"A lot of things, I learned about them later from my uncle and other family members." Jian Ningxuan leaned against the head of the bed, with a faint expression, as if telling someone else's story. "My father loves my mother very much. They were all very happy when they learned about pregnancy. But 3 or 4 months later, my abnormal physique began to affect my mother's health, and various symptoms caused by high temperatures made her feel in pain. When she was 6 months pregnant, her mother continued to have a high fever, and because of concerns about affecting the fetus, she tried her best to control the medication.

"My father couldn't bear to have his mother's suffering and strongly demanded to induce labor. All of them were rejected by his mother. Perhaps he was still lucky at the time, thinking that his mother could give birth to the child safely. However, things went against her wishes. My body temperature exceeded the limit she could bear. She gave birth early at 9 months, and had severe uterine bleeding during caesarean section, and eventually died on the operating table."

Anbu listened quietly, without interrupting.

Jian Ningxuan looked up at the ceiling and continued: "Because of my mother's death, my father hated me to the core. Since I was born, he has never cared about me. My name was chosen by my uncle, and my food, clothing, housing and transportation were also arranged by my uncle. Every year, my uncle's family would spend my birthday with me. If I hadn't, I would have died in a corner where no one cares about it."

"Do you... hate your father?" An Bu asked. She felt that Jian Ningxuan had not grown into an anti-social secondary disease that was irrelevant to the sky and earth, which was really great.

"I hated me before." Jian Ningxuan said softly, "When I was a child, I didn't understand why my father was so cruel to me. But later I realized that I was different from others. My mother's death was indeed caused by me. I couldn't bear the body temperature myself, and my mother was pregnant with me for a full 9 months. You can imagine how painful it was."

The mother suffered all the hardships for him. The father lost the person he loved the most and was inextricably linked to a child. The originally happy family was broken because of his birth.

Jian Ningxuan is not a person who can get into a stubborn position, but the guilt and self-blame in his heart always bothers him. His uncle's family cared for him very much, and he could not repay him, so he could only try his best to be himself. He learned to control his emotions and keep a distance from others. He did not want to see his relatives who wanted to care for him but had to endure it. If someone had to bear the guilt, he would bear it alone.

Although his father was harsh, he said nothing wrong. If he insisted on being with Anbu, he would probably hurt her in the future. Last time he was in Hot Spring, he should be glad that he did not take the last step.

"Mr. Jane." An Bu's voice came from beside him, interrupting his thoughts, "Do you regret coming to this world?"

Jian Ningxuan was silent for a moment and said seriously: "Don't regret it."

"Then, everything your mother has given is worth it." Anbu sat up, "Don't feel guilty for things that you can't control. Remember your mother's love for you and the kindness that gives life to you, and make yourself live more meaningful. Look at me, I'll make a lot of sense."

The first one was serious, but the last sentence made Jian Ningxuan unable to help but curse the corners of his mouth.

"By the way, your father told you not to harm other people's daughter?" An Bu stretched out his long legs and said lazily, "I'm very curious, how do you plan to 'harm' me?"

Jian Ningxuan's eyes slowly moved along her long legs to her face, with a little resentment in his eyes.

Anbu turned over and got out of bed, took off his coat, kicked off his slippers, and finally he only had a base coat left, and stepped on the carpet with bare legs: "Try it?"

Jian Ningxuan: "Try...what?"

"Mr. Jian, don't pretend to be stupid at this time." Anbu walked to the bathroom door and knocked on the door panel, "Will you come?"

In life, one should release oneself, bend and unruly.

Jian Ningxuan had a tense face and tried his best to resist.

"Mr. Jian, you must not be able to learn biology well." An Bu suddenly said something irrelevant.

"What?" Jian Ningxuan looked at her inexplicably.

"The liver is the highest temperature in the human body, followed by the mouth. As for other parts, the temperature is higher than the mouth even when exercising." Anbu explained seriously, "Since we can kiss happily, there will be no obstacles to further contact."

Two clusters of fire suddenly ignited in Jian Ningxuan's eyes.

Anbu continued: "My body temperature is lower than normal. Instead of worrying that your temperature is too high, you might as well worry whether you will be sunny because my temperature is too low..."

Before she finished speaking, she was already trapped in the bathroom with a force.

The sound of water sounded, and two blurred figures overlapping on the glass door.

Half an hour later, Jian Ningxuan, who was foggy, walked out of the bathroom with Anbu in his arms, fell on the bed, and... Anbu lay down, and in the moment of harmony, his eyes suddenly lit up. The originally gray pillow turned into a piece of blue, like dyeing, expanding outward little by little. The azure bed sheets, silver-painted carved beds, beige desk lamps, gray-blue walls, purple dark flower curtains, brown wardrobe, green potted plants...

The closer the distance, the brighter the colors.

Anbu lowered his head, looked at his fair fingers holding the blue sheet, then turned his head again, facing a pair of scorching blue eyes, several strands of hair hanging on his forehead, sweat slid across the wheat-colored skin, and the tight muscles were filled with tension.

An Bu saw Jian Ningxuan so clear for the first time. He was so handsome, colorful and dazzlingly beautiful.

"Do you feel uncomfortable?" Jian Ningxuan suppressed his movements and asked in a low voice.

"Don't be careful, I'm strong and durable!"

A sentence broke the nerves, and Jian Ningxuan completely let go of his concerns...

Almost at the same time, Anbu's angry value soared by 450 points, and a strange feeling rushed up her back like an electric current and went straight into her brain.

At this moment, Anbu seemed to feel the vitality of living again, touch, smell, vision, hearing, and taste all revived.

"Mr. Jane."

"Um?"

"I suddenly want to eat chocolate."

“…”

The next day, when Jian Ningxuan woke up, his side was empty, with only the wrinkled sheets and the pillows that were about to fall to the ground.

He sat up suddenly and looked around, but could not find the familiar figure. He tightened his heart, quickly put on a pair of pajamas and ran out of the door. As soon as he arrived at the door, the door opened from outside, and Anbu's figure appeared in front of him.

He hugged Anbu, as if he was afraid that she would disappear.

"Awaken? Just go and wash and prepare for breakfast." Anbu pushed him with one hand and walked into the bedroom with the other hand.

Jian Ningxuan followed closely behind, looking at her steady steps and graceful body lines, and suddenly reached out to hug her waist from behind.

I did it for a few hours yesterday, why was she not tired at all? Shouldn’t she lie softly in his arms and welcome the morning sunshine with him?

"Don't act cute, go and wash quickly." Anbu hooked his feet back and poked his legs.

"Yes." Jian Ningxuan reluctantly let go of her and walked into the bathroom.

Looking back on the passion last night, Jian Ningxuan's eyebrows and eyes were full of happiness, and his whole body was radiant.

But for a moment, he slowly restrained his smile and his fingers holding the toothbrush turned a little white.

"Come here for breakfast?" An Bu saw Jian Ningxuan come out and looked up and showed a bright smile at him.

Jian Ningxuan looked at Anbu silently for a long time, and finally said, as if he had made some decision, "I'll go out for a while and come back soon."

After saying that, he quickly walked out of the room, and five minutes later, he walked back with a heavy face.

Anbu looked at him with a puzzled look: "What's wrong?" This made her a little bit sloppy. Did she find something last night?

Jian Ningxuan put a box on the table and said in a deep voice: "Among Bu, I'm sorry."

Anbu: "???"

I just finished having sex and said sorry. This is the rhythm of being ruthless and ready to throw people away?

Anbu picked up the box he placed on the table and looked at it. It turned out to be a box of birth control pills!

Jian Ningxuan said with difficulty: "I didn't prepare for the condom in advance, so..."

Anbu: "…"

If you don’t know his situation, just throwing a box of pregnancy pills to your lover like him will cause a breakdown in minutes.

"Are you worried that I will get pregnant?" An Bu asked.

Jian Ningxuan looked at An Bu deeply, "I don't know if my physical condition will be inherited, but even if it is only 1% possible, I don't want to take risks, let alone experience the pain of my father." So, he would rather not have children in his life, just hope that An Bu will be with him healthily.

"You apologize to me because you can't give me a child?"

Jian Ningxuan nodded without saying a word.

"I understand." Anbu pushed the elimination medicine back, "Don't worry, I won't get pregnant."

Jian Ningxuan was worried: "It's better to take two. I will prepare to avoid pregnancy-condom next time, and I won't let you take medicine again."

"The avoidance-pregnancy-condom is not used either." Anbu put one leg on his knee and leaned on the sofa chair with his whole body stretched. "You know that my physique is also very special and I can't get pregnant at all. At this point, we can reach an agreement. So, you don't have to feel guilty."

Jian Ningxuan looked at her with a burning look, and the pressure in his heart disappeared instantly. When he was with her, it seemed that any difficulties could be solved.

"Mr. Jane, you said," Anbu came over and smiled, "Are we born a couple?"

Jian Ningxuan held her ankle with one hand and put the other on her shoulder, pulled her into her arms, and kissed her hard on her lips.

You are the treasure given to me by God, and it is irreplaceable.

"Don't call me Mr. Jian." Jian Ningxuan suddenly thought of this question.

"What should that be called?" An Bu sat on him, bent one leg, folded it on his chest, put his chin on his knees, and looked at him with a smile.

"Ning Xuan?"

“It’s too ordinary.”

"A Xuan?"

"It doesn't sound domineering at all."

"Xuan?"

"emmm..." An Bu thought for a moment and said, "Let's do this, I usually call you 'Mr. Jane'. Don't you think this title has a sense of professional play?"

Jian Ningxuan: "..." It turns out that you usually think so, professional play...

"Other times, I can call you 'Xuanxuan', 'cat master' or 'dear', what do you think?"

Jian Ningxuan likes the title behind the scenes most.

"Well, you can call it whatever you like." He stared at the woman in his arms gently, and his heart was filled with happiness.

While Anbu was satisfied with the vitality value obtained by the Great Harmony and the gorgeous colors, Mr. Jian had already begun to think about the proposal.
Chapter completed!