clown(1/2)
"Just, cheating."
The wind was very strong that day, and there seemed to be fine needles hidden in every ray of wind.
Chen Fan said that, and he didn't even dare to look at Fu Xia's eyes.
She was stunned in his words, her eyes were opened with force, not wanting the tears that gradually surged down.
The wind is ridiculously strong.
Chen Fan's heart hurts.
Her tears didn't fall, but he was almost defeated.
But she is Fu Xia, his proud Xiaxia, and she can't cry.
Sure enough, she raised her head and told him word by word.
"Chen Fan, I will never see you again, just pretend I have never known you."
Never see you again, just pretend you have never known him.
She was about to erase his appearance from her memory.
In the extremely clear scene, Chen Fan couldn't remember this sentence clearly, and he felt it.
He just lowered his eyes and laughed softly.
"That's really good."
......
In the next few days, Chen Fan didn't know how he lived.
Yu Dachuan went to see him every day and asked him if he wanted to eat something.
"Eat something if you don't have the appetite. What do you want to eat? I'll buy it for you?"
Chen Fan didn't want to eat anything, Dachuan was so anxious.
"Brother Fan always wants to eat! Do you want to eat rice, rice noodles or noodles?"
Dachuan suddenly thought of something and asked tentatively.
"Brother Fan, do you want to eat noodles from the Fu family?"
Chen Fan was stunned.
Is there a face to Xia Xia’s family?
He curled his lips and smiled. He would not eat anymore. He was really not qualified to eat anymore.
He just remembered something and asked Dachuan.
"How is she?"
Dachuan said with a bitter face and didn't know.
"I don't know if she has returned to her hometown. She hasn't seen her for two days."
Leaving?
Chen Fan poured himself a glass of water, held the water cup with his head hanging down, and slowly sat down.
She must have left, left here.
She would forget him if she said that, then she would definitely.
After school started, she and Ye Jing went to Qinghai University to go to school. With new classmates and friends, it should be easy to completely forget someone who made her unhappy.
He added a lot of crushed ice to the cup and drank it in one breath with ice and water.
The empty stomach twitched in the ice water, and half of the body was cold.
In this way, he seemed to feel a little more comfortable.
......
After Shao Xinwen returned from the amusement park, his condition did not improve at all. Instead, he became even more suspicious and had to repeatedly confirm the bracelet on Chen Fan's hand.
The next day was her birthday. She asked Chen Fan back and forth what gifts she had prepared for him.
Chen Fan was not prepared for anything, but Lu Lu gave Chen Fan a doll that looked very much like Shao Xinwen and asked him to give it to her.
Chen Fan didn't care. On the day he was going with the things, he suddenly heard the voice of the security guard not far away. He looked over and saw a person who turned around and left.
Chen Fan was stunned for a second.
He asked someone to drive and chase after him.
He saw his Xiaxia and was turning around and running away in panic.
She wore a white t-shirt she often wore, and the dress had always fit very well, but now it fell loosely on her thin shoulders.
"Xia..." Chen Fan shouted, and he swallowed it back again.
"Why are you here?"
How could she be here?
Didn’t she go back to her hometown?
She didn't say anything, nor did she turn around to look at him, but just walked forward with her head down.
She seemed to be running, sweating a lot on her body, wetting her white T-shirt.
She didn't go back to her hometown, but ran here instead.
She wanted to come and ask him if something happened, so she lied to her again, right?
Chen Fan guessed this at once, and every cell in his body became panicked.
How could his Xiaxia, the proud Xiaxia, try to find a reason for him after he hurt her severely?
He was shocked, and his heart seemed to be rubbed repeatedly by broken porcelain pieces, but he couldn't say anything, so he could only whisper her.
"Then is not the way home, the way home is on the other side."
He whispered to her.
"Don't go wrong, go home quickly, okay?"
Go home, Xiaxia, go home.
Forgot Chen Fan.
As he finished speaking, he saw crystal tears falling down, smashing on the ground, breaking a drop.
Chen Fan's heart was also broken.
He thought he could cut it off with that despicable method.
But he seemed to think of all this too simply.
He can't cut it.
Especially for him, he thought he would never be able to cut him.
The scorching sun sets people on the storm to the point of bursting.
At this moment, she suddenly straightened her spine.
Her thin and thin spine was straightened by her. She didn't look back at him, but just said something.
"I'm sorry, I don't know you."
As she finished speaking, she walked away calmly.
*
This time, she is really leaving.
But she didn't tell her parents what happened to her. Her parents thought she was sick and saw that she was in a bad state, so they were not relieved that she would go back to her hometown. They forced her to keep her for a few days and asked her to take care of her before going back.
But her parents were afraid that it would be difficult for her to stay at home every day, so they chased her to the park.
Chen Fan asked Dachuan to follow her, and then he realized that she would sit alone in the park for a long time every day.
It was a newly built park nearby. The park was just built and there were often events. The elderly and children came here to enjoy it, making it lively.
But she had never been integrated into these excitement. She sat in an inconspicuous corner for half a day.
She didn't talk to anyone, and just sat there, silently watching the noise in the distance, and didn't go home until dark.
When Dachuan called that day, he hesitated for a while.
"What's wrong?" Chen Fan asked him.
Dachuan doesn't know what to say.
"I just watched. Although Sister Xia couldn't move, she would suddenly shed tears while sitting. She didn't cry or speak, and there was no emotion on her face, but tears kept falling. I...I really couldn't stand it..."
Chen Fan stopped on the other end of the phone.
......
There were also activities in the park that day. A group of children were playing around with exaggerated dolls. The dolls took out strange props from their pockets from time to time, changed magic to show them, and sent a lot of sugar.
The children were so happy.
Chen Fan saw her from afar.
She sat on a road outside, where there were very few people. She was blocked by two lush trees. If she didn't look carefully, it would be difficult to find someone.
A child ran and jumped over and touched her.
The child quickly apologized to her, but she seemed to be unconscious, unable to hear or feel it. She just looked into the distance with empty eyes and no reaction at all.
To be continued...