiao Qi so much, he should know that Xiao Qi would not forgive Fu Li.
Moreover, at the beginning, didn’t I deceive Fu Li too? The two of us were just half a dozen. Since Fu Li didn’t blame Xiao Qi, how could Xiao Qi blame Fu Li?
And when I think about this, I am too stupid and I have never asked Fu Li about his detailed identity, so it is normal for me not to know Fu Li's identity, right, Fu Li?"
Xia Qiqi walked up to Fu Li, smiled gently at his astonished face.
A warm current flowed through Fu Li's body. He thought that God finally pleaded with him and sent Xiaoqi to his side. He probably wouldn't meet someone better than Xiaoqi in his life.
"Um."
A single-character syllable made the two people looking at each other smile.
All the haze in the past has become the bright sunshine today.
People, if you carry too much, why not share it with your favorite and closest person? No need to be timid and brave to take that step, and you may receive unexpected results.
Xia Qiqi did not ask Fu Li too much.
She had clearly understood his pain, and she could not do anything like continuing to expose human scars. Moreover, those things have become a thing of the past. Since Fu Li wanted to forget that memory, why should she continue to mention it?
Even if she knows clearly, she is just an ordinary person and cannot return to Fu Li's childhood and save Fu Li out.
"Fu Li, are you planning to stay in Dongling for the rest of your life?"
No one wants to go back for places that restrict their freedom and cause great pain to themselves.
"It's not the question I plan to do, but it depends on whether they let me go. Xiaoqi, I know you care about me very much, but let me deal with this matter myself."
Xia Qiqi was slightly stunned, but soon realized that Fu Li was caring for her.
The matters of the royal family have always been complicated. Fu Li, as the fourth prince, cannot avoid being injured, let alone her. If she intervenes, it will become a burden.
"Well, I understand. But Fu Li, I hope you must protect yourself, otherwise I will be bullied by the damn Long Yuechen in the future and I will not be able to find a place to cry."
"Aren't you leaving?"
Xia Qiqi was immediately stunned, why did she forget about this?
Ignoring the pain and struggle in my heart, Xia Qiqi smiled awkwardly.
"That's right..."
He paused for a moment and raised his right hand immediately raised his index finger and pointed at Fu Li.
"But! No matter what, you are not allowed to be injured. You are my friend of Xia Lisheng, so how could you die so easily!"
As if he was issuing a tough order, Xia Qiqi said it loudly, not only a warning to Fu Li, but also to cover up his panic.
She didn't want to admit that she was very confused now, and her mind was full of Long Yuechen's shadow.
"Yeah, I get it."
"It's just Xiaoqi, are you really going to leave?"
This topic again made Xia Qiqi feel pain in his heart again, but he still said it decisively.
"Yes, but don't worry, I'll miss you."
Of course, there will be no other than missing.
"Don't regret it?"
He had clearly seen her feelings for him, and it must have been painful to make such a decision to leave.
"I don't know, but it's okay. The boat will naturally straighten when it reaches the bridge. I will know at that time. Fu Li, I have a reason to leave."
This is the bottom line and dignity that I have adhered to for two lifetimes. The so-called dignity is not easy to be broken.
If she stays with Long Yuechen, she will only arouse disgust for herself.
If a person hates himself even himself, then what is the use of her living in this world? She doesn't want to hate herself.
"Is that so? It seems that I can't stop your decision. Xiaoqi, it won't be so easy to leave after entering here. If you believe me, let me help you."
Fu Li showed a relieved smile. Since she could not dissuade her, she would help her. This is Xiaoqi's wish and she will help her.
"I'd better not have it anymore. You have a lot of things to deal with now. Don't worry about me, I have my own way."
Now that Han Liang's messenger is still here, it must be a danger to him. At this moment, how could she have the nerve to bother him again?
"Then I'm useless, I can't help Xiaoqi."
Fu Li said jokingly, but he really had this kind of thought in his heart.
This may be his last chance to help Xiaoqi, but now Xiaoqi rejected him.
That feeling is very powerless and painful. The person you like is about to leave, but I can't help her in the end. It's a kind of heartache.
"What? If Fu Li can take good care of himself, it will be the greatest help to me. I don't want to hear the news that the Fourth Prince of Hanliang will be gone when I am in the world in the future."
Xia Qiqi naturally knew Fu Li’s thoughts in her heart. However, at this time, she could not let Fu Li fall into a dangerous situation because of her temporary softness.
Regarding Long Yuechen, she didn't know if he had ever had her in his heart, but Long Yuechen has always been domineering and has a strong possessive desire. If he knew that his woman had escaped and that accomplice was right in front of him, he would not have given up so easily without forcing Fu Li to the dead end.
Moreover, the envoy of Han Liang is still in Dongling, and God knows how they will murder him.
Fu Li is already very dangerous now, and she cannot selfishly involve Fu Li for her own affairs.
Running away is something that violates the laws of Dongling. It is better not to involve others.
"Yes, I understand. Xiaoqi is the most capable woman in the world. I believe you can handle things well."
To this point, it’s meaningless to say anything more. It’s better to relax.
"Hmph, I'm not urging myself, I'm really capable."
Xia Qiqi raised her head and looked proud, instantly eased the sad atmosphere between the two.
"By the way, Fu Li, is that messenger from Han Liang someone you knew before?"
I actually came to find Fu Li. It seems that my relationship with Fu Li is quite good.
It's just the person's appearance...
The face that she would never forget, even her figure was exactly the same, making it difficult for her not to think of the mr.0 in her previous life, the person who deceived her for the rest of her life.
If the two of that dangerous man were really the same, Fu Li would be very dangerous.
"Are you talking about Tianqiu?"
Hearing this, Fu Li became obviously cheerful.
"Tianqiu was my childhood playmate and my first good friend. He is quite good. And this time he came to Dongling to protect me."
Could it be that she is really thinking too much?
Xia Qiqi thought to herself.
I always feel that there is something wrong with it. But to be honest, it can only be considered a feeling.
"Fu Li, do you trust that Mo Tianqiu very much?"
This question made Fu Li slightly stunned. Xiao Qi would not ask such a question for no reason.
"What's wrong, is there anything wrong with him?"
"No, I don't know, maybe it's because of the relationship between you. I always feel that it's a bit strange. But it's okay. It's impossible to see things based on the so-called feeling."
That's what I said, but I was still confused.
The figures of Mo Tianqiu and mr0 were constantly overlapping in her mind, which made her feel very resistant.
At that time, she came here with the Jiuhuang Jade Bracelet in her hand. If mr.0 could also travel, what could he rely on?
"Well, there is this possibility."
Fu Li still couldn't agree with Xia Qiqi's view of Mo Tianqi.
In his opinion, Mo Tianqiu was his childhood confidant. When he was young, he helped him a lot and was very sincere to him.
When many people gathered to bully him in the past, he did not care about the eyes of everyone and helped him get beaten a lot, and he was very happy afterwards that he could help him.
Such a person makes him unable to distrust him.
"Yes." Xia Qiqi pondered for a moment, and finally said to Fu Li with a serious expression.
"No matter what, I still hope Fu Li can pay more attention to him. Some people cannot just look at the surface."
mr.0 was once very good to me. When I first joined the organization, I also helped her a lot, but in the end I betrayed her.
It can only be said that people's hearts are unpredictable and there are many things like stabbing in the back.
Chapter completed!