Chapter twenty-ninth again(1/2)
After leaving Green Willow Villa, Lin Nuo was already asleep because he was playing crazy. Lin Luoluo looked out the window, and her face was reflected on the window, with her eyes dying.
No one spoke along the way. After arriving at the villa, Lin Luoluo untied his seat belt and was about to carry Lin Nuo out, the car door opposite was opened. Xu Zibai leaned in, carried Lin Nuo out, and walked into the house. Lin Luoluo watched his movements, then went forward to open the door, and asked him to carry the child into the house.
Xu Zibai put Lin Nuo who was asleep on the bed. Seeing that his little face was a little red and his forehead was still sweaty. Then he realized that when he was holding him just now, he felt that his body temperature was a little abnormal. He immediately stretched out his hand and placed it on Lin Nuo's forehead.
At this time, Lin Luluo walked in, and Xu Zibai quickly said, "Go and get the medical box, Nuonuo seems to have a fever."
"What!" Lin Luoluo said in surprise, turned around and went to get the medical box.
Soon, the medicine box was brought. Lin Luoluo opened the medicine box. Xu Zibai took out the thermometer from it and began to take Lin Nuo's temperature.
"I should have discovered it just now." Xu Zibai blamed himself.
"This is not your fault. Nuonuo has been by my side all the time. I didn't even notice that he was not feeling well. He must be playing too crazy and caught a cold after taking off his clothes."
A few minutes later, Xu Zibai took out the thermometer and looked at it, "Fortunately, the fever is not very good, just apply a fever-reducing patch."
Lin Luoluo quickly took out the fever-reducing patch from the medical box, tore open the outer packaging bag and handed it to Xu Zibai.
He put the fever-reducing patch on Lin Nuo's forehead. Xu Zibai looked at Lin Nuo, pushed the hair nearby the fever-reducing patch away, and a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth. This child looked very similar to when he was a child.
"You go and rest, I'll take care of you here." Lin Luoluo put away the medicine box and said.
Xu Zibai moved his gaze from Lin Nuo to Lin Luoluo, took a breath and said, "Okay, luckily." Xu Zibai said and stood up. Lin Luoluo also led the medicine box and looked at the person in front of him.
"Then, good night!" After saying that, Xu Zibai turned around and left the room.
Seeing Xu Zibai leave, Lin Luoluo breathed a little relieved until his figure disappeared at the door. She looked at Lin Nuo on the bed, turned around and put the medicine box back in place, and went to the bathroom.
After a while, Lin Luoluo came out again, holding a twisted hot towel in his hand, and came to the bed to start scrubbing Lin Nuo's body.
During this period, Nuonuo was very happy. She still felt glad when she thought of her original decision. But when she thought of Xu Zibai, the smile on the corner of Lin Luoluo's mouth gradually faded away, and a trace of confusion appeared in her eyes.
After scrubbing it several times, Lin Luoluo breathed a sigh of relief. After busy for a while, she felt a little thirsty, so she left the room and planned to go downstairs to pour a glass of water to drink.
When passing Xu Zibai's room, I saw that the door was not closed and the light inside was still on. When Lin Luoluo reacted, the person had already arrived at the door.
What did she do here? She didn't know what to say if she went in. Instead of being embarrassed, it would be better not to go in. Just as she turned around and was about to leave, Xu Zibai's voice came from behind.
"Is there something wrong?"
"Not me, I just saw the lights in your room on. So I was curious to come and take a look. Why haven't you been asleep yet?"
"There are some work that has not been completed yet, and why have you not yet rested?"
"Oh, that, I'm going to go downstairs to pour a glass of water. After finishing my work, let's take a break early." After that, Lin Luoluo turned around and was about to leave.
"I have something to tell you." Xu Zibai shouted at her.
Lin Luoluo turned around in confusion and looked at Xu Zibai, "What do you have to say to me?"
"Let's get married!"
Lin Luoluo was stunned when she waited, "Why did you suddenly talk about this?"
"Actually, I wanted to tell you this sentence for a long time, but I never knew how to speak." Xu Zibai paused and continued, "I know you still have knots in your heart. If there is a way to untie your mood, as long as you say it, I will do it. Luoluo, we have missed too much between us, and I really don't want to continue to make mistakes."
"Do you have nothing to say?" Seeing Lin Luoluo remained silent, Xu Zibai couldn't help asking, how much he wanted to hear her answer, but he was afraid of hearing the answer, because he was not sure what the answer was.
Lin Luoluo lowered her head, lowered her eyes, and her eyes fell on her toes. During this period, she saw Xu Zibai's eyes on her. To be honest, she was really moved.
However, she was afraid that this was just an illusion and would not last long. The harm he had brought to her before was too deep, and she still felt scared. She really didn't have the courage to bear the pain again.
"Luoluo, what are you afraid of!" Xu Zibai asked with some annoyance, and was angry with herself again. Unexpectedly, he hurt her so deeply, which made her no longer even the courage to believe him and accept his love. Xu Zibai, you really deserve to die!
"I won't let go. No matter how long I will wait, you are mine!" Xu Zibai said firmly, and told himself that he would stick to it.
"Whatever you want."
Lin Luoluo almost ran away in panic and came to the hall downstairs. She gave herself a glass of water, raised her head and drank the warm water in one sip, and then placed the cup heavily on the table, holding the cup with both hands.
Gradually, his emotions slowly calmed down. Lin Luoluo turned around and pressed his back against the table, thinking about what Luoluo said today and what Xu Zibai said just now.
In fact, she had thought of accepting him again, but every time she saw him and wanted to make peace with him, the memory fragments that made her sad would always appear, which made her step again and again.
"Is it really that I can't get out by myself?" Lin Luoluo whispered to himself in a low voice.
Since Shan Yan returned, the Shan family was very happy, especially Shan Yu, who pestered Shan Yan almost every day and sometimes clamored to go to the company together. Ouyang Mingzhu was also much happier than before, but as she got older, her body became worse and worse day by day. After being sick last time, Ouyang Mingzhu's body was almost overdrawn.
In front of the bed, An Jinyan carefully scrubbed the old lady's face, "Grandma, do you want to eat anything? I'll make it for you."
Ouyang Mingzhu shook her head, "If you can't eat it, don't waste your time."
"Grandma, how can you say that? How can you waste time? You should eat more now so that you can make up for your body."
"Silly girl, don't you know grandma's body? Grandma's life is enough for such an old age."
"Don't talk nonsense anymore. Yu'er hasn't grown up yet. You have to watch him grow up."
"Then get married and have children? Then I will become an old fairy." Ouyang Mingzhu smiled after saying that, which made An Jinyan laugh and cry.
"Grandma~"
"Okay, I'm lucky to have you. I feel a little tired now and want to take a break."
An Jinyan sighed helplessly and looked at Ouyang Mingzhu, "Okay, grandma, please have a good rest."
Seeing Ouyang Mingzhu closed her eyes, An Jinyan covered her quilt, tucked the corners of the quilt and took the basin out.
When he arrived at the living room, An Jinyan saw the little guy lying there, as if he was writing something. She walked over curiously and saw him lying there and drawing.
“What are you drawing?”
Shan Yu raised his head and showed An Jinyan his painting as if he was offering treasures. "Mom, look, I'm painting mom and dad and me, our family."
An Jinyan looked at the people who were drawn on the paper, two adults, one man and one woman, and holding a little boy in the middle. The three of them were smiling happily because Shan Yu drew a large curve of the character's mouth upwards.
"Yu'er's painting is great!"
"Mom, when will my younger brother and sister come out?" Shan Yu blinked and looked at An Jinyan, and An Jinyan was stunned.
"Yu'er, this younger brother and sister aren't something you can come just by saying that you can come!"
"Well, my dad said that it will take a year for my younger brother and sister to come out to meet me and play with me."
An Jinyan frowned slightly and looked at Shan Yu helplessly. "Why did this uncle tell Yu'er everything? And this brat is really asking all questions."
At this time, Shan Yan, who was far away in the Dan Company's office, suddenly sneezes. What's going on? Could it be that he has a cold?
Ouyang Mingzhu finally did not survive this winter. She left the world in front of everyone the day before Laba. When she passed away, there was a smile on her lips, which was considered her death.
After the funeral, everyone was very tired, An Jinyan felt dizzy and powerless, and finally fainted. When she woke up here, she found herself lying in the hospital with Lin Luoluo sitting beside the bed.
"You're awake."
"Luoluo, what's wrong with me?" An Jinyan struggled to get up, and Lin Luoluo quickly reached out to hold her.
"You should lie down now. Look at you, you are all mothers, and you have experienced the first time, why are you still so careless!"
"What were you talking about?" An Jinyan looked at Lin Luoluo with a blank look on her face, completely unable to understand what she was talking about. What was wrong with her?
Lin Luoluo looked at her helplessly and said, "I'm asking me what I'm saying, do you know if you're pregnant?"
"What!" An Jinyan held her belly with both hands and looked at Lin Luoluo in shock. "You said I, I'm pregnant!"
"Yes, you're pregnant, it's been three weeks! Why don't you know at all!"
An Jinyan thought carefully, "No wonder my aunt didn't come this month. I thought it was too late because I was too tired recently."
"What's so tired? You're often feeling powerless and sleepy because you're pregnant. Jin Yan, congratulations, it's really great. You're going to be a mother again."
Seeing Lin Luoluo talking with a smile on her face, An Jinyan was also very happy, but she didn't expect that a little life was born in her belly.
"You, it's not that I said you, some things should be put down. I remember them for too long and it almost turned into obsession." An Jinyan looked at Lin Luoluo and said.
Hearing this, Lin Luoluo's smile became a little stiff, and then slowly disappeared. "Actually, I have considered doing it again with him, but those unpleasant memories will still flash in my mind from time to time, reminding me that I don't want to try such pain again."
"So are you going to continue like this forever?"
"I, I don't know!"
"Then do you still love him?"
Xu Zibai, who was about to come in outside, immediately put down his hand when he heard the conversation inside and stood outside.
"I really don't know."
"Luoluo, it's wrong for you to do this now. If you don't love him, you should let go completely and look for each other's happiness, instead of being bound by each other, it's painful for each other. If you love him, try to let go of everything in the past and start over. Only in this way can you truly be happy. Luluo has never doubted that he loves you, why can't you see it? Or because you are afraid, you have never seen him seriously."
It turns out that she was so painful when she was with him. All he wanted was to give her happiness, but he didn't expect that what he gave her was always hurt and pain. Did he really do it wrong?
Xu Zibai did not continue to listen, and turned around and left here in a daze.
"Jinyan, maybe you are right. I have been immersed in the sadness and pain he brought to me forever, but I have not discovered the harm I brought to him. Love is a double-edged sword, and it hurts me and hurts him. Maybe the things in the past should have been put aside, but I have been trapped in prison and unable to get out of it, and I have been hurting myself and him."
"So you figured it out."
Lin Luoluo looked up at An Jinyan, "Well, this time I really figured it out. The past has passed. Since I have chosen to forgive me, I should not continue to struggle. In this way, I can truly get rid of it."
"Just as long as you really understand this!"
At this time, the door was pushed open, and Shan Yan walked in with Shan Yu. As soon as the little guy came in, he let go of Shan Yan's hand and ran to An Jinyan's bed, staring at An Jinyan's belly with his eyes tightly.
"Dad said, my younger brother and sister are in my mother's belly. Is this true? Mom!"
To be continued...